hi po sa inyong lahat.. ben wrote an email!!!!! kinakamusta kayong lahat at miss na niya kayo!!!!

guys............... sabi ni ben that he'll gonna make a gimik sked before the Kuwait guys leave................................................

WAG MONG IPAGPILITAN ANG SARILI MO SA AYAW SAYO...

para akong baliw... advice ko to sa isang tao pero bakit parang ako rin ata ang dapat matuto dito ah.......

sabi nga nila, hindi mo dapat hinahanap ang LOVE..... pero kung wala naman talagang naghahanap sayo, aba, better find one!!!!!!!! kaya nga ako ngayon, im still waiting for the right guy pero kung wala...HAHABLUTIN KO NA SI LEONARDO DI CAPRIO!!!!!!khihihihihihiihihih...

MY HOROSCOPE YESTERDAY...
09-24-03

There could be trouble brewing in the workplace, dear Virgo. Some of your colleagues neither like nor trust each other, and as a result it may be impossible for them to work together. Some adjustments may need to be made if everyone is going to work to the best of their ability. If you're in a position to handle this, do it now. If you aren't, try to distance yourself from the situation. That's the only way to stay sane!

VIRGO'S HOROSCOPE FOR TODAY...
09-25-03
The time is ripe if you want to pursue training for a particular skill or perhaps return to school and finish a degree in a field of keen interest to you, dear Virgo. Presently, great success and good fortune are indicated for you when you assert your considerable energy and focus on the subject matter. Perhaps you will want to organize a trip that you have been contemplating for some time. If you have been considering honing your communications skills, consider a writing course.

TAURUS' HOROSCOPE FOR TODAY...
09-25-03

With the current celestial energy at play, you might find that your path in life is going to take you on a trip, dear Taurus. It may be for business or pleasure, or both. It is likely that this trip will achieve certain goals. Perhaps you are aiming for a promotion. Chances are you will be successful in your ambitions. Or, you may be ready to set out on your own and start a new business. This is an excellent time for this, too.

i realized something na hindi ko kailangang maging maganda.....

maganda nga nga, hindi naman masaya...

sabi lang yun sa kin ni mark eh...

kaya nga ngayon, masaya na ako kahit wala akong inspiration.....wala akong admirer....sabi rin na hindi ko kailangan non kasi im im beautiful in my own way.............

im not perfect but i can do my best...............

PERFECT
simple plan

edited by LEN

"Perfect"

Hey DUDE look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

ei...... heheheheh.... im proud to tell you guys that we were the second placer yesterday sa PE Festival!!!!!!!!!yahoooooooo!!!!!!!! grabe, we really didnt expect that we will win kasi sobrang onti lang namin at sabi pa nila, may mga nagkamaili pa rin.. like me, yung palayok ko sa ulo, muntik nang mahulog. pero at least diba, hindi kami nagyabang sa ibang section nung awarding that we will win noh!!!

sa life ko, wala lang.... im quiet contented of whats happening to me right now......

basta thanks mark, abbie, lance and george... the best talaga kayo!!!!!!!!!!!

hay nako.. mga users talaga!!!!!!!!

guys.............................. wala lang....... i dont want to post anything na...wala lang.......

well, sino na naman kaya tong atribida nato????? kelangan pa ba kitang patulan????????

masasabi ko lang.....kaya ako nakikialam sa sinabi mo kay abbie kasi friend ko siya and i dont want a bully making fun with her.....

sino kayang pakialamera??ako o ikaw???nakikialam ako kasi may care ako sa kanya??eh ikaw, anong care mo sa min??mag iisip ka kasi muna nang sasabihin bago ka mag post!!!may BACKSPACE naman diba para mabura ang nakasulat??bat hindi mo mabura???wawa ka naman kasi baka hindi mo alam......

tsk..tsk....ano bang problema mo??inggit ka lang ba sa kaibigan ko?????look hus talkin na PAKIALAMERA AKO!!!! talaga lang ha!!????? yah right!! ikaw na nga lang tong makiki visit ng site, ikaw pa may ganang mang away sa friend ko!!!!!

kung sino ka mang DEVIL KA...alam mo miss, imbis na manira ka at manghimasok sa buhay ng may buhay, KILALANIN MO MUNA ANG TAO NAYON!!!

abbie, eeeeuuuuwwwwww.........

haaayyyy........... just left my tropas and now im here at a computer shop near fiat all by myself.........

kanina i didin't feel good...pero ngayon, with the help of George and Tony..hahahahaha!!!i feel so happy and kinda "euuww" at the same time.........................

