10/12/2004

FINALLY

my nieko and i went to SM Dasma after i finished my take home quiz.. mmm... kakamiss na kasing magpunta ssa mall.. mmm....

we ate at Burger King and wala lang.. trip lang na mag picture nang mag picture using my friend's phone.. heheh.. then we went ahead sa Kodak para ipa develop. *sigh* ang cute cute nang mahal ko.. hehehe..

finally nagka picture na rin kami nang as in sa photo paper na.. kakasawa kasing puro sa phone na lang ako tumitingin.. :)

sa ngayon, masaya talaga ako with him.. yep.. im so in love with Nieko..

dami bang kontra?

hayaan mo na yun!

inggit lang sila!

hindi raw tayo bagay?

heheh..

nasa sa kanila na yun kung yun ang gusto nilang isipin..

basta nieko, mahal na mahal kita!

~out~

10/06/2004

hmmmmmm..... malapit na sem break.. im a little excited about it and kinda sad. excited kasi siyempre, 2nd sem na nun.. tapos 4th yr na ko sa susunod.. advance nang utak ko noh?tska lilipat na ko nang dorm! heheh.. pero sad kasi hindi ko muna makikita ang mga friends ko.. tapos si mieko, hindi ko na makakasama.. :( huhuhuhuh ... ...

yung play namin kanina.. medyo korny pero i did my part okay! kakaunti naman ang lines ko dun eh.. :)

nag practice kami kagabi sa dorm nang kaklase ko.. ayon, nandun ang ex ko (JOY) .. .. medyo ayos naman ang paguusap namin kasi naglalaro lang kami nang basketball..

nasaraduhan nga pala ako nang dorm! badtrip! :( aaarrgghh!!!

hindi ako pupunta sa bahay nila mark ngayon kasi till 5pm ang pasok ko.. eh tinatamad akong pumunta sa kanila.. i need to rest.. ^_^

pero miss ko naman siya eh.. naman! mahal ko yun siyempre!

mahal ko, ingat ka lagi! mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahalmahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal kita nieko!

~out~

10/04/2004

I MISS MY SELF

haay.. finally, i spent the whole with myself.. i ate lunch with no one, i ate my dinner with a friend but after that, we separate ways na..

wala si nieko eh. wala kasi siyang class thats why i got the chance to make time with myself. i took a nap for 1 hour! yehey! i stayed up late kasi kagabi dahil nag edit kami nang segment namin ni Sky. Grabe, we went to Zapote nga pala to have our segment for our Newsroom Prod finals.. kinda scary kasi siyempre, youre inside the place na may pinaghihinalaang may serial killer diba? tapos yun pa yung tina tackle namin dun. we also had interviews with some people na nandun lang rin sa place na yun. i was the camera man and sky was the stand upper(reporter). ang cool nga eh! para talaga kaming nasa media na kada daan nang tao eh nakatingin tapos lahat nang hihingan namin nang impormasyon about sa serial killer eh tinatanong muna kung Abs Cbn ba kami or GMA.. heheh.. kulet.. kasama namin ni sky ang mga boyfriends namin.. sobrang daming naging tampuhan namin ni nieko kasi basta!! dami talaga! hanggang gabi! pero okay naman kami ngayon.. miss ko na nga siya eh.. we finished the editing by 2-3am ata yun.. basta umaga na talaga! and sky slept in my dorm.. magkatabi kami sa bed ko na super liit.. grabe, ang likot matulog ni sky ( sabi nga ni abbie).. 2 times akong muntik nang mahulog sa sarili kong kama dahil naka slant ang pwet ni sky.. heheh.. pero okay lang.. nakatulong naman ako sa kanya kasi dun ko siya pinatulog.. kailangan ko ring intindihin siya kasi bisita ko siya. tska pagod rin yun! at eto pa.. nakakahiya ang room ko! as in! pano ba naman, wala man lang nag pre presintang maglinis nang CR.. eh ako, tapos na ko sa trabaho na yun. ako na lang lagi NOON ang naglilinis eh.. its their turn naman..

by the way, im planning to go to other dorm.. ayoko na sa dorm ko ngayon..

