i wanna say sorry to those people last night sa pagiging suplada ko. medyo nagka problem kasi ako, pero alam ko, magiging okay na yon. george, thanks for the talk... alam kong naiintindihan mo ako, and i am so glad knowing that you care.

i wasnt able to come with you sa tagaytay dahil wala na akong pera.. another reason, walang kasama sa dorm si cez, at naguguluhan pa ako till now..

hope you enjoy it! i know you will.........................

take carez .............

guys.. i just realize that i still have to go on with my life. kahit wala na yung taong dating pinaka importante sayo, you have to get up and show everybody that you can live with out any one(GUY LOVER). ako, masaya na ako, at least, i experienced love and to be loved, than never love at all(cliche)..... nalaman ko na siguro kaya niya nakita yung gurl kahit nasa kin pa siya kasi siya talaga ang para sa gurl na yon.. tanggap na ko na na hindi pa talaga ako dapat tumanggap ng lalake.. pero siyempre, hindi ko maiwasang maghanap at mainip. mainggit kapag may nakikitang sweet na lovers. napapailing na lang ako pag naaalala ko yung isang taong iniwan ko though i know that he's really in love with me.. iniwan ko yung guy na yon para sa last guy na super minahal ko na hindi ko aakalaing iiwan din ako. katangahan ko, pinagpalit kong lahat basta matanggap lang siya nang lahat..

pero okay na rin ako ngayon... IM BETTER OFF ALONE...

Don't Stay
Sometimes I
Need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I
Need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I'm
In disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I
Need you to go

Sometimes I
Feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I
Just feel like screaming at myself
Somestimes I'm
In Disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I
Need to be alone

Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
[Just give me myself back and]
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
[Just give me myself back and]
Don't Stay

I don't need you anymore
I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day
Of you wasting me away

With no apologies

Notes:Mike and Brad's original guitar parts for this song had a reggae-style vibe. After numerous transformations (probably five or six different guitar variations), Brad developed the final recorded version. Under the working title "Sick", this song was one of the first tracks finished for this album... notably, Joe recorded the opening scratch solo on the first take.

ERASING THE PAST


"love your self before you love the others"................ whoah! how am i gonna ove myself if im always LONELY??.... i feel ugly you know! why is there such word as LOVE when i dont even know how to love myself and what's the meaning of it?!the heck!

hi guys.. wala lang.. i think im okay now. i talked to cez na eh. but len still has that kinda "ilang" sakin..

today, i saw Alex at the canteen with his new look..hay..wala lang, memories............. well, man, i gotta move on! how will i grow up if i cant move on! there are plenty of FISHES in the sea! he's not the only one, ayt?? but still, i kinda have that "ilang and kaba" whenever i see him.. parang dati kay ben..mmmmmmmm.......

guys, ingatz as always.. birthday na ni karl tomorrow!

guys... bakit na lang parating ganito?? parang lagi na lang, pag uuwi ako sa dorm, parati na lang ba akong magiging "invisible" sa mga room mates ko. i didnt eat dinner with the tropa for me to talk to my room mates tapos biglang may lakad pala sila! while i told them earlier that i'll be eating dinner with them after my class.

siguro im not that "good enough" for them. kainis kasi eh. every time na pupunta ako sa kwarto, parating sila lang magkausap na parang hindi nila ako kilala or parang hindi nila ako nakita. ako palagi ang nag uumpisa nang usap para kahit papano, may maisingit man lang ako sa usap nila.. i missed them so much but every time i try to be close with them, why are they so "cold"???????

sana may power na lang ako na "mag tanggal nang mga taong ayaw ko sa harap ko" para naman mawala na lang silang lahat sa tabi ko.. tutal naman they dont care bout me.. but i will erase first the MAN I REALLY HATE..

finally i posted na...............

were not yet "journ" pa raw sabi ni kuya lance till we finished our clearance for us to be cleared at our former department.. hay, lots of stuff to do! grrr... thats why i have no time of posting coz of this..

love.............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................gosh.. when will i ever get a perfect and a true love??? hope i can get it after 2 yrs.. what do you think huh??

maybe, God has so many plans for me...... i guess...

guys.. i wanna share this letter came from my kababata... she's my first ever bestfriend..

may kuwento kami nyan sa buhay.. sobrang dami.. nag away na, nag plastikan, nagka iyakan... pero alam niyo yon, nandon pa pala yung love niyo sa isat-isa...

i miss her so much.....

hi!grabe miss na kita..dami nangyari dis days na di maganda..I'm so sad.Naalala 2loy kita.
dami kac problema sa friends, di ko makwento eh naiiyak nanaman ako,la me masabihan kac la ka kya kay mommy nlang ako umiyak,i felt so alone,pero naicp ko na after all this years na naghahanap ako ng true friend nagbubulagbulagan lang ako kac jan ka naman.Tanga lag tlaga ko. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko kac di ako masyadong naging mabait na friend sa yo.Stupid tlaga ko.Masyado kac me nagtiwala sa iba pero ang 22o nasa harapan ko na ung mga tao na willing akong i-accept no matter what... hope it's not too late to tell u this.."i'm so lucky to have u..i'm so sori kung di kita masyado binigyan ng special treatment.sori kung maraming beses na nahurt kita,sori kac di ko nabigay ung trust na dapat tlaga sayo ko lang binigay. I feel so empty becoz of this things...sana di pa huli na maging friends tayo..ung 2lad dati..ngayon ko lang narealized lahat..I feel so tanga!Sana makausap na kita,sembrea k na di ba hope we cud find time to talk, miss ko na ung 22ong ako, ung simpleng maggie na kasama ung bestfriend nia na payatot..si Len2.. natinurn-down ko. I miss those times na magbi2gay ako ng letters na corny..ung mga secrets natin, enemies..crushes..1st love..mga awayan natin..tampuhan..ung palakpak na sign natin na lalabas na tayo para maglaro..syempre...ung tawanan natin na feeling natin tayo na ang pinaka masayang tao sa mundo..ung mga usapan ntin na tayo lang nakakaalam tipong out of dis world..haay..I feel like crying...Nagsisisi lang me kac feeling ko sinayang ko friendship natin dahil cguro nagbago tlaga ko,nagbago ng view,nagbago ng friends..pero in d end ikaw parin naiicp ko pag tinatanong ko sa sarili ko kung cno ang bestfriend ko..ung 22o na bestfriend..meaning tatanggapin ka tlaga ng buong-buo..can't help it..naiyak na 2loy ako..sori for all the wrong things i've done..i feel so alone.but when i think of u napapangiti ako pero nagsisisi parin..sana di na k ita inaway dati,sana di nako naghanap ng ibang bestfriend,sana di na kayo lumipat ng haus,sana di na tayo lumaki,sana di na ko nagbago......haay..dis is so hard..miss na kita!!! I want you to know na in reality ur still my bestfriend, selfish lang ako dati pero nagising na ko, I've learned my lesson... Hope ur still there to accept me without conditions... I still love u friend! Thanks for being there 4 me..I so lucky to have you...Thanks alot! thanks for always listening to me.thanks tlaga...can't wait to see you..bye!love yah!....
*remember this song??
don't nid d sun 2 shine to make me smile
don't care if it's dark outside coz i've got you
sori kung medyo kaduling ung color..

the only song in my head..............................


Title: Maybe
Artist: Neo Colours
Revived: King

There I was
Waiting for a chance
Hoping that you'll understand
The things I wanna say

As my love went stronger than before
I wanna see you more and more
But you closed your door
Why don't you try
To open up your heart
I won't take so much of your time

CHORUS:
Maybe, it's wrong to say please love me too
'Cause I know you'll never do
Somebody else is waiting there inside for you
Maybe it's wrong to love you more each day
'Cause I know he's here to stay
But I know to whom you should belong

I believed what you said to me
We should set each other free
That's how you want it to be

But my love went stronger than before
I wanna see you more and more
But you closed your door
Why don't you try to open up your heart
I won't take so much of your time

CHORUS:
Maybe, it's wrong to say please love me too
'Cause I know you'll never do
Somebody else is waiting there inside for you
Maybe it's wrong to love you more each day
'Cause I know he's here to stay
But my love is strong
I don't know if this is wrong
But I know to whom you should belong

(Instrumental)

CHORUS:
Maybe, it's wrong to say please love me too
'Cause I know you'll never do
Somebody else is waiting there inside for you
Maybe it's wrong to love you more each day
'Cause I know he's here to stay
But my love is strong
I don't know if this is wrong
But I know to whom you should belong

grrrrr............................

i cant say that this a nice day but im doin fine naman..........

musta na kayo guys?????

wala lang........ ei dinner mya guys ha.......

Guys.. sana hindi nag bago ang pagtingin niyo sa kin ah...... medyo ilang ako sa sarili ko ngayon and i want some changes........

i typed that note at my home... i just "copy,paste" it at my blog....

guys..... nakakahiya talaga... but like what george and abbie said to abbie's tagboard, "who cares diba?" ako ang may ari nang blog na to and i have the rights to say what i wanna........................

guys................... ain't it funny?? ive been addicted?? but i want it.. and i cant forget what he said..... i ve a foolish heart...... and maybe its wrong to say "please love me,too coz i know NO BODY'S PERFECT"....................

TAH-TAH!!!!!!!!!!!
~^_^~

since abbie jez said what she wanted to say.. ako rin... sana guys, hindi mag iba yung pagtingin niyo sakin after you read this.......

