HI BITCHES!!!!!!!!

im back!!!


shoot!!!!

i cant save my pictures in Anilao here sa office .. badtrip .. hay!

well, next time na lang ..

anyways, im here ngayon sa office ..

im just having a rest ..

coz at 12mn, ill start working again!

yep! my new shift is at 12mn, till 9 in the morning ..

hmm .....

LOVE ....
how do you heal a broken heart?
wala lang..
drama ba ..
wala ko magawa eh ..
nakakatamad naman na mag kwento .. kasi magppc pa ko mmya para ipost yung pictures ng OUTRIGGER RESORT in Batangas .. on april 20- 21 .. coolness!! nag kayak kame at nag pedal boat ..
OOOPPPPS .... hehe .. i said nakakatamad eh . but id probabaly post pictures na later ... :)
anyways, getting back ...
how do you heal a broken heart ..
wala lang ..
its not actually my broken heart .. its not broken naman eh .. hehe.. im happy with my love life ...
and im more loving it now... hehe .. I LOVE YOU MARK!! :)

hay ... broken heart ... so painful ....
pano ka magpapa heal ng nasaktan ka na ... i mean, para sa problem ko .. pano pa babalik yung trust sa taong yun ... kung at first eh hindi pala niya sigurado sino ang pipiliin niya ... kame ba na pamilya nya o ibang tao .. even if may utang na loob sya sa ibang tao, he should still choose family right?
well, ako naman, eto, hindi naman na ko masyadong galit galitan sa bf ko .. hay .. namimiss ko na siya sobra ..
monthsary na namen next week :)
hay ...
o sige, till here .. later na ..
~out~

WHY IS IT SO HARD TO DEAL WITH PARENTS?????

I dont know why my parents dont want Mark to be with me .. Weve been together for 4yrs now .. still, they dont like him ...

They talked to me bout us ...

not a word came out of my mouth .. >br>

no tears fell

my mind was focusing on how i can fight for our relationship ..

THIS IS A VERY BIG DEAL FOR ME !

Why would they stop me from loving a person and to be loved by a person whom I kept so long in my heart ..

I understand perfectly why they dont want me to have a relationship pa, its not because of MARK .. NOT JUST MARK .. maybe they really dont want me to be committed yet ..

But FOR THE SAKE OF LOVE!!!

PLEASE LET ME BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hated them for not giving me the happiness ...

yung ba jan, approved na lahat ang mga member sa family, kaso yung lovers na ang ayaw sa isa't isa ...

why is it so unfair ...

LIFE IS UNFAIR ...

so as LOVE ...

why dont they just let me risk my heart, eh hindi naman sila ang masasaktan diba?

I understand that they just want the best for me.. but this is something different .

they shouldnt stop me for being happy .. right??

sabihin nila na lagi nalang kame nag aaway ng bf ko ...

and its like, buong buhay ko, nakatuon na sa bf ko ...

its part of the relationship .. of course, you need to be serious noh .. this isnt a game na kapag ayaw na ng iba, susunod ka ..

Im too old for them to control my feelings ..

its just so unfair ..

~out~