10/16/2008
WHAT'S NEW ABOUT ME??
Well, ngayon, I'm on my 6th month ....
its makin my tummy bigger and bigger MY GAWD!
As of now wala pa naman akong mga stretch marks and everything ... sabi nga ng iba BLOOMING AKO ...hahah .... sana lang ....
sabi nila baka daw baby girl kasi maganda ako .. as if .. hahaha!!!!
sadyang ganyan ang mukha ko ...
JOKE
haha
okay .. tama na .. I need to go home and get some rest.. in 30mins, uwian na si Mark .. btw guys, he's working now .. Im so proud .. =)
ciao!
BEING A MOM
Hi guys! its been a long time .... haha!!! This is the first time i visited a comp shop again .. haha...
I missed blogging ... had a lot of thoughts to say but I forgot it na ... hahaha!!!
So guys ... you wanna know what happened to me from the past few months?
MAY 18, 2008 - I went to a drug store to buy a pregnancy test .. wala lang . you might think why I did that, pero wala rin akong idea ... iba yung feeling eh.. ang lakas ng loob ko pa nun kasi dati laging negative ang result ... When I woke up in the morning sa sleeping lounge of our office, I went to pee and waited for the result ....
SHIT!!!!!
positive
I was like .... oh oh ..... what have I done!!!
It was blurred but it was really positive!!
My officemates told me to buy another pt ... so I bought a new one same day
Pero during office hours .. FUCK .. I really felt so numb .... you know that feeling? ... parang hindi mo alam ang gagawin mo ... kasi may kinatatakutan ka ... ang daming naglalaro sa isip mo ...
I went immediately to the bathroom right after I got home ... and ofcourse .. I peed .. hahah!!
okay enough laughing Len .
So ayun ... again ....
POSITIVE
wala na .... IM DEAD - eto na lang nasabi ko sa sarili ko .. I was feeling nervous nun and guilty ... I played sweet sa parents ko .. and very nice to them .. then I called up Mark to inform him the result .. and he better go to our house the next day ...
which he did naman..
We went to Binan Doctors ....
badtrip pa kasi kasama namen yung pamangkin namen ... nanay didnt know yet whats the purpose of goin to a clinic ... sai ko lang, papacheck ko matres ko kasi sumasakit .. kala ko magkakaron kasi ako..
I consulted an OB Gyne ... and she told me that I must be pregnant nga daw ... I told her about the pt results .. and everything .. and we did an all over test .. blood and urine test ....
PREGNANCY TEST: POSITIVE
FUCK
I SWEAR .. GUMUHO MUNDO KO NON ......
I didnt know how to start saying it sa parents ko ..
when I got home from binan doctors, my nanay asked me what was the result ...
OH GAWD ... THE MEMORY IS STILL FRESH IN MY MIND ....
I gave her the paper .. and told her, "NAY, POSITIVE" .....
then she gave me that LOOK ....
and said..."YAN .. YAN ANG SINASABI KO ..."
then nagpunta siya sa cr to take a bath ....
mark and I were silent ..
both speechless..
not excited.. not happy ...
Then tatay got home .. looked so tired .. and medyo inis .. kasi nandun pa si Mark that time eh mga 9pm na yun .. hindi niya alam, meron kameng dapat sabihin ... so after he changed clothes, I gave him the result ..
then BOOM!
felt a hard SLAP ON MY FACE!!!!!!!
Mark covered me para hindi ako maxadong matamaan ni tatay .. he was damn so MAD at us ... and wanted to kill us both and said "NASAN NA YUNG ITAK KO"...
FUNNY FACT:
I WAS SHOUTING "TAY WAG PO!! WAG!" ...
thinking that I'' have a big scar on my face pag naitak ang mukha ko .. OMG! ... ang panget .......
grabe, naisip ko pa magiging itsura ko pag naitak ang mukha ko .. wahahaha
so ayun.. sad part was ....PINALAYAS AKO ...nowhere to go but to Mark's place ...i was crying everynight .. everyday .... mga 2mons ata ako nagstay dun ..
a lot of things happened to me .. nandun na yung ang daming naki alam sa buhay ko .. trying to make me broke up with Mark ..
wtf ..
of course I wont do that ...
I love Mark .. di lang dahil tatay siya ng anak ko ... dahil mahal ko siya ng buong buo ...