"im beautiful no matter what they say..words can't bring me down..........."

haaayy...eto ang tugtog ngayon sa kuwarto ko while im reminscing again..... tanga ko noh?? i told myself to move on but still i can't do it.... ope u understand why i can't forget what Alex brought to my life.... he made me "real"...... he made me let things go on and face it with no fear.......

masakit isipin na kung sino pa yung taong ipinaglaban ko sa maraming galit na tao sa kanya ay yun pa ang magdadala ng sakit sa buhay ko........... matagal tagal din pala akong nag pakatanga....... pero sabi naman niya, hindi raw niya ako pinag lalaruan..yah sure.....pero i feel i've been used!! para kasing hinayaan niya munang mahulog ako sa kanya.... well, i think, eto na yung karma sa kin... pero sana bumalik na sa kanya yun! Sabi ni Ben sa kin last night na masyado kasing nag feeling si Alex kaya iniwan siya ni Rovi..well, i can say that Rovi is smarter than me.....tama nga siya....... ako, tanga!totoo naman eh.......... kung alam ko lang na ganun si Alex..sana naniwala na ako dati pa sa kanila na Alex is DUMB! nagbulag-bulagan ako dati.... i was so stupid being deaf to all the things they said about Alex.... eh mahal ko kasi eh....wala akong magagawa.... till 2 months had passed........... i let myself stucked to alex.. i even forgot being with my own bestfriend Abbie bezy.....nagtatampo na pala siya, hindi ko pa alam..... nagpakatanga kasi ako sa isang Tanga ring Tao!!!! sana yung mga panahong iginugol ko sa kanya, sana nasayang ko na lang yun para sa sarili ko......... biruin mo, nagpakatanga ako na kapag may kailangan siya, kakain ng lunch, tatakbo ako sa canteen para samahan siya! tapos kapag may problem siya, sino ang tinatakbuhan niya?ako lang naman sa tropa eh......so who do you think who've been used here?? ewan... basta ako, wala akong naging pag kukulang! sabihin na nating may nagugustuhan akong ibang guy, yah, kinikilig ako...pero not to the point that i'll let my heart fall for that guy! the heck! siyempre, may "alex" na ako eh................at alam ko na hihintayin niya ako........

at dun naman sa issue sa min dati na sinabi ni Alex sa kin na "hindi niya alam kung ginagamit ko lang siya", what the!?! hello alex?? kung feeling mo ginagamit kita, ba't ako nagpapakatanga sa yo nang ganito??? kung ang ibig sabihin mo sa "ginagamit" kita dahil parang hindi mo ma-distinguish kung may feelings pa ko sayo, like hello, i was only challenging you!!!!!!and i was only waiting for the perfect time! pero, leche, that "perfect time" always pass many times sa buhay natin pero you didn't let it happen!!!!you didn't propose!
so sino sa atin ngayon ang nang gamit??? ako na totoo sayo? o yung hinayaan mong mahulog muna ako sayo bago no ko iwan???sino sa tin??????ha?ha?ha? :,{
tska alam niyo, bakit ganon?kapag minsan na malamig ako sa kanya, hindi man lang siya nagatatanong kung anong problema ko.....well, minsan kasi kaya ako tahimik, minsan nagsasawa na ko sa mga nangyayari..sa tangahali, sabay sa pag kain, sa gabi, kasin ng dinner tapos usap sa ibaba nang dorm ko.... so, kahit gusto ko na siyang sagutin, pano ko magagawa?eh walang perfect moment dun!!!!!!
i told my tropa that im gonna have my bf after 2 yrs.... pinaniwala ko ang sarili ko na kaya ko............. pero i was only waiting for Alex to propose para matahimik na ang loob ko..pero hindi niya ginawa yun!
pero okay lang........ hindi naman ako nagsisisi kung hindi kami nag karoon ng relasyon, mas maganda pa nga yun eh....... at isa pa, hindi naman siya ng pino problema ko, kung di yung mga oras at panahon na nasayang ko at sacrifices na ibinigay ko sa kanya. yah i know he also gave many efforst and wasted his time for me....pero sino kaya ang mas apektado?
i know you don't care about me anymore!so do i!!!!!!i don't care kung ligawan mo yung babae na yon! alam ko namang iiwan mo rin siya afterwards eh! gaya nang ginawa mo sa kin!

well, si Alex............... hindi ko alam kung tama pa ba ang pag iisip niya.......... basta ako, im gonna be a NEW LEN starting now!!!!! i will let things that reminds me of Alex to be erase in my mind........... kung baga, new len, new memories, new life.......

kung dati, ginusto kong mawala si Ben sa kin, nagawa ko....... yah, nakalimutan ko siya........... pero hindi rin madali yun..... hanggang sa dumating si Alex sa buhay ko na isa ring naka tulong para makalimutan ko si Ben. sana ngayon, makalimutan ko si ALex, mas madali at yung makakalimutan ko siya nang walang guy na involve............... i hope i could survive!
sabi ni mark(my best adviser), hindi naman siya worth it...yung isipin ko siya every minute.... oo nga, i realized, bakit ko siya iisipin kung alam ko namang hindi ako ang iniisip niya!
well, tanga na kung tanga! ganyan naman talaga ang buhay.... you can learn from your mistakes................ now, i wanna be a new lady......... with confidence from herself.........

for alex, sana masaya ka na ngayon.......... wala nang taong puwedeng sumakal sa mga gusto mong gawin.... you want to have freedom diba? of course you can have it.... wala namang pumipigil sayo eh...... hindi ka rin masasakal kung hindi mo ginusto.... parang ako, ginusto kong mahalin ka, kaya i deserve these things....... nasaktan ako, natauhan ko...........
maybe we are really not meant for each other......
hindi kita masisisi, gusto mo yan eh.... ginusto mong humarap sa katotohanan na walang kumo control syo.... sino ba naman ako para pigilan ka diba? kaya hindi na ko pumalag pa......

sayang ka......... sinayang mo ako..............................
mabuti na rin tong ganito... nangyari na kung anong dapat para sa atin.....
masaya na rin ako ngayon.........
alam kong nag papaka totoo ka lang and i'm happy for that...i know you're happy right now with out me at your side...

hayaan na lang natin ang mga nasulat ko dito...... inilabas ko lang ang sama nang loob ko eh......

now im done..... siguro naman, pwede na akong maging NEW LEN.........

mark, thanks for changing me ... for clearing the things that ruining my life.....

abbie, i know medyo napabayaan ko ang friendship natin........ pero ngayon, don't worry, nandito na ulit ako...........

george, i'm appreciating all of your efforts to the tropa.....

kuya lance, "like brothers, like sisters..." heheheh....... now i know what you and Ben were trying to say to me before......

im sorry guys...............

nandito na ulit ako...............

NEW LEN..........

[songs]
~maybe by KING
~loving you by NINA
~addicted by SIMPLE PLAN
~perfect by SIMPLE PLAN
~numb by LINKIN PARK
~have you ever by S CLUB
~waiting in vain
~before i let you go by FREESTYLE
~gone by WYRD

*************************************************

NCterian guys..........

guys, thanks for making me feel better...... but still i have this weird feeling of depression....... dunno y....... guys, specially abbie,mark and george, grabe, thaks so much kasi naintindihan niyo ako............. ewan ko... hindi lang naman guys ang pinoproblema ko, pati na rin ang Consti namin kasi long quiz namin ngayon.................well, i reviewed some stuff last night then ngayon, im here at Nebo.......

Guys, i wanna see myself being alone...... but i dont know how will it happen........ i want to spent more time alone but i know it will never gonna happen coz im scared being alone............

U guys duin great!

im gonna miss u guys.....................

~need some rest~

hi po sa inyong lahat.. ben wrote an email!!!!! kinakamusta kayong lahat at miss na niya kayo!!!!

guys............... sabi ni ben that he'll gonna make a gimik sked before the Kuwait guys leave................................................

WAG MONG IPAGPILITAN ANG SARILI MO SA AYAW SAYO...

para akong baliw... advice ko to sa isang tao pero bakit parang ako rin ata ang dapat matuto dito ah.......

sabi nga nila, hindi mo dapat hinahanap ang LOVE..... pero kung wala naman talagang naghahanap sayo, aba, better find one!!!!!!!! kaya nga ako ngayon, im still waiting for the right guy pero kung wala...HAHABLUTIN KO NA SI LEONARDO DI CAPRIO!!!!!!khihihihihihiihihih...

MY HOROSCOPE YESTERDAY...
09-24-03

There could be trouble brewing in the workplace, dear Virgo. Some of your colleagues neither like nor trust each other, and as a result it may be impossible for them to work together. Some adjustments may need to be made if everyone is going to work to the best of their ability. If you're in a position to handle this, do it now. If you aren't, try to distance yourself from the situation. That's the only way to stay sane!

VIRGO'S HOROSCOPE FOR TODAY...
09-25-03
The time is ripe if you want to pursue training for a particular skill or perhaps return to school and finish a degree in a field of keen interest to you, dear Virgo. Presently, great success and good fortune are indicated for you when you assert your considerable energy and focus on the subject matter. Perhaps you will want to organize a trip that you have been contemplating for some time. If you have been considering honing your communications skills, consider a writing course.

TAURUS' HOROSCOPE FOR TODAY...
09-25-03

With the current celestial energy at play, you might find that your path in life is going to take you on a trip, dear Taurus. It may be for business or pleasure, or both. It is likely that this trip will achieve certain goals. Perhaps you are aiming for a promotion. Chances are you will be successful in your ambitions. Or, you may be ready to set out on your own and start a new business. This is an excellent time for this, too.

i realized something na hindi ko kailangang maging maganda.....

maganda nga nga, hindi naman masaya...

sabi lang yun sa kin ni mark eh...

kaya nga ngayon, masaya na ako kahit wala akong inspiration.....wala akong admirer....sabi rin na hindi ko kailangan non kasi im im beautiful in my own way.............

im not perfect but i can do my best...............

PERFECT
simple plan

edited by LEN

"Perfect"

Hey DUDE look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

ei...... heheheheh.... im proud to tell you guys that we were the second placer yesterday sa PE Festival!!!!!!!!!yahoooooooo!!!!!!!! grabe, we really didnt expect that we will win kasi sobrang onti lang namin at sabi pa nila, may mga nagkamaili pa rin.. like me, yung palayok ko sa ulo, muntik nang mahulog. pero at least diba, hindi kami nagyabang sa ibang section nung awarding that we will win noh!!!

sa life ko, wala lang.... im quiet contented of whats happening to me right now......

basta thanks mark, abbie, lance and george... the best talaga kayo!!!!!!!!!!!

hay nako.. mga users talaga!!!!!!!!

guys.............................. wala lang....... i dont want to post anything na...wala lang.......

well, sino na naman kaya tong atribida nato????? kelangan pa ba kitang patulan????????

masasabi ko lang.....kaya ako nakikialam sa sinabi mo kay abbie kasi friend ko siya and i dont want a bully making fun with her.....

sino kayang pakialamera??ako o ikaw???nakikialam ako kasi may care ako sa kanya??eh ikaw, anong care mo sa min??mag iisip ka kasi muna nang sasabihin bago ka mag post!!!may BACKSPACE naman diba para mabura ang nakasulat??bat hindi mo mabura???wawa ka naman kasi baka hindi mo alam......

tsk..tsk....ano bang problema mo??inggit ka lang ba sa kaibigan ko?????look hus talkin na PAKIALAMERA AKO!!!! talaga lang ha!!????? yah right!! ikaw na nga lang tong makiki visit ng site, ikaw pa may ganang mang away sa friend ko!!!!!

kung sino ka mang DEVIL KA...alam mo miss, imbis na manira ka at manghimasok sa buhay ng may buhay, KILALANIN MO MUNA ANG TAO NAYON!!!

abbie, eeeeuuuuwwwwww.........

haaayyyy........... just left my tropas and now im here at a computer shop near fiat all by myself.........

kanina i didin't feel good...pero ngayon, with the help of George and Tony..hahahahaha!!!i feel so happy and kinda "euuww" at the same time.........................