GUYS, HOW DOES IT FEEL WHEN YOU WEAR ONLY YOUR BOXER SHORTS GOIN TO SLEEP???
oohh, i wanna try it...i dont have any boxers yet but maybe ill buy one some other time.........ggeezzz.........maybe it feels so comfortable on it...pero diba, you cant tell kung baka may pumasok na "dirt" or something inside you????????uuhh, i dont wanna try it anymore..heheheh..................

guys, ngayon ko lang nalaman yung word na "hard on"...geeezzz(dumbgurl)

I CAN BE YOUR EVERYTHING

i just heard this line to my kuya whe he talked to "a girl he loves"........ uhh, i wish someone will tell me that also.........so sweet............

MARK AS SAINT LA SALLE

we ate dinner with mark....uuhh, he's so kind to the street children and when i saw him, i pictured him as Saint La Salle...wala lang...... he's not so suplado and not that iritado to those children unlike me on the other hand, when tjose kids were like "ate pengeng piso" and then i'm oin to look at them with angry eyes...while mark doesn't...........he's such a man............................................................................cool.........................

~^_^~ fin

hi........ maglalabas lang ako nang galit........

first, i saw my grade at RED!)...it was shit!!!!!!!fuckin failed!!!!!!shit!!!!! lst prelim, i got 3.0...actually, we all got 3.0 something on reed...but now!!!!!!!!!! freak..... i only got 1.5.......... impossible............... well, pinatikim lang pala kami ni sir nang maganda gandang grade....huuummmmmm....we'll see that SIR!!! im one of the exempted at Finals, we'll see......................

second, may mga tropa ba na parang hindi tropa ang turing sa inyo???bad trip noh??pero ang masama pa non, napapansin mong sayo lang ganon yung mga "tropa" mo.......... nagtitimpi lang ako pero when i got the chance, bibirahin ko talaga sila...im being too friendly to them and kanina, i had this wonderful smile then they greeted me back with a simple nod.................... FREAK............. GUYS, ALAM NIYO NAMAN NA MASYADO AKONG SENSITIVE SA GANYAN......

third, bad trip pa rin..... pano last night, i have to wake up our land lady and i was like crahing her glass window and i really wanted to break her door up!!!!! i knocked loud as much as i can!!!but she didnt wake up..... fuck@#@#@#@#@#@#@#......................... and now, im having a black spots in my hand coz of my knockin stuff....................

fourth, i really wanted to talk to my kuya and he texted me to go his dorm.......so i was like goin all by myself to his dorm then wala siya!!!!!!!! then he text again that he wont be eating lunch...grrrrr.......... tapos when i got my food for lunch, he's taking it back and he wants me to go back in school!!!!!!!!grrrrrrrr(again)............. alam mo yon, i wanted someone to listen to me tapos you werent there....and nalaman ko pa na kaya hindi mo itinuloy yung pakikipag meet sa kin because you thought she's not with me............

o sige na!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BABUSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hi guys......... wala lang........ nag uubos lang nang time dito... im tired searching for aldrich and mik...they didnt text back...... sad.....i guess they're just too busy re typing that project of theris....heheheh..goodluck to you drichy and Mik... :D

guys, make sure that you will come on thursday at PIZZA HUT ha!!!! magtatampo ako pag hindi kayo pumunta!!!!!!!

gotta go......

~^_^~

Numb
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes

[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you

I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like youCan't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
And every second I waste
Is more than I can take


But I know
I may end up falling too
But I know
You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you

guys, its hard when you love someone who doesn't know how to love you back.....

now, im turning 18, still doesn't have a prince charming at my side.........oh well, that's life.......

my bday...............................
i only wish that all of my friends will have a simple message for me.....................so that i'll know how good or bad friend i am.................. ;(

love yah guys.....................

yehey!!!i watched FINDING NEMO with alex yesterday...oops sorry guys if we separated from you at festival.....umm, kasi alex and i planned it like a week ago pa............. nemo was fuuny!!heheheh... i swear the story was cute!!!!but alex cried and i dunno why...... touched daw siya dun sa last part..... heheheh..............

i saw a doggy kanina when were goin to mcdo......the dog was sleeping like a "human being"..heheh, and it's moving like dreaming of something.....funny!!!!!!and also naka fold pa yung legs niya na parang ang sarap sarap ng tulog niya.....uuuuhhhh............... :)

GUYS.....lapit na monthsary nang tropa..... cool............

love you guys, till here............................