REASONS:

1. ang mahal nang rental fee
2. pangit ang pamamalakad
3. ang pangit nang rooms (kahit malaki ang room ko)
4. naiinis ako sa land lady namin
5. may gusto akong iwasan ( isang lalaking pangit ang ugali at hindi mapapagkatiwalaan)
6. mahal ang Meralco bill( aba, maniningil agad kahit hindi pa tapos ang Oct. meron agad bill)
7. gusto ko namang maiba ang kasama ko (makakasama ko na ang dati kong block mates)
8. galit ako sa may ari nang dorm ko (mukha kasing pera)
9. nakita ko yung lilipatan ko, ang cute.. tiles ang floor and pretty ang bed frame..
10. gusto kong magluto sa dorm!

yun ang reasons! mababaw lang ang reasons pero gusto ko talagang lumipat! as in! dati pa ko nagbabalak eh.. hindi lang matuloy tuloy.. ayaw kasi dati ni tatay.. eh ang plano niya by next sem hindi na ko mag dorm! ayoko kaya! kailangan ko nang dorm dahil sa mga projects ko! pabigat na kaya nang pabigat ang projects namin! haaay..

pero wow! pagagandahin na ni nanay ang room ko sa bahay.. hmmmm... sarap siguro matulog dun! hmmm.. pag iisipan ko pa kung ilang araw ako bago umuwi sa bahay.. hehehe.. aircon kasi dun eh(yabang)!

haaay.. i dont know what time will nieko go to my dorm.. hmmm.. i miss him so much! kanina ko pa siya tinitingnan sa phone ko.. pinagmamalaki ko nga sa classmates ko pics namin eh! heheh..

"Confessions Part II
"Watch this...
[Chorus:]These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I can say
My chick on the side said she got one on the way
These are my confessions
Man I'm thrown and I dont know what to do
I guess I gotta give part 2 of my confessions
If I'm gonna tell it then
I gotta tell it all
Damn near cried when I got that phone call
I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do
But to give you part 2 of my confessions
[Verse 1]Now this gon' be the hardest thing
I think I ever had to do
Got me talkin' to myself askin'
how I'm gon' tell you'bout that chick on
part 1 I told ya'll I was creepin' with, sleepin' with
Said she's 3 months pregnant and she's keepin' it
The first thing that came to mind was you
Second thing was how do I know if it's mine and is it true
Third thing was me wishin' that I never did what I did
How I ain't ready for no kid and bye bye to our relationship
[Chorus]
[Verse 2]Sittin here stuck on stupid, tryna figure out
When, what, and how I'mma let this come out of my mouth
Said it ain't gon' be easy
But I need to stop thinkin', contemplatin'
Be a man and get it over with (over with)
I'm ridin' in my whipRacin' to her place
Talkin' to myself
Preparin' to tell her to her face
She open up the door and didn't want to come near meI said "one second baby please hear me"
[Chorus]
[Breakdown]This by far is the hardest thing
I think I've ever had to do
To tell you, the woman I love
That I'm having a baby by a woman that I barely even know
I hope you can accept the fact that I'm man enough to tell you this
And hopefully you'll give me another chance
This ain't about my career
This ain't about my lifeIt's about us
Please

[Chorus]

favorite song ko.....

~out~

10/03/2004

Oct. 2, 2004-room-
11:30pm


im here at my new room.. :) its nice having a big place to rest on.. heheh...
i just finished my script for our defense for tomorrow. to tell you the truthm i dont really know how to work with this project but i will try my very best to finish this crap!
Im watching nickelodeon right now and the whole album of THE CALLING are all played! grabe, super guwapo talaga ni Alex.... :) super.... :)
i miss nieko.. though we spent almost all of our time together kanina, i still miss him..
im so lucky to have him.. siya lang ang kakampi ko, nagpapasaya sa kin sa la salle.. not like before, when i was pissed, i just cry lang sa dorm with my dorm mates.. but now, i have my mahal beside me to comfort me and to make me feel that im so special.........
mahal na mahal kita mark tesalona! :)
~out~