GUYS, HOW DOES IT FEEL WHEN YOU WEAR ONLY YOUR BOXER SHORTS GOIN TO SLEEP???
oohh, i wanna try it...i dont have any boxers yet but maybe ill buy one some other time.........ggeezzz.........maybe it feels so comfortable on it...pero diba, you cant tell kung baka may pumasok na "dirt" or something inside you????????uuhh, i dont wanna try it anymore..heheheh..................

guys, ngayon ko lang nalaman yung word na "hard on"...geeezzz(dumbgurl)

I CAN BE YOUR EVERYTHING

i just heard this line to my kuya whe he talked to "a girl he loves"........ uhh, i wish someone will tell me that also.........so sweet............

MARK AS SAINT LA SALLE

we ate dinner with mark....uuhh, he's so kind to the street children and when i saw him, i pictured him as Saint La Salle...wala lang...... he's not so suplado and not that iritado to those children unlike me on the other hand, when tjose kids were like "ate pengeng piso" and then i'm oin to look at them with angry eyes...while mark doesn't...........he's such a man............................................................................cool.........................

~^_^~ fin

hi........ maglalabas lang ako nang galit........

first, i saw my grade at RED!)...it was shit!!!!!!!fuckin failed!!!!!!shit!!!!! lst prelim, i got 3.0...actually, we all got 3.0 something on reed...but now!!!!!!!!!! freak..... i only got 1.5.......... impossible............... well, pinatikim lang pala kami ni sir nang maganda gandang grade....huuummmmmm....we'll see that SIR!!! im one of the exempted at Finals, we'll see......................

second, may mga tropa ba na parang hindi tropa ang turing sa inyo???bad trip noh??pero ang masama pa non, napapansin mong sayo lang ganon yung mga "tropa" mo.......... nagtitimpi lang ako pero when i got the chance, bibirahin ko talaga sila...im being too friendly to them and kanina, i had this wonderful smile then they greeted me back with a simple nod.................... FREAK............. GUYS, ALAM NIYO NAMAN NA MASYADO AKONG SENSITIVE SA GANYAN......

third, bad trip pa rin..... pano last night, i have to wake up our land lady and i was like crahing her glass window and i really wanted to break her door up!!!!! i knocked loud as much as i can!!!but she didnt wake up..... fuck@#@#@#@#@#@#@#......................... and now, im having a black spots in my hand coz of my knockin stuff....................

fourth, i really wanted to talk to my kuya and he texted me to go his dorm.......so i was like goin all by myself to his dorm then wala siya!!!!!!!! then he text again that he wont be eating lunch...grrrrr.......... tapos when i got my food for lunch, he's taking it back and he wants me to go back in school!!!!!!!!grrrrrrrr(again)............. alam mo yon, i wanted someone to listen to me tapos you werent there....and nalaman ko pa na kaya hindi mo itinuloy yung pakikipag meet sa kin because you thought she's not with me............

o sige na!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BABUSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hi guys......... wala lang........ nag uubos lang nang time dito... im tired searching for aldrich and mik...they didnt text back...... sad.....i guess they're just too busy re typing that project of theris....heheheh..goodluck to you drichy and Mik... :D

guys, make sure that you will come on thursday at PIZZA HUT ha!!!! magtatampo ako pag hindi kayo pumunta!!!!!!!

gotta go......

~^_^~

Numb
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes

[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you

I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like youCan't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
And every second I waste
Is more than I can take


But I know
I may end up falling too
But I know
You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you

guys, its hard when you love someone who doesn't know how to love you back.....

now, im turning 18, still doesn't have a prince charming at my side.........oh well, that's life.......

my bday...............................
i only wish that all of my friends will have a simple message for me.....................so that i'll know how good or bad friend i am.................. ;(

love yah guys.....................

yehey!!!i watched FINDING NEMO with alex yesterday...oops sorry guys if we separated from you at festival.....umm, kasi alex and i planned it like a week ago pa............. nemo was fuuny!!heheheh... i swear the story was cute!!!!but alex cried and i dunno why...... touched daw siya dun sa last part..... heheheh..............

i saw a doggy kanina when were goin to mcdo......the dog was sleeping like a "human being"..heheh, and it's moving like dreaming of something.....funny!!!!!!and also naka fold pa yung legs niya na parang ang sarap sarap ng tulog niya.....uuuuhhhh............... :)

GUYS.....lapit na monthsary nang tropa..... cool............

love you guys, till here............................

“Never Leave You Uh Ooh (Remix)”


-Uh – Ohhh, Uh - Ohhh
-Uh – Ohhh, Uh – Ohhh
BUSTA RHYMES
Whoo! Yeah!
Yo, Ted School. . .it look like it gon’ be another one of dem hot summers!
Yeah, yeah (echo)
Bus a Bus down
Here we go! Flipmode!
Lumidee!
Ay yo, y’all know why she sayin’ ‘uh oh’ right?
Check it
Yo! Bride a hotta all on my copacabana, mama
Got alotta hit wid you and I lovin your persona, mama
Always love to get wid you, if you ever need me mama, holla
How you check me, you give me the oochie walla walla
Swallow a couple shots o’ de ‘yack’ and make it dolla
L’il mama in da crib wid da focus to be a scholar
Type o’ example of a shortie I need to follow
Not a chick in da bug and come wid l’il shop horrors
Take you to the Caribbean, down to Caribana
To the Mediterranean and enjoy the water
When the road is rocky, you keepin me stocky
Takin care o’ niggas, so I’m right when you check on your Papi
We alright, baby, hungry wid all o’ yuh might
Put it on a nigga cause you know that it’s on tonight
Break up to make up you know that we gonna fight
And if we ridin’ together, Let’s do it then
Show you right.Verse 1
-Honestly
-If I tell
-Tell you what
-What you want to know love
-There ain’t another
-Don’t want no other lover
-I put nothing above ya
-I’ll kick ‘em to the gutter
-You try to shake me
-When up lovin me crazy now
-Look at us lately
-And tell ‘em who’s your lady
Hook
-I never thought you’d be the one
-Make me shine brighter than the sun
-There ain’t no ups & downs
-No ins & outs
-You’re here right now
Chorus
-If you want me to stay
-I’ll never leave you
-If you want me to stay
-We’ll always be
-If you want me to stay
-Love endlessly
-If you want me to stay
-I’ll never leave you
-Uh – Ohhh, Uh - Ohhh
-Uh – Ohhh, Uh – Ohhh


Verse 2
-Now how you’re lovin’ I
-We’re happy it’s a fact
-Can’t nothing hold us back
-We got this in the wrap
-There ain’t no maybes
-No questions
-Love you daily now
-Look at us lately
-And tell ‘em who’s your lady
Hook
-I never thought you’d be the one
-Make me shine brighter than the sun
-There ain’t no ups & downs
-No ins & outs
-You’re here right now
Chorus
-If you want me to stay
-I’ll never leave you
-If you want me to stay
-We’ll always be
-If you want me to stay
-Love endlessly
-If you want me to stay
-I’ll never leave you
-Uh – Ohhh, Uh - Ohhh
-Uh – Ohhh, Uh – Ohhh
-Uh – Ohhh, Uh - Ohhh
-Uh – Ohhh, Uh – Ohhh

FABOLOUS
Fabolous!
Lumidee!
I ain't neva gon' believe, you eva gonna leave
You feel so good on my arm
Uh huh
Sumthin like dem baseball jackets
With the leather on the sleeve
Or a feather timepiece cost secen hundred G's
Your lovin ain't the type o love that everyone receive
Babygirl go down like she never wanna breathe
I gotta play it right, cause dem chicks don't usually let em stay the night
Cause when I know you wrong, I say you right
And I when I wanna say no, I say I might
The is real talk, you know it ain't another
And anytime I'm gone, you know I'm thinkin of yah
And anytime you need, you know I got you covered
You know none of the others
Do what I does
I keep your rocks bluer than hers
Keep your shoes newer than hers
And I do it because
Uh uh uh (echo)

wala lang.......

hi............ im here at NEBO....im with a dormate.................................................

mmmmmmmmmm.......... i talked last saturay to my bestfriend Nil, well, ka pol sci ko rin sya and he's studyin at PUP manila...grabe yun, he survived!!!kung ako nga hindi ko nakayanan ang pol sci pero siya pursigido!!!!

i asked him kung may lalake pa ba ngayon na nakakapag hintay sa girls ng 2 yrs....lam niyo isinagot niya? oo raw!!! kasi siya 6 yrs ng naghihintay sa love niya since grade 6 kami........ tagal na noh? ang tyaga pa........ sana may guy pang katulad niya....

alam niyo, hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko kung in love ba ko ngayon or what..... wala lang...kasi may iba iba akong na fe feel para sa guy na sinasabi ko........ pero pag naman gusto ko nang magka bf, wala naman siyang pinapakitang feelings that he cares...tapos biglang maiisip ko,ayoko pa talaga....hindi ko pa feel magka bf............ pero masaya na rin naman ako, as long as i know he's there for me........

Naranasan niyo na bang magmahal ng may nag aagaw??? yung pinilit niyang ialis sa buhay niya yung mahal mo tapos nang magtagal, she's trying to win back your man??? wala lang.......sa totoo lang, i have no rights to get hurt kasi wala naman akong relasyon with that man.....ang kaso, nasasaktan lang ako...

tapos ang tanga tanga ko pa.................. i regret that day when he told me his feelings and now that he's not asking me anymore what i feel for him, nalulungkot ako..gaga ko noh???

oh well.......... that's life..........

"No Ordinary Love"

This could have been just another day
But instead we're standing here
No need for words, it's all been said
in the way you hold me near
I was alone on this journey
You came along to comfort me
Everything I want in life is right here

[Chorus:]

cause
This is not your ordinary
no ordinary love
I was not prepared enough
to fall so deep in love
This is not your ordinary
no ordinary love
You were the first to touch my heart
Made everything right again
with your extraordinary love

[Chorus]

I get so weak
when you look at me
I get lost inside your eyes
sometimes the magic is hard to believe
but you're here before my weary eyes
you brought joy to my world
set me so free
I want you to understand
you are every breath that I breathe

[Chorus]

From the very first time that we kissed
I knew that I just couldn't let you go at all
From this day on, remember this:
That you're the only one that I adore
Can't we make this last forever
This can't be a dream
cause it feels so good to me

[Chorus x2]

hahaha!!kapal kong magsulat nito kahit wala akong bf!!!!


hay nako guys......... kakatanong ko lang kay dudezy kung may lalake pa ba na makakapaghintay sa akin ng 2 yrs!!!hay nako............. sana nga..pero if the right one comes,ill make sure he will be the last person in my life................. i will love him forever...sana nga.....................

guys, sorry kung naginarte lang ako last night....inis lang talaga ako..wala akong gana eh...

abbie, sorry talaga... but im happy for you...........

kuya, .ehem..... ah, alam mo na yun.......... heheh...........

so, see you guys........ good luck sa finals next week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mwah!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SELFISH
for the guy i love...(drama)

I just don't understand
Why you're running from a good man baby
Why you wanna turn your back on love
Why you've already given up
See I know you've been hurt before
But I swear I'll give you so much more
I swear I'll never let you down
Cause I swear it's you that I adore
And I can't help myself babe
Cause I think about you constantly
and my heart gets no rest over you

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you
What's wrong with being selfish?

