10/31/2006

Damn so tired of my life right now.

I have learned my lessons.. Never ever do anything that will make you more suffer.. Dealing with people whom cannot appreciate your efforts for them. Its so unfair that even if you wanted to help them, I just can't. Why do I have to suffer!?! I want to resign now. Its making me feel worst!

DAMN SO IN LOVE...

Krrr...... Hmm..... I just talked to Pyar sa phone when I got home.. Yep, I only had 4 hours sleep but its fine with me. Siyempre, I got time to talk to my Pyar.. He made me feel happy naman kanina.. Ayun.. I was texting this other guy, whom I have loved before.. Well, yes, he's my ex bf.. Ayun, we had an argument about my past.. That has to be erased! Pero he still brought it up just because of my damn question! Hay.. Why do these things have to happen?? Siguro God still have better plans for me.. I went out on a relationship that did not work and I have my Pyar right now whom really makes feel special.. And I am satisfied..

I'm happy he came into my life.. I love him so much.. Not to mention the things we have shared.. He's my man.. well, sort of.. dahil hindi pa kame.. hopefully in the future. We still have to know more about each other. We have a lot of things in common, but still, may mga difference pa rin. But the more I spend my time, my day with him really brings my life brighter wanting to spend my entire life with this guy.. hehehe.. drama..

He's now my reason for living.. One of my streghts.. It just happened na we both had a bad relationship before kaya parang we still have to move on with that. Kaya eto, still waiting for the right time. Pero I'm still not sure about it.. Dahil marami siyang makikilala for sure that is greater than me. Haha, great ba ko?? ^_^

I love you..
I have a lot of reasons why..
The way you dress,
They way you smile,
The way you stare....
Everything about you!

Reality bites...
I have to face the truth..
Nothing else can compare the great love youve had with her, I know that.
But I know, someday, somehow, I can give you the very best that I have.

Thanks for being there for me. I am so in love! With you..
My life will never be like this if you're not here. I would just like to thank you for accepting me for who I am, and who I was.. Love you! mwah!

Salamat din kasi andyan ka to support me.. mwah!

~out~

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