EXCITED NA KO!!!!!!!


Grabe na to .. I'm so excited for our wedding, so excited also to see my baby boy.. hay!
Later we'll go home na sa Sta. Rosa .. Mark and I will drop by first at SM Dasma to check slippers/sandals that I will be wearing on my wedding day.

So cute to imagine, my bf Mark is there to help me out to buy what to wear on our special day. CUTE!

weeeee.. **kilig**

I LOVE YOU NIEKO ..
Parang kelan lang oh, sa dorm .. we always stay outside till midnight. Parang ayaw na namen maghiwalay .. Until mag decide na pumasok na ko sa loob ng dorm .. or maybe we can sleep together sa house nila.

Parang kelan lang yung gyera sa aming dalawa way back on 2006 .. Thats the time that we broke up. Grabeng hirap namen.. sobrang nagkasakitan.. Ang daming nangyari ..

But to be honest with you guys, kahit 7months kameng nag break before, hindi ko pa rin siya nalilimutan.. Yung guy na lagi kong kasama, lagi pa rin akong tinutukso kay Mark, kasi lagi ko pa rin siyang nakkuwento at naaalala.. Maybe thats the reason why he left me .. haha! :))

Sabi nga nila .. "Sa haba haba man ng prusisyon, sa simbahan din ang tuloy" ....

Kahit hindi man kame sa simbahan magpakasal, there's something to bind us together .. and can prove to all the people that were FOREVER na .. diba? hehe ..

MY WEDDING DRESS inspired by MARK and MAGGIE


Hi guys! We just went to SM Dasmariñas to watch BEDTIME STORIES of ADAM SANDLER .. So cool .. Next movie to watch will be HARRY POTTER, UP, WOLVERINE, THE PROPOSAL .. Nieko, I want to watch all of these ... ^_^

Anyway, after the movie, we went straight ahead to OCCASSIONS boutique .. Grabe, the perfect dress that I want was there! We were about to buy it but on the second thought, baka may mas maganda pa sa ibang store ..

So we checked other boutiques .. And guess where we bought the wedding dress that I will be wearing .. Y.R.Y.S. ....

Check them out....










Astig ba? Well, all in all, it costed only Php 802.75 I believe ..

Cheap but beautiful ..

Thanks Nieko for helping me check every single store to see this perfect and wonderful dress. And thanks to Maggie, my bestfriend, helping me get inspired and gave ideas how to look sexy though I'm pregnant .. ^_^

Do I look lovely?

~out~

1 YEAR DEATH ANNIVERSARY OF OUR DEAR FRIEND HEP ...


ARCHIVE ABOUT MY LAST YEAR'S POST: http://www.bluemaldita.blogspot.com/2008_01_01_archive.html


To our loving hep, we all pray for your soul. I pray that you have already accepted that you are on a different world now. We pray for your parents as well, your friends and loved ones..

Nakakamiss ang batang to . Nakakagulat ang nangyari sa kanya. Parang kelan ko lang siya dati nakita before sila maaksidente .. Lagi lang kayosihan.. Laging niloloko si Ate na nagtitinda ng french fries at burger sa labas.

Bakit ganun.. masasabi kong unfair ng mundo.

Bakit kelangan ang mamatay at mawala sa buhay natin ay yung may mga magagandang loob? Yung may pangarap sa buhay? Mga taong nagpapasaya sa atin..

Bakit yung mga masasamang tao, hindi namamatay? Bakit hindi sila maparusahan?

Gaya ng GAZA crisis..

Not to mention the kids that suffered from bombings.

Life is so cruel to people.

But we shouldnt lose hope. God will always be there for us .. JUST PRAY ...

In memory of HEP .... WE LOVE YOU FRIEND ...

~out~

EXCITED TO BE A MOM

Woah! In two weeks time, I'll give birth to a cute baby boy.. You can tell that I am excited! We already bought everything for the baby .. well.. except for the crib and his stroller. Haha, I think Mark will buy it for us.

My neice is so excited to see my baby. She always go with me to the doctor whenever I have my prenatal checkups. And when we both saw the baby's face on the ultrasound.. GEE ... She's wanting him to go out .. hahah!

She dreams they play, she craddles the baby, they go out together...

Isnt it nice ..