I'll be taking up your time
Until the day I make you realize
That for your there could be no one else
I just gotta have you for myself
Baby I would take good care of you
No matter what it is you're going through
I'll be there for you when you're in need
Baby believe in me
If love was a crime
Then punish me
I would die for you
Cause I don't want to live without you
Oh what can I do?

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you

Why do you keep us apart
Why won't you give up your heart
You know that we're meant to be together
Why do you push me away
All that I want is to give you love
Forever and ever and ever and ever

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Because I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you

Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you..

To prove that I'm the only one for you
So what's wrong with being selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish...
So what's wrong with being selfish...

IM SO SELFISH...................................................................
SQUISHY??????

hi guys.... pumangit ang blog ko noh??? oh well...okay lang yan...............

umm, last, last night, i had a very,very beautiful dream!!!!!!umm...it happened like this.... we were in front of UMC......all of us guys will gonna visit a friend...and you all guys went ahead.I was with a "guy" and we waited for you outside.....then,a classmate of highschool called us up then went to the room..then i freaked out kasi nawala ako.........i was waiting for all of you outside..pero mas iniisip ko yung isa pang "guy"(not the guy i was with before).

what i mean is.... the first guy i was sayin is my present crush...then the other one i was waiting is my present love....

abbie told me that that guy i was with goin to our friend will gonna be my present "love"......what about my present love.........anong papel niya ngayon sa life ko?????

ang labo kong magkuwento noh???ako ngarin nalabuan sa sinabi ko dito eh... heheh....

haaayy....... ang hirap mag type sa may nakaha
rang na TAG BOARD!!!!!buysit..hehehh......
wala lang........ i just loooove staring at my blog..

GUYS!!!!!!sorry if im so maarte last night........... maybe something
was bothering me...... you know what , nag brown out last night
while were reviewing our notes!!!!
kuya, am i ready to fall for _______?

hi guys........ well, im here at Nero printing my works in Consti... waz up guys????
enjoyed your festi gimik???? wala lang... i didnt come kasi dami kong works eh....
Ganda ba tropa pix niyo?? sayang, wala kami ni Gailz..siguro mas gaganda yun pag
nandun kami..ngaks.........
Guys, i think im ready now to have a boyfriend.. the problem is... no one's courting me..
But if ever na may manligaw, ill make sure na mag tatagal kami... sweet diba??


"so i sing this to all of my age, for this are the questions weve got to face..for every
cycle that we call life, we are the ones who are next in line......"
~i just watched JOLOGS last Friday and i didnt find it that baduy..~its cool....

"I have loved you only in my mind, but i know that there will come a time to feel
this feeling i have inside. youre a hopeless romantic is what they say, fallin in and
out of love just like a play memorizin each line i still dont know what to say....."
~wala lang...feel ko lang ang song~

"i wanna tell you that i hate you but i miss you so.. i wanna give up on you and
make it all through but it hurts me so......."
~ i composed this.........~

see yah around guys.......

wala lang......................

if only i can stop the time........ ill change the time when i met my "crush"......... la lang...share ko lang........

hindi ko kasi kayang maglabas ng sama ng loob eh...............

well........ dito again sa Nero............................

still cant find words to say bout how i feel right now.... i miss having a boyfriend but............. ayaw ko lang ngayon........................................................

kuya.......... you have to fight for her.....????........

heheh........ love u..............

hi guys... medyo there's still something wrong on my blog........pero okay pa rin yun.... thanks talaga kuya...............

umm..................guys, sana u really accept me as your tropa...wala lang........kasi some of u still not..... ouch!sakit non!!!

anywayz, i had fun last night guys!!!!yung tatlo lang kami sa dinner...Yah, its cool....erally cool!!! kasi yung ibang tao dyan, kasama na namin sa nero, hindi pa sumama sa dinner.........haaaayyyyyy.................

hahaha!!!!new blog!!!!!!!ne,ne,nenene..... ;p

i never had the chance to enjoy my single life thats why i want to wait for 2 yrs... and im willing to wait...for the right guy.........if theres a guy.......

maybe its not yet my time to fall for another guy..............

my dudezy has been one of my great inspirations....but then, it seems that no "sparks" of love yet happening to both of us........

mahirap ba akong mahalin???????
yun lang ang tanong ko!!!!!!!!!!

haaay............ were at nero...im besyd abbie ryt now..... i really have nothing to post in here...coz what am i gonna say?????? my life is non sense!!!!! parang.....

WHO CARES BOUT LEN!!!!!???????

SHE'S NOTHING!!!!!!

well, my bezy abbie always say that..." no len, ur pretty"........yah abbie... ur just sayin that coz im ur friend...well, who would want to say "ur ugly" to your friend???

hay................ then nothings happening to my "love life" if i have one nga.................
sa blog ni rona, she wrote evrythin bout what she feels ryt now.............. i want to be like her.......... so....so prangka.............. but i cant..........
maybe im just scared of sayin what i feel kasi baka magkamali pa ko ng masabi, may magalit pa...............

natapos ang monday ko, wala man lang magandang nagyari sa buhay ko except of wakin up in the morning........


i have this really cute guy.........................................ewan ko kung may improvement bang nagyayari..........................

and i also have a crush on my computer subject...si leo.......he's chinito and kinda shy whenver he's at the class......... i wanna be his friend!!!!!!heheh.................

and to all the people who still care bout the tropa......please do sumthin bout it...... weve got to save the tropa!!!!!!!!huhuhuhuhuhuhuh..............i dowanna lose my friends.......

abbie, i want to have my words.............. 2 years pa okay????? :)

hi guys......... wala lang..... i was so excited to visit my blog to check if u guys already read my posted story about love.... well, i guess, u dont have time to visit mine..........sad..........

anywayz, im here sa ers at kanina pa naghihintay na mag download na ang computer ko....ang tagal grabe!!!!!

kuya lancie, la mo, if you really love that gurl, there's a time that you have to let go and just move on.....leave and just let go.......... there's a lotta gurls out there seeking for some guy like you.....kuya, its not too late..... maybe she's not really for you....... you know what, she's kinda worried bout whats happening to both of you........ kuya, she cares for you so much that......... lam mo, hindi siya sanay na wala ka sa dinner ng tropa............... yah, maybe, she has found the right man....so what?? the heck! he's just ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!! uuurrggg.............. dont be such a jerk na nagmumukmok ka na lang sa tabi!!! yah, kinda hurt whenever you see the two but HELLO...hindi mo ba kami naisip that we also want you to join us............................ kuya, nandito lang ako lagi.................. need to talk, just text me,otei??? love you kuya!!!!!!

and to all of yah guys... my email add..... n37_len@hotmail.com
just email na lang...........
love yah allz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bye!!!!

hi guys...... i went to the library kanina because we have to research for our FILI123.........
i found this interesting story of two couples............

********************
Rhona and Jon first met on the school campus. While comparing notes, both realized they came to this particular university with one burning intention: to study and fulfill a career dream.
However, when they saw each other, it seems as though the whole sky lighted up in a romantic fullness. Their glands infused their cardiovascular system with adrenalin and charged every nerve with 200 volts. of electricity!What a great feeling!
From that time on they wanted to be together 24 hours a day- to go together the longest way anywhere and take walks even in the rain. Talk,talk,talk,Munch and cuddle,munch and cuddle! all choked up just thinking about each other. "This is it!We've found perfect love!" was their exhilarating declaration. And at this point the subject of marriage arose.
Despite their parents' counsel and tears, the two teenagers got married-for how could each live without the other?
Somehow, they made it through their first year- until they got up one day dissapointed, confused,and hurting each other deeply with harsh words. Then the world started to splinter and disintegrate before their eyes.
HOw did ithe relationship which began with admiration turn up so quickly into harted? Why didn't it last? How did such "happiness" blow up in an unpleasant surprise?
Emotions are unleashed when a young man is visually attracted to a young lady, but they do not constitute love. Thy're the temporary feelings spotlighting on the person experiencing them which make him think he is in love. The truth is, he hasn't fallen in love with a person. He has fallen in love with love, and we call that INFATUATION- a foolish or all-absorbing, unreasoning passion. The exhilaration brought on by this unreal, silly, and illusory feeling is NEVER a permanent condition.
DIscouragement and disillusionment quickly follows its wake.
How can one tell whether he is in love or infatuated, since strange emotions are common in both love and infatuation,although they're more common in the latter?
Differentiating between the two can be tricky and isn't really easy.
How does love start anyway?
Really, how can you know what you're feeling? And what do you do if you find you're infatuated?
* Miriam Sarno-Tumangday

hahaha!!!! i am the father in our REED play on thursday!!!! i can imagine my face having mustache with a neck tie, and having 2 kids and a KRONG KRONG wife.....ahh..............

hi... im back!!!!eastwood was fun.... i just remember when abbie tagged na "EASTWOOD"..i said, NO, NO EASTWOOD....... pero im happy that i joined you guys sa eastwood...siguro, laking pag sisisi ko nun kung hindi talaga ako sumama....................
okay guys...time to reveal sumthin....... someone just proposed to me his feelings.....................umm.......what do you think guys...should i say "YES", or "NO"...???? pero sa ngayon, i really dont want to entertain suitors muna ..... wala lang... gusto ko after 2 yrs pa ko mag bo boyfriend.......... as if naman na makakapaghintay siya nang ganon katagal diba???? sabi naman niya, depende raw sa guy yon...well, what if ganun din siya??????? guys....... i really...really need your help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hi guys!!!!! eto na naman po ako......... magtatanong lang po ako sa inyo........ umm...if ever na malaman niyong may iba nang ka-relation ang ex-lover niyo, will it affect you?? umm...why did i asked this to yah??wala lang.......

uh!!guys!!!!malapit na nga rin pala ang birthday ni ben.......................

kuya lance,you better rest po ha.........................

see yah guys!!!!

hi guys!!!!!!!had a nice sleep last night???? ako nga sobra sa tulog eh!!!hehehe....well, after this,tulog pa uli ako..ganda ng weather ngayon diba???? ay guys!!!may load na ko!!!hehehehe!!!!!!la lang..happy lang ako but i' mot telling you guys that i would always text you ha......tipid ako ngayon......next month pa uli ako bibigyan......
grabe,ang hirap pala ng FILI123..ngayon ko lang nalaman,hehehe.... grabe,sa finals pa namin ipa pass yung project pero parang hindi namin kakayanin ng ganun kasaglit na time for preparation!!!!!! yung topic pa lang ang hinahanap namin,hindi pa namin magawa!!!!hirap noh???

george, i really like your pix on your blog........lalo na yung sa upper part!!you're so cute man!!!!

