ISOLATING MYSELF...

Guys.. hindi ko alam bakit ako nagiging ganito.. whenever I am in a group, at first, masaya ako... jolly, cheerful.. basta all happy!!!! pero kapag matagal na... wala na.. parang ina isolate ko ang sarili ko dahil parang na fee feel kong kakaiba ako sa kanila.... kaya nilalayo ko sarili ko.. parang ayokong masyadong mag stick at ma bond masyado ako sa kanila... Yeah, I am weird... pero ganun eh.. siguro nasanay lang kasi ako na kasama ko si Mark, my boyfriend na mas komportable akong kasama... na halos lahat na eh alam na namin anong meron sa isat isa...

I miss my Nieko... I love you asawa ko!!

~out~

TODAY IS NOT MY DAY!!!!

My gawd! Is it wrong to say that I was an agent before on that company when I contacted them??? I became irate because that agent just suddenly transferred me to her supervisor after saying that I should give her my contact information.

Then, Christian texted me telling "HEY, BAKIT KA NAGCHACHAT??".... Gawd.. eh I lost my password and username eh!!! Tsaka I was only proud to say that I am a former agent of that said account... F**K!

Then Christian said that I was the "topic" on the floor... WHAT THE HELL!!! I wasnt doing anything!! I just want to have my password and thats it!!! She dont have to transfer me!!??!!! RIGHT???!!!!!Thats why I became irate!! F**K!

Well, thanks Christian for informing me what happened....
I dont have any plans again of getting back to that company..

Anyways, lets change topic...

Im beginning to feel this illness everyday... I dont know why... I just dont feel fine as day goes by..

ewan ko....

Basta pipigilan ko na lang maging hot headed.. Im trying to be nice but i dont know why I am doing this to my life... Pero ewan ko...... PRANING........ sheesh!!!

We had this oral presentation a while ago and well, I can say that I wasnt prepared.. really... I have mistakes but not that much.. I had 3 pronunciation errors... Not bad.. but I have to improve it more...

I only had problems with the "at" and "on" making it sandwiched in one phrase... cant explain it here eh.. basta! the note is in my bag and kinda tired to get it... heheh...

out

GETTING USED TO IT...
You will often meet people who's friendly, frank, rude and ... "plastic".....
But me, being the baby of the family, I am more of pampering myself, making cracky jokes just to make papansin and all...
Here, in this profession, we should know how to mingle with other people who's as different as you are...
Yeah, I can be as friendly as you want..I can be frank and honest...But never.. NEVER WILL I BE RUDE with people whom I know that would make things worst...
Yeah, were not perfect...So to people whom I am not having the good vibes, "if you want to make my day rude, just dont say anything.... If you want to say things against me, tell it TO MY FACE"........
I am the pa tweetums...I love making myself being recognized as a jolly person..So dont ever, ever RUIN MY DAY!!!!!
If that's your "goal" each time we see each other, You may want to shit out of the room and be gone for decades!!!
I am so maldita.... Yeah, I can consider myself as a WAR FREAK...But hey, I am working on it..And trying to hide this urge of confronting people...
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I LOVE NIEKO....


N- never will I leave this man
I- I am deeply in love with him
E- Enough to tell everybody that I wanna spend the rest of my life with him
K- Kissable !! (yeah!)
O- Over protective... that makes me feel so secure... ^_^

I am listening to WILL YOU EVER LEARN by Typecast right now..

I can relate to this song..

"I did it all, all for you.. hoping you could see.."



"but you.. you think about yourself... only bout yourself..."


"unlonely nights, romantic moments... the love, the love, what about them.. throw it all away.."

I feel like crying...

I want to faint..

Im so cold...

I want him to show me how much he loves me..

how much he appreciates me..

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Ang mahirap lang, Im still trying to give time for him though I am busy....

But he's not appreciating it....

What must I do??

Where else should I go???

Parang wala kang GF!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lahat na ginagawa ko... pinipilit kong ma text ka kapag nakakatakas ng pag text mula dito sa kinauupuan ko! Pero ikaw?? May effort ka bang ginagawa???..........

Nahihirapan na ko sa ginagawa mo..

Im here in the office.. having our free time to surf other internet browser....

WHile listening to this song.. eto papatak na ang luha ko.....

hindi ko na kaya...

~Out~

falling in love

Falling in love is hard...
For love conquers all...
You have to give up on everything that you have
Just to be with the person you want/love..

It wont take you for like 1 day to realize
that he's the person you want
to be with for the rest of your life..

I, myself....
Honestly speaking,
Had a hard time to realize
that THIS PERSON IM WITH RIGHT NOW
Is worth having my heart..

Heartaches,
sleepless nights,
All of us of course have gone through with these..

But to tell you all,
I would sacrifice everything..
As in EVERYTHING
Just for my NIEKO...

I may not be the most beautiful girl,
I may not be the smartest,
but ....
I CAN BE HIS EVERYTHING for THE REST OF HIS LIFE......

My love for him is priceless...
His my PRECIOUS...

And I dont have to be bothered
because we're too far from each other..
Hey! We're still in the Philippines!
Its only 3 rides from his home getting to mine.

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I know this would be CHEESY for me to say but..............

I LOVE HIM MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE...........

I love you NIEKO~

~out~