i miss Nieko!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU NIEKO! SOBRA! MWAHMWAH!

i miss blogging.. wala lang.. ive been busy for the whole week.. no updates of posts.. hahaha.. im too busy with my Take 2 subject which is PRINCIPLE OF ECONOMICS WITH LRT! wheeeehhh.. i hate it.. really! but im still trying to cope up.. i havent recovered yet since last sem because of that crazy prof who failed me! waaa!!!!!!!!

i miss my nieko.. i called him up last night.. longing for his voice.. wala lang.. i was watching MMK kasi.. eh i was kinda scared that if thatstory happened to us.. pero hindi yung may sakit ang isa sa min and have to die.. yun bang may hindrances sa relationship.. ayun.. i miss him na! sobra!

i love you NIeko! mwahmwah!

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i just want to ask you HOW FAR YOU KNOW JESUS AND MARY MAGDALEN??
many says that she was the BAD GIRL of MAGDALA.. whom Jesus washed her feet.. meaning that she was cleansed by the Holy water.

how come that Jesus and Mary Magdalen had this issue that DA VINCI CODE claimed that the two were married?..

i just watched 2 weeks ago about Da Vinci Code from the National Geographic Channel.. and this topic was discussed. but i dont know if i have to believe.. all i know is that Jesus' sacred life is very private and did not have any writings about it in the Holy Bible..

Who was Mary Magdalene?

Question: "Who was Mary Magdalene?"

Answer: Mary Magdalene was a woman from whom Jesus cast out seven demons (Luke 8:2). The name Magdalene likely indicates that she came from Magdala, a city on the southwest coast of the Sea of Galilee. After Jesus cast seven demons from her, she became one of His followers.

Mary Magdalene has been associated with the "woman in the city who was a sinner" (Luke 7:37) who washed Jesus' feet, but there is no scriptural basis for this. The city of Magdala did have a reputation for prostitution. This information, coupled with the fact that Luke first mentions Mary Magdalene immediately following his account of the sinful woman (Luke 7:36-50), has led some to equate the two women. John 11:2, though, identifies the women in Luke 7:36-50 as Mary of Bethany, not Mary Magdalene.

Mary Magdalene is also often associated with the woman whom Jesus saved from stoning after she had been taken in adultery (John 8:1-11) - again an association with no evidence. The movie “The Passion of the Christ” made this connection. This view is possible, but not explicitly taught in the Bible.

Mary Magdalene witnessed most of the events surrounding the crucifixion. She was present at the mock trial of Jesus; she heard Pontius Pilate pronounce the death sentence; and she saw Jesus beaten and humiliated by the crowd. She was one of the women who stood near Jesus during the crucifixion to try to comfort Him. The earliest witness to the resurrection of Jesus, she was sent by Jesus to tell the others (John 20:11-18). Although this is the last mention of her in the Bible, she was probably among the women who gathered with the apostles to await the promised coming of the Holy Spirit (Acts 1:14).

The recent fiction novel “The DaVinci Code” makes the claim that Jesus and Mary Magdalene were married. Some of the non-Biblical early Christian writings (that were considered heresy by the early Christians) hint at a special relationship between Mary Magdalene and Jesus. However, there is no evidence whatsoever to support the belief that Jesus and Mary Magdalene were married. The Bible does not even hint at such an idea.

how to live a new life..

may naranasan na ba kayo na ma feel yung kagaya ng sa akin.. na feeling niyo kahit anong pilit na magabago eh parang may nag sasabi pa rin sa utak niyo na HINDI KA NA MAGBABAGO AT HINDI KA NA MAPAPATAWAD PA! yung feeling na kahit anong kagustuhan mong laging maging mabait, maging mapagkumbaba, hindi mo makaya??... im not saying that I AM SO BAD! what i am saying is that I want to change, but "some" people were like forcing me like they were telling me that i cannot change my life better.. like its too late..

gustong gusto ko ng magbago.. alam ko kung ano ang mga naging kasalanan ko sa sarili ko, sa pamilya ko at sa ibang tao.. pero sana maisip nila, maisip ko na kayang kaya ko pa ring maging maayos.. para sa sarili ko at para sa kapwa ko..

may magsasabi man na hanggang sa pagtanda ko, ganito pa rin ang magiging ugali ko..