KUYA!!!!!!!!!!!alam mo ba na napindot mo yung no. ko at nag call siya???kaya sinagot ko....ubos ba load mo?????hehehe...

abbie, she just mailed me...wala lang........ masaya yung forwarded message ko diba???hehehe... actually,wala akong natanggap na copy of ur secrets..another foolish thing again ang ginawa ng ek-ek na message na yun!!!!!!

guys....i think i might not go to eastwood with yah!!!! lam nio na...wala ng time and MONEY!!!!!!!! yun lang po....see yah guys!!!!!!!

hi guys!!!!!!!wer at nero......................wit abbie........................................... got 3.0 sa REED....................i have new prospects...................................new friends......................................................im not goin to the party tonight...................................i have my new email(dudezy_14@hotmail.com)................................mahal ko kayong lahat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NONSENSE!!!!!!!!!!

Baby stay with me, im begging you .. dont leave me! I want you here by my side,you're my dream,you're my life... All I've been thinking of is YOU,all i've been been waiting for is YOU... Please listen baby,hear what i'm saying, I LOVE YOU and i need you..i will die i you'll break me through... If there's something i can do~~~i don't know how but please let me do. Let me tell you this,"I LOVE YOU" and forever i will do. FOREVER is a promise and I'll give you all of me. Trust me baby... it's all for the LOVE OF THEE..............

oops....got to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im here again!!!!!!!umm kinda sad when i calculated my GPA!!! grabe, i think i really have to study MORE!!!!!hindi kaya ng powers ko!!grabe!!!!!!
umm.....lastnight was cool....with my tropas....... i have my official KUYA LANCIE!! well, inggit lang ako kay abbie kasi may kuya alex na siya so ive got to have one too....hehehe.....
umm...some guys had their new hairs!!!!cool huh???!!! :) sana ako rin makapag pa hair cut na!!!
abbie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wala lang.......... lam mo, if "he" really likes you....he'd do sumthin to prove that he is sincere sa lahat for you.... like me, tingnan mo, id do everything for "HIM" diba???? ganun lang yun!!!

KUYA LANCIEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!walalang....kuya, paki ayos naman ang tagboard ko dun sa isa ko pang site!!!pretty please..........

That's all dudezzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!see yah around!!!!!!!!!!!love ya all!!!!!

ei guys!!!!!!!!wala lang...... just making fun of surfing dito sa ers..lam nio naman, libre kaya masaya!!!!!!
lance, i was joking...hindi ako seryoso whenever i say that!!!!well, sana mag net uli tayo together!!!

abbie, love yah!!~lagi naman eh~ basta, sorry kanina if ganun ako...kaasar lang kasi yung sinabi mo kanina "ang daming sumisira ng araw mo"......... i thought its me ur pertaining to... ugh, i love you..yun lang!!!!! :)

alex, oy pare!!!!!tagal mong mawawala ah!!!!hehehe..... oh,yan na po ah...nakita mo na naman ang name mo sa site ko....sana di ka na tampo!!!!hehehe... ingat ka na lang!!!

george!!!!!!!!!!!!!ur so gwapo sa site mo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love yah!!!!!!

bayzil, umm....check george's blog and take a look at ur pix there!!!!!! ya'll see!!!!!!!!!hehehe....

karlz!!!ugh..umm.........ala lang.....ciao!!!!!!

brian!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im not joking...... whenever u smile, i can see Freddie Prince, Jr.'s face(ugh).... wala lang..................

ei, i also wanna thank kyle for asking us kanina if we would like to go with him papunta sa school with his dad..............uuhh...bait rin pala si kyle kahit tahimik siya noh....hehehe.....

GUYZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!PASADO KO SA LOGIC!!COOL HUH????

see yah guys!!!!!!!

abbie, i miss you na sobra!!!!!! at ang taas natin sa P.E.!!!!hehehe....wag nilang i-smallin ang P.E.!!! 3 units din yun!!!!!! makakasama pa yun sa pagpataas ng GPA natin!!!!!! yeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bye!!!!

hi guys.... im here at ers with my mommy rosa............ waz up gayz!!!!!!! wala lang....... kakakita ko lang sa mga grades ko sa ibang subjects.... umm....not bad.... but not that good.......umm......sana makapag shift pa rin kami nila abbie and joel..................... ei guys, speaking of joel, george texted me and for sure he text u too guys!apektado ba ang family niya??????la lang............ malayo ako ngayon sa news kasi wala kaming t.v. sa dorm and hindi naman kami nakikinig sa radio ng news..............................

dudezyko, sana walang magbago.......i wanna apologize bout the......ugh...never mind!!!!!!!!!!
basta, im always here for yah!!!no matter what......... i love you!!!!!!

bie, alex,lance,aldrich,joel,karl lang nakita ko this afternoon...................................

wla lng....... ;)

im wit lance... la lang po.... 5 hrs break kasi namin... umm..... la lang kaming magawa so usap lang kami and ek-ek..
guys, is it okay if a girl asked a guy if he likes her?????uh..ala lang........ some questions keeps repeating in my mind.......like...what will happen next.........are we still friends after i spilled it out.....umm...kasi may guy lang na may crush ako sa kanya and every time we make usap-usap, laging may "selosan thing" na nababanggit sa usapan namin......... eh im super duper hurt na kaya i told him that "I LIKE HIM".... is it normal??even if it still exists????

hi..............freak guys on the boys dorm!!!!!!!!!!!hindi man lang sila tumulong nung nakita nila si tony na nasa tricycle!!!!!!!!!shit!!!!!!!!!!!

well, guys, love yallzzzzz..............

i wish the class will be suspended..................................................................hehehe....................pero kahit naman bumagsak lahat ng puno sa la salle wala parin!!!tuloy pa rin ang classes!!!!!kaasar noh?? kailangan pang intayin na gumalaw si St. La Salle sa rotonda para ma suspended.....kelan pa yun????????
miss ko na talaga kayo my tropaz........yun lang...hehehe.........
abbie, sorry ha kung medyo nadulas ako kanina ha.... i dont know naman po kasi na kilala niya yun eh...........

hello guys!!!!!grabe that week was!!!!!!super aral ako grabe........ mahirap na baka bumagsak...kahiya ako.........
guys, alam niyo, i think abbie is right......la lang....... kasi we just called TROPA because we eat dinner together, then after that wala na..... pero last week, i understand why we weren't able to see the tropa kasi nga were all busy "studying" our lessons..... but seeing the other side of it, im still happy calling all you guys my tropa............. kasi the tropa makes me happy, makes me smile........since were all students, we really can't enjoy it that much kasi were still kidz.................
guys, i just wish on my birthday, my 18th bday, that all of us could spend more time having fun, showing no worries.............. tska sana sa birthday ko, kumpleto tayo......... since im the first girl on the tropa to celebrate debut, sana matupad yung wish ko............ im not into gifts, im not into things that you guys will gonna give me........ i just want you all to be there...right beside me, celebrating my birthday...... kasi guys, last year, my birthday wasn't good, nor bad...... wala lang............ i just invited my friends to come on our house to have a salo-salo and then my nanay tried to prepare different foods para hindi naman kahiya hiya sa dadating na friends ko.... tapos, uuwi ako............ with nobody................. NO ONE came............. kaya sana sa birthday ko even if napakalayo pa nun, sana you'll be there.... that's the only way i can prove to myself that i have the BEST TROPA IN THE WHOLE WORLD.........

abbie, sana hindi ka na sad unlike last week... sana makita kitang naka smile ngayon...........about naman sa sinabi mong malicious thing on their minds, hayaan mo na yun, haka-haka lang nila yun.... they even don't knowthe truth... sinong mahihirapan, hindi ikaw...sila, kasi they think na "kayo" ni alex kahit hindi........ love you...

aldrich, dude, youre not like that the way you think to yourself.....basta anything you need, the tropa is always here.........love you...

alex......oh, ayan na po, nakita niyo na name niyo po sa blog ko......................... tska i wanna thank you, abbie, lance and george eating out with me last, last week..... love you....

basil, yoh dude!!!!! hows your day????? ope you passed all your exams!!!!!i know you can....... just concentrate........... love you....

brian, i still haven't see you................... love you...

ben, thanks for the call last weekend.... lam mo, i already watched the movie SHALLOW HAL, hindi pala siya palabas sa sine...sa cable lang pala.....hehehe...anywayz, i saw Hal as you........ the way he move, the way he express his feelings to the girl he loves..................... alam mo, habang pinapanood ko yun, im really stopping myself to think of you but i can't...........hindi ko alam kung bakit......... siguro, i miss my =mahal= and my =Ga= ....... wala akong gustong palabasin but im only saying what i feel right now.............. at ngayon, na realize ko..... youre a big loss sa tropa...........tska nakita ko last wednesday when you went here, nakita ko sa tropa na masigla sila being with you......... i wish you're still here..... with me........este, with the tropa.....hehehe...sorry sa mga nagawa ko sayo................. i love you ben..............

george, miss na kita..... im sorry if im always biting you....does it hurt????hehe...why am i asking this(stupid) of course masakit!!!!!!! sorry po........... love you...

karl, wala lang......... sana ganun pa rin tayo like we use to be before.... close......super close......love you...

lance, lam mo, hindi naman solution ang pag alis sa dorm mo para iwasan yung mga JERKS na yun.......... umalis na nga si ben, aalis ka pa....... mas magiging sad ang dorm niyo and of course affected din ang tropa pag wala ka na sa dorm................



=======lam ko nakakahilo yung mga english ko at hinihingi ko ang pasensya niyo=======

i love you guys...........................................

