Damn so tired of my life right now.

I have learned my lessons.. Never ever do anything that will make you more suffer.. Dealing with people whom cannot appreciate your efforts for them. Its so unfair that even if you wanted to help them, I just can't. Why do I have to suffer!?! I want to resign now. Its making me feel worst!

DAMN SO IN LOVE...

Krrr...... Hmm..... I just talked to Pyar sa phone when I got home.. Yep, I only had 4 hours sleep but its fine with me. Siyempre, I got time to talk to my Pyar.. He made me feel happy naman kanina.. Ayun.. I was texting this other guy, whom I have loved before.. Well, yes, he's my ex bf.. Ayun, we had an argument about my past.. That has to be erased! Pero he still brought it up just because of my damn question! Hay.. Why do these things have to happen?? Siguro God still have better plans for me.. I went out on a relationship that did not work and I have my Pyar right now whom really makes feel special.. And I am satisfied..

I'm happy he came into my life.. I love him so much.. Not to mention the things we have shared.. He's my man.. well, sort of.. dahil hindi pa kame.. hopefully in the future. We still have to know more about each other. We have a lot of things in common, but still, may mga difference pa rin. But the more I spend my time, my day with him really brings my life brighter wanting to spend my entire life with this guy.. hehehe.. drama..

He's now my reason for living.. One of my streghts.. It just happened na we both had a bad relationship before kaya parang we still have to move on with that. Kaya eto, still waiting for the right time. Pero I'm still not sure about it.. Dahil marami siyang makikilala for sure that is greater than me. Haha, great ba ko?? ^_^

I love you..
I have a lot of reasons why..
The way you dress,
They way you smile,
The way you stare....
Everything about you!

Reality bites...
I have to face the truth..
Nothing else can compare the great love youve had with her, I know that.
But I know, someday, somehow, I can give you the very best that I have.

Thanks for being there for me. I am so in love! With you..
My life will never be like this if you're not here. I would just like to thank you for accepting me for who I am, and who I was.. Love you! mwah!

Salamat din kasi andyan ka to support me.. mwah!

~out~

Blooming!!!!

heheh.. Eto ang sabi ng mga kasama ko sa work.. mmmm... I just told them .. "wala eh.. in love".. Hehehe.. Ewan ko ba.. Iba talaga nagagawa ng Ponds.. heheh.. Nag endorse daw ba..

Umm... Ano ba masasabi ko..

Yun! Medyo nagkaron ng gap again sa bahay.. I was about to cry when that happened. Ewan ko if i should tell it here pero sawang sawa na talaga ako.. Gusto ko na umalis dito.. Dito sa bahay, sa trabaho.. Everywhere na makikita ko ang tatay ko.. I don't really hate him.. Pero he's one of my "fear" na parang everytime na may nagagawa ako, lalo pa niyang pinapalaki.. lalo pa niya ko dino down.. kaya eto, ganto na ko lumaki.. Kaya masanay na kayo na ganto ang ugali ko na masyado kong negative sa sarili ko kung mag isip..Hay! Sabi ko nga, si Pyar lang ang nakakapag palakas ngayon sa kin.. Hay!

Yeah.. I am in love! heheh... Is this love, is this love, is this love, is this love that I'm feeling!!! hehehe...... Eto yung kanta ko sa kanya nung Summer Class pa.. hehehe.. I heard this song sa shop when I was thinking of him.. Eto yung song na na-i play dun.. mmmmmm.. I was with Gela then... Hay! Miss ko na rin yung bruha na yun!

Speaking of friendship.. Hay, miss ko na rin ang besftriend ko! Maggie!!!! waaaa!!!!!! hindi na natin na icontinue yung November Routine natin na manood nang Scary shows!!! I hate it!!! mmmm..... Pero ayus lang.. Bawi na lang tayo some other time.. hehehe..

You can say that I am addicted to love with Pyar right now....

I am so happy being with this guy. Although just spent the whole friendship for like 6 months.. But knowing that I have him.. I have a friend like him beside me will never gonna make me ask for more !

I love you Pyar! mwah!

I was with Joey here.. Having our first picture for the day! heheh.. He picked me up at work.. And to tell you the truth, it's so kilig on my side! My gawd! hehehe...

Things bothered us alot...

Yeah, I like him...

I love him...

Not knowing what is the status of our relationship for now.

Well, yeah.. I still don't want to have a commitment.

Just like what he's telling me always.

I still want to enjoy my 4 months being Single! ^_^

hay.. bakit ba ganito?? I am so happy whenever I see him, whenever I 'm hugging him... whenever I'm kissing him.. Hay! He's now my REASON to survive! hahah!! I know.. I have said this before to my ex that he's my strenght.. everything.. ow mah gawd! that was before..

and now, this is my present love story.. and I hope that it would be my forever love story.. I wish this will never end.

Hay! I was so happy talaga nung thursday! hahah... kakakilig! kahit sobrang hindi na ko nakatulog that day, dahil I was with him, ayun, okay lang.. mmm..... Tapos ayun, nainggit ata yun lalake na yun, gusto rin magka shirt ng BJ shirt.. ayun, eh dalawa yung ganun ko, binigay ko yung isa.. yung akin talaga.. mmmm.... tapos tumawad pa! gusto may pabango pa yung shirt! heheh.. astig! uuuuyy! gusto niya ko lagi maamoy! heheh...

pyar! may bago na kong amoy! mmm... sana magustuhan mo!^_^ heheh..

I miss you po! I love you Pyar!

~out~