“Never Leave You Uh Ooh (Remix)”


-Uh – Ohhh, Uh - Ohhh
-Uh – Ohhh, Uh – Ohhh
BUSTA RHYMES
Whoo! Yeah!
Yo, Ted School. . .it look like it gon’ be another one of dem hot summers!
Yeah, yeah (echo)
Bus a Bus down
Here we go! Flipmode!
Lumidee!
Ay yo, y’all know why she sayin’ ‘uh oh’ right?
Check it
Yo! Bride a hotta all on my copacabana, mama
Got alotta hit wid you and I lovin your persona, mama
Always love to get wid you, if you ever need me mama, holla
How you check me, you give me the oochie walla walla
Swallow a couple shots o’ de ‘yack’ and make it dolla
L’il mama in da crib wid da focus to be a scholar
Type o’ example of a shortie I need to follow
Not a chick in da bug and come wid l’il shop horrors
Take you to the Caribbean, down to Caribana
To the Mediterranean and enjoy the water
When the road is rocky, you keepin me stocky
Takin care o’ niggas, so I’m right when you check on your Papi
We alright, baby, hungry wid all o’ yuh might
Put it on a nigga cause you know that it’s on tonight
Break up to make up you know that we gonna fight
And if we ridin’ together, Let’s do it then
Show you right.Verse 1
-Honestly
-If I tell
-Tell you what
-What you want to know love
-There ain’t another
-Don’t want no other lover
-I put nothing above ya
-I’ll kick ‘em to the gutter
-You try to shake me
-When up lovin me crazy now
-Look at us lately
-And tell ‘em who’s your lady
Hook
-I never thought you’d be the one
-Make me shine brighter than the sun
-There ain’t no ups & downs
-No ins & outs
-You’re here right now
Chorus
-If you want me to stay
-I’ll never leave you
-If you want me to stay
-We’ll always be
-If you want me to stay
-Love endlessly
-If you want me to stay
-I’ll never leave you
-Uh – Ohhh, Uh - Ohhh
-Uh – Ohhh, Uh – Ohhh


Verse 2
-Now how you’re lovin’ I
-We’re happy it’s a fact
-Can’t nothing hold us back
-We got this in the wrap
-There ain’t no maybes
-No questions
-Love you daily now
-Look at us lately
-And tell ‘em who’s your lady
Hook
-I never thought you’d be the one
-Make me shine brighter than the sun
-There ain’t no ups & downs
-No ins & outs
-You’re here right now
Chorus
-If you want me to stay
-I’ll never leave you
-If you want me to stay
-We’ll always be
-If you want me to stay
-Love endlessly
-If you want me to stay
-I’ll never leave you
-Uh – Ohhh, Uh - Ohhh
-Uh – Ohhh, Uh – Ohhh
-Uh – Ohhh, Uh - Ohhh
-Uh – Ohhh, Uh – Ohhh

FABOLOUS
Fabolous!
Lumidee!
I ain't neva gon' believe, you eva gonna leave
You feel so good on my arm
Uh huh
Sumthin like dem baseball jackets
With the leather on the sleeve
Or a feather timepiece cost secen hundred G's
Your lovin ain't the type o love that everyone receive
Babygirl go down like she never wanna breathe
I gotta play it right, cause dem chicks don't usually let em stay the night
Cause when I know you wrong, I say you right
And I when I wanna say no, I say I might
The is real talk, you know it ain't another
And anytime I'm gone, you know I'm thinkin of yah
And anytime you need, you know I got you covered
You know none of the others
Do what I does
I keep your rocks bluer than hers
Keep your shoes newer than hers
And I do it because
Uh uh uh (echo)

wala lang.......

hi............ im here at NEBO....im with a dormate.................................................

mmmmmmmmmm.......... i talked last saturay to my bestfriend Nil, well, ka pol sci ko rin sya and he's studyin at PUP manila...grabe yun, he survived!!!kung ako nga hindi ko nakayanan ang pol sci pero siya pursigido!!!!

i asked him kung may lalake pa ba ngayon na nakakapag hintay sa girls ng 2 yrs....lam niyo isinagot niya? oo raw!!! kasi siya 6 yrs ng naghihintay sa love niya since grade 6 kami........ tagal na noh? ang tyaga pa........ sana may guy pang katulad niya....

alam niyo, hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko kung in love ba ko ngayon or what..... wala lang...kasi may iba iba akong na fe feel para sa guy na sinasabi ko........ pero pag naman gusto ko nang magka bf, wala naman siyang pinapakitang feelings that he cares...tapos biglang maiisip ko,ayoko pa talaga....hindi ko pa feel magka bf............ pero masaya na rin naman ako, as long as i know he's there for me........

Naranasan niyo na bang magmahal ng may nag aagaw??? yung pinilit niyang ialis sa buhay niya yung mahal mo tapos nang magtagal, she's trying to win back your man??? wala lang.......sa totoo lang, i have no rights to get hurt kasi wala naman akong relasyon with that man.....ang kaso, nasasaktan lang ako...

tapos ang tanga tanga ko pa.................. i regret that day when he told me his feelings and now that he's not asking me anymore what i feel for him, nalulungkot ako..gaga ko noh???

oh well.......... that's life..........