BLAH BLAH BLAH................. the hell, wala na kong masabi!!!!!!!!!!!! mag tag naman kayo!! hehehe......
ei karl, thanks for taggin me!!!!!!!!!!!!
biebie, thanks for being happy for me but im not happy for myself........ dont know!!!!!!!grrrr...... confused din ako, basta bahala na!!!!!!!!!!

ei wer at ers today!!! grabe, its our 5th month anniversary NC!!!!!!im so happy!!!!!!!! sana lang greet natin ang isat isa diba????
i talked to ben last friday night.... wala lang.. puro asaran lang.... kainis naman kasi eh tapos ako pa ang sisisihin pag nagalit ako.......
anyway,

ei lance, mejo trip ko na yung pix sa blog ko, just add some more paeklat okay???? man, u can do better than him, i know that!!!

karl, always shave dude.... mas cute ka pag clean look..... mmwaah!!!

abbie my bestest best friend..... i know ur so confused bout whats happening to ur life but just think na lang sa parehong side para walang masaktan and mahirapan..... kaw din kasi ang mag su suffer.. i love u kaya im so scared na pag dating ng araw, pag sisihan mo yun.... i love you bie!!!

basil!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!dude!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wala lang............ just calling ur name... hehehe...... take care and love gail for the rest of ur life.... hehehe...........

bri, hindi ka na nagpaparamdam sa kin.......... still friends??? hehe.... i just miss ur cutie cute face................

george!!!!!!!! i really wished na nakapunta sana kami ng bestfriend ko sa haus niyo yesterday!!!!!! happy birthday anywayz.............
"GO GEORGEY, ISH YOH BURTHDAE, WE GOIHN PAHRTY LYK ISH YOH BURTHDAE!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Ben, u know naman dat i still love you even if wer only friends now...... and good luck na lang sa nililigawan mo..... i dont care kung anong itsura niya as long as happy ka, im here to support you... hindi kaplastikan to, okay!!!???

Aldrich, yah tama sila drich, nagbago ka ata last week....u seemed so lonely the whole week!!!!! nasisira tuloy ang aura mo........... dude, KEEP SMILING............("abbie, remember this line??") hehehe...

Guys, i met rona last friday... gosh, ang cute pala niya................. rona, ei yo! pasalamat ka naging girl ako... hehehe.. joke joke joke!!!! =)

sige guys....... see yah all!!!!!

nakakadiri talaga ang SQUARE CANTEEN GUYS!!!!! calling all the attention of the APPC TROPZ.... dont u ever drink again sa square!!!!! nakita kaya namin nila abbie and Lance yun!!!! yuck!!!!

dito lang kami ni abbie sa ERS... so bored!!!! hay... i miss jap......... ei... dudezy! thanks for everything! ur one of those reasons why i still survive here in dlsu...... umm...... i cant imagine myswlf having no friends beside me......... abbie, I love You!!! Lance, grabe, 2 thumbs up man..... ur one of those friends of mine na nakakapag pa lakas ng loob ko. ur der whenevr i nided u.... Ei alex, hayaan mo na lang un.... basta nandito lang kami ni abbie..hehehe.... hi george!!!!!!!!mwah, im so proud of you dude!!!!!
and to all the freakin people na malimit akong pag usapan dahil sa may "na lilink" sa kin, WHATEVER!!!!!!u know hu u are!!!! alam niyo, wala akong paki kung pinag uusapan niyo kasi care kayo sa kin...pero yun bang parang ang labas eh napakasama naman ng ginawa kong pakikipag close dun sa tao.... wla kayong right!!!! at para sabihin ko sa inyo, walang nanliligaw sa kin... sana nga meron PERO WALA!!!!!!! at ayokong magka BOYFRIEND!!!! marunong ba kayong magbasa??? AYOKO!!!!! at kung may manligaw man, wala kayong pakialam kung papayag ako o hindi!mag react na kung sinong gustong mag react!!!!pero wag kayong pahalatang natatamaan kayo!!!!nasabi ko lang to sa blog ko para mabasa nang lahat.....para malaman nila kung gano kasama ang loob ko at kung gano ko na hurt when i knew it!!!!DAMMIT!!!!
ULITIN KO LANG PO DUN SA MGA HINDI NAKAINTINDI HA, WALA AKONG BF NOR SUITOR!!!!!!
sana nga meron!!!pero WALA, WALA, WALA, WALA!!!!!!!!!!!!
sana yung mga true friends ko, nasa tabi ko pa rin kapag may naging problem na ko bout this.... THE APPC TROPZ, pls don't leave me behind........ i love you guys.............
to all those freakin people!!!THE HECK!!!lumabas kayo sa lungga niyo!!!!!!DAMMIT!!!!!!!
whppeeew!!!!!!that's not nice, len.... uh-uh-uh.........

hey!hey!!!george, congrats to you!!!im happy that you've been promoted!!!and your Staffer's corner is so, so awesome!!!!i like your advices!!!i got many hints and other tips what shall i do on my next step on broad journ!!!
well, bout me, well, nagkaroon kami ng long quiz sa bio sci and i swear ang dali-dali niya!!SOBRA!!!though marami rin akong hindi nasagot but im sure na marami rin ankong tamang sagot!eh magpuyat ba naman ako ng dalawang gabi ka aaral non, hindi pa ko makasagot sa exams, ewan ko lang......
grabe, na mi miss ko rin pala ang bahay namin kahit papano...... my tatay and my nanay..... mmmm....... pero dati, lagi kong wi niwish na sana sunday na para nasa dorm na ko.. pero nung last sunday, nung magkasama kami ni nanay sa baay, parang naiiyak ako na hindi maintindihan.. na mimiss ko rin pala sila... nagsisisi nga ako kung bat ko sila inaaway parati..... pero minsan naman sila ang may kasalanan kung bat kami nagaaway! well, all i wanted to say is i mis my parents.......
speaking of PARENTS...HAHAHA!!!!naalala ko tuloy ang Meet the Parents... hehehe... la lang... the guy's true name there is Gay Focker... sounds masagwa no???like the HECK!! A gay fucker???hehehe........ la lang......
lance, okay na sana ang blog ko..kaso may pangit na word dun eh... pero thank's din!! love u lancie!!!!!!!
grabe, i've changed!! nag aaral na ko ngayon ng maayos!!!! ewan ko... parang na challenge ako kay Jap... parang kailangan kong mag aral para kapag naka graduate na ko, i'll follow im sa States.... diba, sweet?????? ewan ko ba, nawala pa isa kong inspiration.......... sa palagay niyo, meron pa kayang susunod??? pero sana naman pati siya may gusto rin sa kin diba?? but for now, hanggang crush lang ako..mahirap magka bf...ang daming responsibilities!!! i wanna enjoy my teen life kaya CHUPI muna kayong guys...hehehe...joke joke joke!!!!
umm........ next time. im gonna post a poem here.... just wait... ope ul like it......... mwah!!!! bye guys... tuh-tuh!!!!!!!!

hehe.....happy lang ako.... got another burned cd from alex..........
pero marami pa ring kulang na favorite songs ko.........

well................medyo naka recover na ko from the pain inside me........... mmmmm.......thanks to abbie....hehehe............
guys, mahirap ba kong mahalin???sabihin nyo lang.......kasi alam niyo yun, wala na nga akong bf, wala ring nagpaparamdam ng feelings for me... mahirap ba kong mahalin??ugly ba ko????mmm............eeeerrrrrr..............

ei guys.... im super duper sad...kaya pala di ko na nakikita si jap coz he left na...punta na siyang states for some reason.....ewan!!bat ba ganon, pag in love na ko, saka naman mawawala....mmmmm.......... pero okay na rin yun, at least goodbye na rin siya kay rica!!!!hehehe!!!at kung may magiging girl na uli siya, AKO YUN!!!!!!hehehe............ i cried talaga nung saturday night when myhca told me....mmmm.................. buti nga ngayon, di na masyadong maga ang eyes ko...
Abbie, im happy....super happy for u!!!!!!
lance, may atraso ka sakin!!!!!urgh!!!!!
basil, uuhhh...sweet naman ng quote mo..........
drich, next time, mag log on ka naman ulit sa blog namin noh!!!hehe.......stay cutie cute!!
karl, SHAVE MAN!!!!
bri, wala lang po....
ben, thanks for the call....kahit inaasar mo ko lagi... i missed that,so much.......
GUYS, BEN TOLD ME NA MISS NA RIN DAW NIYA KAYO!!!!!MAYBE BY THIS WEEK OR NEXT WEEK PUMUNTA SIYA DITO!!!!!
haayy...............................sino naman kaya ngayon ang papalit kay Jap................ so sad......

eto........... malungkot....... wala lang...parang nagtampo kasi dudezy ko sa akin..... nagkaasaran lang kami sa pagtetext kanina......
pero at this point, mejo slight okay na hindi pa rin kami.... nag bleed raw ang nose niya, ewan ko kung bakit.....
tapos kanina, nagtext si abbie sa kin na super happy siya that her mum came from jeddah to surprise for her birthday!!!!! how sweet diba????? im so happy for you biebieko...........

JAP IS:
= my forever crush
=my dream boy
=my inspiration
=so gwapo with his "keempee" hair
=so mestizo
=so lovely
=one of a kind
=my never ending sweetheart ka cornihang crush choo-choo ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hi guys.......... kakakain ko lang with alex ng lunch.....wala lang...
guys, grabe pala kapag sobrang desperado na sa love life, noh... i cant even concentrate in everything i do..... pero at the same time, masaya din ako kasi im free.......
kagabi nga when me and alex went to walter, pag uwi namin, GRABE!!! may cute guy kaming nakasakay... as in ang guwapo niya!!!!! kaya lng, may kasama siyang gay.... ewan ko kung mag ano sila kasi magka pareho sila ng suot eh... wala lang...sayang lang siya kung PAPA nya yon....
guys, ano na, bday na ng dalawa nating ka tropa!!!!!!!! anong balak niyo????? lance,,,,,,,,,dude, what's ur plan??????
abbie, "GO ABBIE, ISH YO BURTHDAE, WE GUIN PARTY LIKE ISH YO BURTHDAE"..................................

i think kailangan ko na ng doctor para ma check ang utak ko.......na loloka nako grabe!!!!!!!!!!!!! sana hindi na maulit yung narinig namin kagabi noh!!!!!! talagang pag nagparamdam na siya at nagnagpakita pa..........SHIT....................ill die swear!!!!!

hay nako.............. nakita ko si Jap pero hanggang hi lang kami......... tapos, yung isang BATA dyan nag feeling na naman!!!!!!!!! hmp!!!!
i hate it alex!!dont u ever do that again!!!!

