FINALLY


sorry if i cant edit the size of the pic.. no time.. haha!! well, i just wanna tell you all that my MARKITO will be graduating this MARCH 25, tomorrow ... :) astig!! i am so proud of you mahal ko!!!! mwah!!


i wish you all the success in life ..

naks drama..


sana maging okay na ang lahat sa buhay natin .. sana makahanap ka agad ng work ..


lahat na ng magagandang wish sana makuha mo.. i know you deserve all the best things in life ..

you are stepping the second half of your life so sana po eh maging more responsible kana ..


at tandaan,ndi na P6.00 ang pamasahe .. P7.50 na!! :) haha!!!


wahaha.. mahal na mahal kita! whatever happens hindi kita iiwan ..

YEHEY!! This is our last day!! woohoo!!!! but tomorrow, maybe ill render 4 hours of OT .. haha .. i need money ..

hey LALA! thanks for the advice.. yeah, that made me think .. but hey, i wish they can feel what i am feeling right now ..

But i appreciate your thoughts .. also please see my friendster :) just search EMO MALDITA .. haha!! thats me .. have 3 accounts there .. :)

Good news about my family, well, we already eat together dinner last night .. we ate pancit :) yummy!!!

made by my nanay ..

well, even if were already okay, i still think of living my life independently ..

to make me learn to stand on my own .. (NAKS)

i wish i can be like other people ... successful ..

i will be..

dont worry LENNY ..:)

:)

:)

^_^ ^_^ ^_^

hey time to log out now!

im in the office btw .. haha! :)~out~

HOLDING MY TEARS BACK

i dont know where should i start with my story .. I havent posted anything yet for the last couple of weeks ..

I dont know why should i have this kind of cruel life ..

i know parents knows best .

but hey, i also have my own life.. my own decision.

why cant they just let me step out my shell and have my own life!?!

they think im so stubborn.. they think im so hard headed ..

well, guess what, ill be getting married soon..

so they dont need to worry about me, sleeping in my bf's house ..

they always stop us with all of our decisions .. im talking about my sister and i .. and probably thats why my sister decided to runaway from home way back 15years ago to enjoy her life... independently ..

but me .. i stayed with them for 23 years .. i know that they have given me the most ..

im not saying that they have forgotten me ..

but my point is, im 23 years old now, and let me decide on my own ..

dont treat me like im a kid!

coz im not!

and im not betraying them!

excuse me!

i just want them to feel that im not a 5 year old kid who would cuddle them everytime i see them ..

its not me anymore ..

and i hope that they will not think that im being MAYABANG or NAGMAMALAKI if ever i will live independent ...

coz i cant live with them forever ..

its not because i dont want to..

because i hate it whenever someone tells me what to do..

i hate it whenever someone controls me

i hate it when they think that i dont respect them anymore even if i always do .. that's so SHT ...


i guess i need to think now .. of what to do with my own life ..

DAILY BREAD



our prayer everyday: "THANK YOU FOR CALLING SPRINT, THIS IS LENNY, AND TO BETTER ASSIST YOU MAY I PLEASE HAVE YOUR MOBILE NUMBER BEGINNING WITH THE AREA CODE?"



GEES!!!!!!!! everyday, forever in my life , we need to have this spiel .. every call, you need to ask them the same questions , the same resolution the their stupid quiries ...


I am so sick and tired of this ..

but since this is my job, and im earning money from it, i cannot just sacrifice this because my family also needs me.. and my money ...


and also im planning to settle down na .. im so tired na eh.. ewan ko kung itutuloy ko na ba to , coz im still thinking what will happen to us ni Mark if we will get married .. its not that im resisting .. pero siyempre, im thinking of our future, my soon to be son/daughter .. hirap ng buhay eh .. mapa mabuhay o mamatay, nakakapiga ng bulsa ... DIBA???



buti ngayon, idle na .. ang kapal ng face ko mag bukas dito ng website katabi ang station ng isang TL .. wahaha!!


eh sa wala akong magawa dito eh .. at saka naiinis ako sa sarili ko .. ang dami kong iniisip ..its so unfair kasi bakit parang bakit ako lang ang ganito sa mundo .. lam mo yun .. why other people enjoys their everyday life ...

maybe because they can hide their problems inside ..

which hindi ko ugali ..


parang Ate ko .. yung kapatid ko .. parang wala siyang problema .. kahit wala na siyang pera, kahit ang payat payat na nya, as long as nakaka kain siya buong araw, masaya na siya at may trabaho pa rin siya ..


just the same as my bf, Mark .. ang daming problema sa family niya pero ayun, laging nakangiti .. parang walang dumadaang unos sa buhay .. well, thats the thing that I really loved about him.. he knows how to stay cool ...

haay .. miss ko na si Mark ..


our prayer after ending the shift:" THANK YOU FOR CALLING SPRINT, AND WE DO APPRECIATE YOUR BUSINESS WITH US .. YOU DO HAVE A WONDERFUL AND BLESSED DAY".