naging masama ako sa sarili ko, sa iba, naging mapang abuso ako, naging brutal ako..

pero sana mabura na yun sa isipan ng mga taong nakapaligid sa akin.. yung tipong kalimutan na nila yun..

alam ko sa sarili ko na kahit anong mangyari, nandiyan pa rin Siya para sa akin.. at alam ko na hindi Niya ako papabayaan at kakalimutan kahit anong mangyari.

pero pano ko matatanggap kung talagang nagbago na ako??... kung mismo sa REYALIDAD na to eh may mga tao na nagsasabi na WALA NA AKONG PAGBABAGO..

minsan naisip ko na magpaka layo na lang sa mga tao na to.. pero hindi ko kaya.. dahil ibig sabihin nito, nagpatalo ako sa sarili kong konsensya..

hindi ko na alam kung sino na ba talaga ako eh.. ang daming nagbago.. ang daming nagpabago ng ugali ko.. hindi na nga rin ako kilala ng sarili kong pamilya eh.. nagbago na raw ako simula ng mag kolehiyo ako..

oo, nagbago ako. masama at mabuti.. pero TAO LANG AKO... nagkakamali at sinusubukan kong tumayo sa pagkakadapa...

ngayon, kahit hindi ako lagi nagagabayan ng pamilya ko, sinusubukan kong mamuhay ng independent.. sinusubukan kong matuto ng sarili ko lang.. matutong magkaron ng kaalaman sa mundo ng sarili ko lang ang nagtuturo..

sana kung ano man ang mga nagawa kong kasalanan sa lahat.. sa Kanya.. sana mapatawad pa rin ako.. dahil handang handa na akong magbago..

masama man sabihin pero handa na rin akong mawala sa mundo..

salamat sa lahat lahat..

salamat sa pagbabasa ng nasasaloob ko..

maraming salamat.

LIWANAG

linda barcelo

sa mundong madilim

liwanag ang nais masilip

saan patutungo, saan babaling

kung ang aninong sumusunod

ay isang marahas na halimaw

na pilit kang ipinapain

sa pulang apoy doon sa ilalim.

mainit, maingay, masikip

gustong kumawala dito sa isip.

pusong puro sakit

kapalaran ba dapat ay ganto kapait?

poot at galit

kasamaan ay gustong iwaglit

liwanag sa puso at isip

sana ay mamalagi na lamang

dito sa aking panaginip.

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my favorite movie!!!!!!

i dont know why i love this movie!!!!!! though i hate brutality, i still love watching it! parts 1,2 and 3 were absolutely great! waaa!!!!!! im encouraging you to see the last part of it! they were all safe after 5 months but because of a fuckin rat, the train they rode had a technical problem thats why the remaining characters died.. waaaaa!!! ryan merriman died there.. waaaaa!!!!!!

the characters...

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sorry sa mga kaklase at kaibigan ko na na"victim" ko sa text.. im so sorry po. i know its not funny. george told me they love me and i should not do it again. yup, napatunayan ko nga na mahal nila ako kasi maraming nag reply at tumawag sa bahay after they recieved my text. sorry talaga sa lahat. hindi ko ginawa yun para paglaruan kayo.. april fool's day po.. sorry talaga..

nakita ko ang blog ni george and its so amazing seeing my classmates in the pics together in puerto.. kakainggit, masasabi ko.. ewan ko. siguro talagang sadyang hindi ko pa time para makapag enjoy nang ganun. ang ganda ng view.

yaan mo LEN, makakapunta ka rin dyan.. pero hindi sa puerto.. heheh.. sa ibang beach na lang.. like sa batangas or somewhere else na may dagat. hehehe...

hay.. lam niyo ba na papasok na naman ako dito sa school..hay.. bagsak ako sa economics! shit talaga! naisip ko sana lumipat ako sa class nila abbie kasi alam ko si mam martinez eh marunong namang mag considera. di kagaya ng prof ko! hay nako! lahat ng naka alam na yun ang prof ko sa eco, ang daming nagtanong kung papasa raw ba ko.. or magsasabi sila nang masasama bout that prof. eh totoo naman eh! napaka sama niya!

anywayz, sinisira ko ang araw ko.. hay nako. may class pa ko ng 10am!

see yah!

mwah!

mahal kita nieko! miss na kita! mwahmwah!

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