hi dudezy guys!!!!!!!! lam niyo ba, after we had dinner last night, may scary thing happened inside our dorm!!!!!!!!!!!! grabe!!!!!! all of us in the room were talking and making discussion for some stuff..... tapos, mayamaya, grabe!!! may scary sound akong narinig and its like a piglet moaning inside our room.....also like crying!!!!!!!! scary diba???? and everytime I hear that scary sound, tumitingin ako sa buong room namin pero wala namang mali don.....walang bagay na mag sa- sound like a cryning piglet!!grabe!!!! sa sobrang takot ng room mate ko(CEZ), she slept beside me for 2 nights!!!! I SWEAR TOTOO YON!!!! and when we lied on bed, wow!!!!naririnig ko pa rin yung tunog!!!! I SWEAR its not the fan nor the faucet!!!!!!!! and kanina nung gumising na kami para mag ready for school, grabe!!!!! nawala na yung sounds!!!! if im not mistaken, narinig namin yun bandang mga 10-11 pm..malapit na ngang mag 12 am non eh!!!!!! shocks!!!! maybe there's someone watching us every night............. SCARY!!!!!! tapos kanina when i go to the bathroom, I SWEAR!!! talagang kumanta na lang ako ng favorite songs ko tapos inisip ko na lang si Jap para feel secured pa rin ako!!!!!!!!!!!!
The question is.................................................
WHAT'S THAT SCARY SOUND NA PARANG CRYING PIGLET IN OUR ROOM LAST NIGHT???????????????????????????????

hello guys.... wala lang..... im so happy kasi finally!!!thanks to Alex, na solve na problem namin ni Abbie!!!!
Last night, i had dinner with 3 handsome guys sa tropa..... hehehe...... si alex, brian, basil....... so ingay nga ni basil grabe!! but if Gail is around, hay nako, behave naman masyado!!!!!
Guys, thanks for making me feel so special............

wala lang.... im so happy kasi walang prof sa constitution!!hehehe..... i met Gail and Darlz sa library..oh diba, nag library ako ngayon!!wow, i've changed!!!well, bout this day, i can say that I feel so great..kasi i have my bestfriend Abbie who's with me always...tapos I'm so free now coz of my sked!!! :) tapos grabe kami kanina nila Banban,abbie and jayson..tawa kami till death kasi kumakanta kami ng kanta ng F4...ung OH BABY BABY BABY, MY BABY BABY...MUSHANG NA CHI NUNG SHI SHI.... hehehe........
guys, i hope na kahit minsan na lang tayo magkasama lahat eh sana di pa rin kayo maging suplado......
ok, im outta here!!!!!

well, im with Len now sa shop na to.....tinuturuan ko kasi siyang mag internet....la lang...... at last, naka tulog rin ako for an hour kahit papano.... grabe, kapagod kahit wala akong ginawa........ ka text ko si Gail kanina kasi gusto ko lang magsabay kaming mag dinner.....for sure, kasama na naman niya si MAHAL niya... hehehe..... kainggit noh? well, ako.... bye for now muna sa boyfriends.....:) kasi priority ko ang studies, right abbie??????
then, si Marvin na naka sayaw ko sa Culture Club last December just texted me....la lang, musta lang kami....la pa rin daw siyang gf...asus, ang gwapo niya tapos wala raw! pa eklat talaga ng mga guys......
so bye muna.... malapit na meteor garden eh... tuh-tuh!!!!

grabe, this is my second time na mag type nito... haay kapagod....................
well may kainis na nagyari sa kin ngayon na parang ewan ko kung kinikilig ako or what.... kasi i accidentally met Joy sa likod ng ERH... grabe, he's so different now.....kaasar nga kasi, ala lang.... parang deadma lang kami... and I'm so stupid kasi may ibibigay akong notebook sa kanya na nakalimutan ko ng ibigay kanina!!!! \
kayo, waz new huh???????? ako, ayon, i already moved to my dorm kagabi... tapos sinamahan ko pa si Alex kumain kagabi kasi akala namin may bukas na food store. tapos sa dorm, i met my new dormmates at ako ang pinaka ATE....feeling ko parang na feel ko yung na feel ni Ben dati na siya ang pinakamatanda sa dorm...
guys, may letters ako for all of you!!!!!!!!! yung mga tropa lang na nandito huh.......oops, sory ninz, sorry ben....... :)
hope na maging exciting and maging super saya ng second year life nating lahat!!!
good luck guys and i love you all..... alam ko na yung iba sa grupo, medyo ilang pa sa kin pero sana lang po eh maging "close" na tayo...... :)
love you guys.....takecarezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...................

hello guys...... miss ko na kayong lahat!!!!!ngayon lang kasi ako naka labas ng haus kaya ngayon lang din ako nakapag computer.....
so hows life duin???? grabe noh, were 2nd yr college at last!!!!! and im now goin crazy thinking to all my subjects !!!! grabe, may consti, may bio, may logic!!! ei abbie, sana makayanan natin to!!!!
guys, i dont think na makakasama pa ako sa ibang magiging gala ng tropa, so sad........kasi my sked sa uwian, merong 5:30 and may 7:00 pm!!!! pero i hope we'll still eat out on a dinner together!!!!
i wonder kung ano nang itsura niyo ngayon........... ako, sana payat na ko coz for 2 weeks na pag eexercise ko and taking diet pills, sana nagkaroon naman ng effect yon diba???
guys, miss ko na talaga ang school......... i cant wait to see you din!!!!!! lalo na nagyon, my bestfriend baby Joy will study sa school natin!!!!! actually, i havent see him for about 5 months or more than five......... grabe, im so excited na makita ko rin siya!!!!!!
abbie, girl, ope na makayanan natin 'itong pagdurusa' natin!!!!!!!!
basil, dude, take good care of my gaily okeiss????
bri, musta na???
darlz, i miss u na........
gaily, dont be too serious on ur love life okeish......i know u love him so much pero still give time to yourself...i miss u
joel, dude, dont waste ur money and call cards calling ur buddies talking nonsense!!!whatever it is all about, it's still money dude....
george, hope u can help us sa biological science kasi nag add kami nila abbie non e
aldrich, ope u can get along with other girl tropas more often... miss u din po....
ninz, miss na kita... magparamdam ka naman!!!!
hi karlz!!!! miss na kita.... u like my blog??? hehe..................
lance........thanks sa lahat!!! sana u still make her find ur chrm kei????
miss u na guys..........

SANA LANG MAY MAKITA AKONG TAURUS GUY............

ei guys, just wanna tell yah na nakapag move on na kami ni benjie.... tama lang naman diba?????? pero miss ko siya(slight)... i know naman na may makikita siyang iba sa papasukan niyang school eh... at least baka may makita na siya don na papayag na mag PDA araw-araw.....
lam niyo, sa una masarap isipin na single na kayo..... masarap ang maging single kasi at last!! free na!! pero may sad part din pala eh... kung dati may parating nakabubtot sayo para mag bantay, ngayon, wala na!! dati, may parati na lang tumatawag sa phone every night just to say ilove you... minsan, patakas pa yung phone. pero ngayon, wala na... dati, may kakulitan ka tska may nagseselos,ngayon, wala na.........
haaaaayyy.... kaka miss ang may bf!! pero nakapag promise ako na ayaw ko munang mag bf!!!!!!! sabi nga ng friend ko,hindi ko raw maiiwasan ang makakita ng iba..... pero sa akin naman, if i can control it, gagawin ko talaga!!! siguro, till i graduate akomag b bf!!!! oh, diba, sana nga makayako yun...... aba, tagal din yun noh! pero ope i can make it.........

hello again..... wala lang... gusto ko lang kayong i greet......
lam mo abbie,hindi lang naman ikaw ang hurt eh.... ako din.... magkaramay tayo....pano, wala nang nakakaalala sa akin na tumawag every day.... tapos, parang wala na akong pag asa na magka bf!!!! kakainggit nga sila basil and gail eh.... pero alam ko naman na magtatagal sila eh...
hi karl!!!!hows ur life there sa apartment?????? oy, take care of your self huh..... :)
lance, thank god peace na rin tayo..... hehehe sana medyo maging madaldal ka na lalo.....
basil, take care of my cute friend ha.... tsaka pls give more time for her... gf mo na siya dude.....
gail, wag ka masyadong tampo kay basil ah.......... love ka naman talaga niya eh.....
joel,dude,medyo nag aaksaya ka na lagi ng load mo ah....... sa bagay, rich ka naman e
aldrich, wala lang........
george, sana u can help us sa pag shi shift namin
ninz, hello!!!!! sana makapunta ka ulit dito.......
alex, sana lang maka burn ka ng cd for me... hehehe... tsaka yung favor ko sayo!!!! ihanap mo ako ng taurus guy!!!!!!!yung guwapo ah....
darlin, advance happy bday!!!!!!

hello folks....... hahaha!!!!! nakaka miss mag visit sa super cute na site ko.... thanks to lance!!!!!
so, musta na kayo dyan guys??? by the way, happy monthsery sa inyo Gail and Basil!!!!!! wow, 1 month na kayo!!!! sana magtagal kayo noh.........
grabe, lam niyo ba, umuwi kami sa isabela kasi nga my tito died.... at alam niyo ba na medyo galit ako sa tito ko na yon. kaya nung nalaman ko na dead na siya, medyo slight akong natakot... siyempre noh, malay ko ba kung multuhin ako bigla non!!!at eto na when me and my cousins were left sa bahay ng lola ko(nasa lumang bahay lahat kasi doon nakaburol tito ko) grabe!!!! ako pa naman ang pinakamatanda sa lahat! grabe, may naririrnig akong mga kaluskos sa labas... eh bukid pa naman ang tinatayuan ng bahay ng lola ko!!! tapos, ang iingay pa ng mga pinsan at pamangkin ko kassi mga bata kaya mga naglalaro pa!!!!grabe!!!!!bigla ba namang may tumahol na aso!!!!!
tapos napagod na siguro yung mga pinsan ko kaya nakatulog na sila. eh hindi talaga ako inaantok kasi nga natatakot ako.shocks, narinig ko na naman yung kaluskos!!!!!!!tapos yun, dumating na nanay ko..........
eh kinabukasan, my cousin told me na nung midnight na nag cr sya, pinatay na niya yung ilaw... pagtingin niya, bukas na naman! tapos,mamaya maya,yun na, patay na yung light! grabe noh!!!!!

can u tell me kung bakit ganto ako?????? walang alam kung di ang manakit ng tao?? ng lalake??? bat ba parati na lang akong bad luck sa mga guys???? is it the painting in my room na nagdadala ng malas sa love life ko???? kasi kahit naman san ako tumingin, si ben pa rin yung nakikita ko.............. :( i still love him.........

hello guys....... im here sa southville sa bahay ng cousin angel ko....
gosh..... im so happy kasi nagkita kita ulit kami ng friends ko last april 05,2003!!!!! hey basil!!you don't look like 16.... u look like 20!!!!! hehehe.............. kaya lang mejo boring kasi nga hindi kumpleto ang barkada kasi wala si aldrich, george and BEN!!!! speaking of him, lam niyo ba guys na mahal pa ako ni ben???????chempre happy ako noh!!!kaso last april 03 or 04 ata ang last na text niya sa kin eh!!!!! yun, sad ako..... and by friday, one month na kaming break......... sad.... :(
ei, abbie!! miss na kita sobra!!! kahit mejo ilag ka sakin last april 05 noh, love pa rin kita!!!! ei, musta na si jaja??
lanceiiii :)....... how's your day????? miss mo na si abbie noh??????? kasi naman, pakita mo na yung charm mo and maybe pag dating nung time na yon, magkagusto na rin siya sayo.... just try it!!!
lam mo basil, pag hindi mo pa napasagot si gail, ewan ko na lang sayo!!!! go basil, u can do it naman eh kaya lang torpe ka.......