WEDDING

Waaaa!! We went kanina to Binan to buy our wedding ring .. Astig mga rings .. kaso mura muna binili namen kasi bibili pa ng mas maganda si Mark after I gave birth..

WEDDING RING

Suggested wedding dress from my bestfriend:

Hmmm... Im excited na for my civil wedding .. We will be scheduling it on Jan.21 .. Let's just all cross our fingers that my baby wont come out before the 21st. GRRRR ....

We will also attend the mass this Sunday so that we can have the rings be blessed by the priest. Cool ei? .. hahaha ..

Whether its a civil or a church wedding, as long as you love each other and exchanged vows that can make your relationship more tight, it'll be okay..

ANG IMPORTANTE, MAHAL NIYO ANG ISA'T ISA.. DIBA?

Hay, grabe.. Ang bilis talaga ng panahon.. Huhuhu... Hindi na ko MISS ... MRS. TESALONA na ko .. Hindi na ko bata ... MOMMY na ko ..

Parang kelan lang noh .. yung silver na ring namen, binigay ko yan sa kanya for our month anniversary eh .. ngayon, its for our wedding day naman .. COOL!!!!!!!!

Ang bilis talaga ng panahon .. Pero sana sa mga panahon pa na magdadaan, maging maayos ang lahat.. maging masaya pa rin kame, parang tulad ng dati ..

MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA NIEKO ....

i want to share this to all of you ... My bestfriend wrote this for my bday ...


CLICK!

http://mageenoodles.blogspot.com/2008/08/ang-aking-bespren.html

ISANG TAONG NAKALIPAS

Kay bilis ng panahon... Hindi na natin namalayan na isa na namang taon ang lumipas. Ang daming nangyari, ang daming dumaan sa buhay nating lahat.


Parang dati lang, nung bata pa ako.. Gusto ko lang maglaro, kumain at matulog. Walang pakialam sa mundo..
Lumaki, naging dalaga, nagkaroon ng sariling pangarap at bumuo ng desisyon..
Natutong makihalubilo, natutong magmahal..
Natutong tumayo sa sariling paa, natutong magtiis ..

Parang kelan lang, humihiga pa ako sa tabi ng nanay ko.. nagpapalambing, nagpapa antok..
Ngayon, ang katabi ko na ay ang asawa ko .. At ang magiging anak ko na lang ang hinihintay namin.

Kay bilis naman talaga ng panahon, pero bakit parang mabagal ang pag usbong ng ekonomiya ng bansa?
Sana may pagkakaisa, sana may pagbabago ..

Yun ang hiling ko sa taong ito ..


~out~

INSECURE

You might wonder why its entitled "INSECURE" ...

I cried last night .. Feeling very unpretty .. Wala lang.. Maybe I was just being dramatic.. Nagpapalambing or what..
Pero totoo, I really feel insecure of myself.

Yesterday my parents went here in Mark's place together with my sister and her kids.. at pagkatapos nun, around 5pm, hinatid namen sila sa SM Dasma.

Katatanga naman ng mga babaeng nakikita ko, ang lamig lamig ng panahon, ang iiksi ng shorts..

Then I thought MARK was looking at their legs.. Sa shop pala ng GIRBAUD nakatingin ..

Pero that time, I wanted to cry.. Bumitaw ako sa pagkaka hawak kay Mark at naglakad magisa, nauuna sila ng pinsan niya.. Ayokong magsalita. Feeling ko kasi, iniisip niyang maganda yung babae, makinis yung babae, sexy yung babae ...

Pero knowing Mark, he wont do such thing..

Hinayaan ko lang kainin ng INSECURITIES ang utak ko..

Did it help??

NO ......

Umiyak ako nung matutulog na kame.. Sabi ko kay Mark, feeling ko ang pangit ko na... Ang taba taba ko na .. Ang dami na mantsa ng katawan ko ... Hindi na ko makinis, di gaya nung mga babae kanina..

Ako pa rin daw ang mahal niya at hindi siya tumitingin dun sa mga legs .. At wala siya pakialam dun..

Mahal na mahal ko si Mark .. At lahat gagawin ko para lang hindi mapunta ang atensyon nya sa iba ..

Dahil kahit sino, kahit ano, kaya kong patayin ... KILALA AKO NI MARK MAGALIT ..

~out~