So dahil sa stress every night .. I had spotting.. and I needed to rest and requested to have an immediate LOA .....
So ayun .. I went back home .. had to be nice to my parents again ..
and after 2months... naging normal na ang lahat .. normal meaning wala na away, wala ng tampuhan .. wala ng galit ... at maayos na ang lahat ...
Hi guys! its been a long time .... haha!!! This is the first time i visited a comp shop again .. haha...
I missed blogging ... had a lot of thoughts to say but I forgot it na ... hahaha!!!
So guys ... you wanna know what happened to me from the past few months?
MAY 18, 2008 - I went to a drug store to buy a pregnancy test .. wala lang . you might think why I did that, pero wala rin akong idea ... iba yung feeling eh.. ang lakas ng loob ko pa nun kasi dati laging negative ang result ... When I woke up in the morning sa sleeping lounge of our office, I went to pee and waited for the result ....
SHIT!!!!!
positive
I was like .... oh oh ..... what have I done!!!
It was blurred but it was really positive!!
My officemates told me to buy another pt ... so I bought a new one same day
Pero during office hours .. FUCK .. I really felt so numb .... you know that feeling? ... parang hindi mo alam ang gagawin mo ... kasi may kinatatakutan ka ... ang daming naglalaro sa isip mo ...
I went immediately to the bathroom right after I got home ... and ofcourse .. I peed .. hahah!!
okay enough laughing Len .
So ayun ... again ....
POSITIVE
wala na .... IM DEAD - eto na lang nasabi ko sa sarili ko .. I was feeling nervous nun and guilty ... I played sweet sa parents ko .. and very nice to them .. then I called up Mark to inform him the result .. and he better go to our house the next day ...
which he did naman..
We went to Binan Doctors ....
badtrip pa kasi kasama namen yung pamangkin namen ... nanay didnt know yet whats the purpose of goin to a clinic ... sai ko lang, papacheck ko matres ko kasi sumasakit .. kala ko magkakaron kasi ako..
I consulted an OB Gyne ... and she told me that I must be pregnant nga daw ... I told her about the pt results .. and everything .. and we did an all over test .. blood and urine test ....
PREGNANCY TEST: POSITIVE
FUCK
I SWEAR .. GUMUHO MUNDO KO NON ......
I didnt know how to start saying it sa parents ko ..
when I got home from binan doctors, my nanay asked me what was the result ...
OH GAWD ... THE MEMORY IS STILL FRESH IN MY MIND ....
I gave her the paper .. and told her, "NAY, POSITIVE" .....
then she gave me that LOOK ....
and said..."YAN .. YAN ANG SINASABI KO ..."
then nagpunta siya sa cr to take a bath ....
mark and I were silent ..
both speechless..
not excited.. not happy ...
Then tatay got home .. looked so tired .. and medyo inis .. kasi nandun pa si Mark that time eh mga 9pm na yun .. hindi niya alam, meron kameng dapat sabihin ... so after he changed clothes, I gave him the result ..
then BOOM!
felt a hard SLAP ON MY FACE!!!!!!!
Mark covered me para hindi ako maxadong matamaan ni tatay .. he was damn so MAD at us ... and wanted to kill us both and said "NASAN NA YUNG ITAK KO"...
FUNNY FACT:
I WAS SHOUTING "TAY WAG PO!! WAG!" ...
thinking that I'' have a big scar on my face pag naitak ang mukha ko .. OMG! ... ang panget .......
grabe, naisip ko pa magiging itsura ko pag naitak ang mukha ko .. wahahaha
so ayun.. sad part was ....PINALAYAS AKO ...nowhere to go but to Mark's place ...i was crying everynight .. everyday .... mga 2mons ata ako nagstay dun ..
a lot of things happened to me .. nandun na yung ang daming naki alam sa buhay ko .. trying to make me broke up with Mark ..
wtf ..
of course I wont do that ...
I love Mark .. di lang dahil tatay siya ng anak ko ... dahil mahal ko siya ng buong buo ...
So dahil sa stress every night .. I had spotting.. and I needed to rest and requested to have an immediate LOA .....
So ayun .. I went back home .. had to be nice to my parents again ..
and after 2months... naging normal na ang lahat .. normal meaning wala na away, wala ng tampuhan .. wala ng galit ... at maayos na ang lahat ...