bout my vacation naman.....boring....pag umaga, watch tv lang tapos pag hapon, linis ng bahay!!! grabe, dun lang umiikot ang buhay ko from day till night!!! tapos dumating pa yung lola ko from samar, hay nako, walang tigil ang bunganga!! ang daldal... at lam niyo ba, narinig ko pa ngang nagsasalitang mag isa!!!!!!! umm, guys, dont worry kasi hindi ako magiging lokaloka na nagsasalita kahit mag isa lang!
nakakatamad na rin ang pag tetelebabad kasi ano namang pag uusapan niyo diba??? eh may kulit naman ng kulit sa kin na guy!tawag ng tawag!kaasar!!actually hindi ko pa siya nakikita, phonepals lang kami... yah, im so stupid to entertain a stranger lalo na sa phone!! eh pano ba naman, nung time na nakipag phone pal siya sakin eh desperado pa ko na magkaroon ng guy friend!!! pero binabalewala ko na lang siya pag tumatawag siya kasi SOBRANG NON SENSE naman niyang kausap eh!!!
and sa love lofe ko, mukang wala na talagang pag asa kasi sobrang empty ako!!!!ni walang nagpaparamdam!!!!!kainis nga eh..... hey guys, panget ba ko?????



so, yun lang........... saka na lang ulit.... miss you guys!!!!!!mmwaahh!!!!!!!!

hello guys........ im here sa stupid computer shop dito!!!! bad trip grabe!!!!!!
ei karl, cez is super nice noh.. parang si nininz.................
lance, pare, miss na kita!!!!!!!! sana mabasa mo na to habang bakasyon pa noh!!!!!
aldrich, dude...... welcome to the group............
george, pare, thanks for being so nice!!!!!!!!
joel, dude, dont be a joel ok???
basil, go get gail ok
nininz, ang saya ko, miss na kita
gail, dude, sana okay na kayo ni basil... dont worry bout me, ben and i were friends..... yun nga lang hindi kami nag uusap.....
darlz............ miss you
ben, hello..... gud luck na lang sa inyo ni Angel mo ha!!!!!!!

[3/27/2003 9:40:39 PM | linda barcelo]
[3/27/2003 9:36:03 PM | linda barcelo]
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Abbie - the girl next door of the barkada
alex - umm, the "hahaha" and the "hohoho" of the barkada coz he always laugh kasi eh......
aldrich- the wacky one...... in love yan...... :)
basil - hay nako, super torpe...........
brian - umm, sana mas maging madaldal pa siya
ben - dont be and old bachelor!!!!!!!!!!!!
darlin - mejo dapat mas maging kikay tong gurl na to and makasama siya sa night out ng barkada
gail - nako, ganda ni lola!!!! pinag aagawan ng mga guys!!!!!!!
george - we really dont talk that much pero ang comment ko sa kanya is mahiyain siya... i think....
joel - the wawa guy...... the always insulting joel...i mean we always mocking him kasi he's so weird!!!!!!
karl - don't be a JOEL dude!!!!!!!!!! ni񡠩s there, wag ka na sa angel mo!!!!! forget that girl!!!!
lenlen - (ako to!!!) super ewan..... madaldal minsan, tahimik minsan...... at.... still single for about 2 weeks and 1day!!!!!
lance - this guy is so cool.. kaya lang abbie don't see his charm.... sayang!!!!!!
nininz - the kalog one!!!!!!! super ingay... pero hindi kikay.....the nicest girl in the tropa........ huli ako!!!!!!

so, that's all folks!!!!! yun ang original barkada!!!!!!!!
miss ko na sila talaga grabe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

N.C. 14
(comments)
Abbie - the girl next door of the barkada
alex - umm, the "hahaha" and the "hohoho" of the barkada coz he always laugh kasi eh......
aldrich- the wacky one...... in love yan...... :)
basil - hay nako, super torpe...........
brian - umm, sana mas maging madaldal pa siya
ben - dont be and old bachelor!!!!!!!!!!!!
darlin - mejo dapat mas maging kikay tong gurl na to and makasama siya sa night out ng barkada
gail - nako, ganda ni lola!!!! pinag aagawan ng mga guys!!!!!!!
george - we really dont talk that much pero ang comment ko sa kanya is mahiyain siya... i think....
joel - the wawa guy...... the always insulting joel...i mean we always mocking him kasi he's so weird!!!!!!
karl - don't be a JOEL dude!!!!!!!!!! niña is there, wag ka na sa angel mo!!!!! forget that girl!!!!
lenlen - (ako to!!!) super ewan..... madaldal minsan, tahimik minsan...... at.... still single for about 2 weeks and 1day!!!!!
lance - this guy is so cool.. kaya lang abbie don't see his charm.... sayang!!!!!!
nininz - the kalog one!!!!!!! super ingay... pero hindi kikay.....the nicest girl in the tropa........ huli ako!!!!!!

so, that's all folks!!!!! yun ang original barkada!!!!!!!!
miss ko na sila talaga grabe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[3/27/2003 9:11:10 PM | linda barcelo]
well andito ako ngayon sa computer shop na sobrang ewan ko ang amoy... yucky but i have no choice kasi eto lang ang alam kong computer shop eh... pag tyagaan ko na lang.....
hay nako.... hindi ko na alam kung anong gagawin ko sa buhay ko..... i mean, hindi ko alam kung may sense pa ba kasi wala na akong bf..... wala namang nanliligaw sa kin.......... ano na ko ngayon?????? im scared to be an old maid!!!!!! ni wala na ngang tumatawag sa bahay eh................
pero you know what????? may crush ako.... i mean crushes............. hehehe.......... close friend ko yung isa tapos the rest, celebrities na...... hehehe............... pero as if naman na may gusto rin sa kin yung crush ko eh hindi naman ako attractive for him.. im not saying na gusto ko siyang maging bf, but if courted me..... ummm, ill think of it muna kasi im still enjoying my single life.... but not too happy.... naiinggit ng ako minsan sa mga taong nakapalgid sa kin na lovers kasi sa totoo lang, mas sweet pa kami ni ben.. oh, my gosh!!!!!!!did i say ben??? oh, no!!! don't say bad words!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) nee, just joking, alam niyo naman kung gano ko kamahal si ben pero hindi naman lahat ng love story eh magiging happily ever after ang ending........... mas matutuwa na lang ako kung may magiging gf siya na mas responsible kesa sa kin at kayang dalhin at sakyan ang ugali ni ben.......
ugh, change topic naman tayo......... yon, sa bahay walang magawa... taga linis lang ng buong bahay tapos nood ng t.v. tapos hihiga and then later, makakatulog na ako...... ganun lang lagi... kaya nako, baka tumaba ako ng husto!!!!!!!! pero ill just control my self na lang sa pagkain kasi you know what, last month pa ko super takaw grabe!! natatakot nga ako na baka maging katulad na ko ni ben :) pagtagal eh.....
oy, kahit ganun naman yun, minahal ko yon noh......... :) tska siya yung idol ko sa pagiging masipag sa household chores.. kasi alam niyo ba na taga hugas ng plates si ben after nilang kumain.... kaya ako rin noh.... and im enjoying doin that! tska hindi lang paghuhugas ang ginaya ko sa kanya, pati pagdidilig ng halaman............... tapos nagwawalis rin ako.. oh, diba, cool??? para naman ganahan yung mga kasambahay niyo noh!!!!!!para rin hindi nila sabihin na tamad kayo.... so, get up!!! kumuha ka na ng walis mo!!! and clean the house! NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well andito ako ngayon sa computer shop na sobrang ewan ko ang amoy... yucky but i have no choice kasi eto lang ang alam kong computer shop eh... pag tyagaan ko na lang.....
hay nako.... hindi ko na alam kung anong gagawin ko sa buhay ko..... i mean, hindi ko alam kung may sense pa ba kasi wala na akong bf..... wala namang nanliligaw sa kin.......... ano na ko ngayon?????? im scared to be an old maid!!!!!! ni wala na ngang tumatawag sa bahay eh................
pero you know what????? may crush ako.... i mean crushes............. hehehe.......... close friend ko yung isa tapos the rest, celebrities na...... hehehe............... pero as if naman na may gusto rin sa kin yung crush ko eh hindi naman ako attractive for him.. im not saying na gusto ko siyang maging bf, but if courted me..... ummm, ill think of it muna kasi im still enjoying my single life.... but not too happy.... naiinggit ng ako minsan sa mga taong nakapalgid sa kin na lovers kasi sa totoo lang, mas sweet pa kami ni ben.. oh, my gosh!!!!!!!did i say ben??? oh, no!!! don't say bad words!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) nee, just joking, alam niyo naman kung gano ko kamahal si ben pero hindi naman lahat ng love story eh magiging happily ever after ang ending........... mas matutuwa na lang ako kung may magiging gf siya na mas responsible kesa sa kin at kayang dalhin at sakyan ang ugali ni ben.......
ugh, change topic naman tayo......... yon, sa bahay walang magawa... taga linis lang ng buong bahay tapos nood ng t.v. tapos hihiga and then later, makakatulog na ako...... ganun lang lagi... kaya nako, baka tumaba ako ng husto!!!!!!!! pero ill just control my self na lang sa pagkain kasi you know what, last month pa ko super takaw grabe!! natatakot nga ako na baka maging katulad na ko ni ben :) pagtagal eh.....
oy, kahit ganun naman yun, minahal ko yon noh......... :) tska siya yung idol ko sa pagiging masipag sa household chores.. kasi alam niyo ba na taga hugas ng plates si ben after nilang kumain.... kaya ako rin noh.... and im enjoying doin that! tska hindi lang paghuhugas ang ginaya ko sa kanya, pati pagdidilig ng halaman............... tapos nagwawalis rin ako.. oh, diba, cool??? para naman ganahan yung mga kasambahay niyo noh!!!!!!para rin hindi nila sabihin na tamad kayo.... so, get up!!! kumuha ka na ng walis mo!!! and clean the house! NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hi you guys......... so cool being with you talaga... kung pede nga lang na hindi na lang umuwi para always magkakasama tayo eh........ im so happy na naging barkada niyo ako........ so thankful ako to God..... and of course kay ben....... hehehe........ hey, miss ko na talaga kayo.............................................