please help me ......

Last week, my tita gave birth to a baby boy .. the very last BARCELO na magdadala ng surname namen ....

unfortunately, abnormal ang baby ....
pero mas abnormal ang nanay niya.
you know why? kasi may diabetes siya ..
and she wants to keep the baby be delivered sa bahay, sa komadrona dahil akala niya eh makakatipid siya .. which never happened ..

sumobra sa araw yung baby bago nailabas . pinwersa pa ng ganong midwife yung baby ... hiniwaan pa ang nanay niya para mailabas lang siya..

makikita mong baby pa lang, palabas pa lang siya sa mundo, puro hirap na ang naranasan niya ..

bakit kasi may mga tao na nagpapasarap lang at hindi alam kung anong magiging future ... at eto, ang nangyari, kame ang nahirapan ... kame ang hinihingian ng tulong..

everyday they spend P10,000.00 ... nasa incubator siya at kung makikita mo, hirap siyang huminga ..

and according to his doctor, madaming complications sa katawan niya .. and his left arm---- wala ng pag asa ...

sinayang nila yung bata ...
maputi, matangos ang ilong, BARCELO talaga ang itsura ..
pero walang kwenta eh ...
galit ako!! galit na galit talaga sa mga magulang niya lalong lalo na sa tita namen .. na hindi naman tlaga kamag anak, asawa siya ng kapatid ng tatay ko ..
kung makikita ko siya, talagang masasampiga ko talaga siya!!!

look at my cousin now!!!!! naghihirap! batang bata pa lang!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MAY 9 ---- happy 23rd BIRTHDAY by dearest bestfriend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This will be a surprised gift for you .. hehe ...

Grabe .. ang tanda mo na .. wahaha!!! susunod na ko .. pero malayo pa .. hehe ..

Parang kelan lang .. yung lumipat kame sa Village natin .... then we were 5 years old back then, I celebrated my 6th birthday with you ...

Hindi ko makakalimutan yung napag daanan natin .. after 17years of friendship, nandito pa rin tayo sa isat isa ...I would always be proud of what we are right now ..

Hindi man tayo naging perfect sa relation natin before as friends, of course, given na yun dahil bata pa eh .. intindi na yung ibat ibang tao ang nakakasalamuha, ibat ibang ugali ang ma aadopt ..

But what really makes me happy is that, even if we dont text that much, we dont have the kalokohan texts at laugh trip, I know that deep inside, you still think of me ... and I do the same ..

Eto na siguro ang sobrang napaka tagal ng friendship na alam ko sa buhay ko .. hehe..

kahit may mga friends ako sa school, sa work, wala pa rin naman tatalo sa yo ...

siyempre, oroginal BRATINELLA and MALDITA tayo eh .. :)

mga moments na magkasama tayo na hindi ko talaga kakalimutan!!!

1. lalaro tayo sa buhangin, at gagawa tayo ng sarili natin na village...

2. magsswimming tayo sa lababo niyo sa likod bahay nung mga bata pa tayo

3. mag bibike tayo twing hapon ... para pacute ka sa crush mo , si ERIC!! wahaha!!!!

4. tagpuan niyo ni Maxe ang kanto ng village .. at nag aabutan kayo ng letters sa harap ng bahay namen .. at ako naman ang kinikilig..

5. unang love letter mo sa kin, SWEET VALLEY HIGH pa ang stationery ..

6. pupunta tayo sa PAVILION para lang kumain sa HEN LIN ng siopao at goto at siomai ...

7. laugh trip sa text, sa telepono at lakas trip manlait ...

8. nung CHRISTMAS party, tinext mo pa ko nun na hinihintay niyo kame nila nanay at tatay at naka ready na sa harap ng bahay namen lahat ...

9. kumanta ka ng IM A BIG BIG GIRL IN A BIG BIG WORLD .... haha!!!!!

10. pinasayaw niyo ko n KEVIN ng BABY ITS YOU sa harap ng bahay at nag video pa kayo . at inedit mo pa na may DARNA!!!!

11. nakakalungkot na isipin na hindi na natin nagagawa to ---- ANG MAG SPEND NG TIME TOGETHER JUST TO WATCH HORROR PROGRAMS KAHIT BADUY EVERY MAHAL NA ARAW ... and also spending time on CHRISTMAS ..

12. yung batang paslit pa tayo, nagdugo ilong ko at si Ate Marlene ang kumarga sa kin sa clinic habang inaayos ilong ko.

13. yung nadulas at nagka tahi ako sa chin sa sobrang sarap ng paglalaro natin ...

14. hindi mo ko nakakalimutan sa birthday mo ...

15. and you are still there ... no matter what .... that you still love me .. as your forever bestfriend ...

NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS ... ikaw pa rin sis ko ... si maggie na maganda .. TULAD KO!!! hehehe...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN!!!!!!

~OUT~

NEW FOUND FRIENDS SA NEW TEAM .

Eto na ang makukulit na pictures namen .. I really love crazy and stolen pictures .. kasi dun talaga lumalabas yung pagka kulit at magandang itsura .. haha!!!

HALATANG GUTOM OH!!!!

AT SI FRIEND, MANG INGGIT DAW BA NG FRIES ..

WALA LANG .. TRIP LANG NIYANG GUMANYAN..




BIG AAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!





BUSOG NA YAN SI ANDY ...



AYAN, HUMIHIRIT PA PALA NG NGUYA ..

BELAT??!!!! WAHAHA!!!

FIRST PICTURE NAMEN NI PRECIOUS SA TRANING ROOM 2 FIRST FLOOR




SI LESTER, HE'S NOT A GUY.. GIRL HEART SIYA.. TAKAW!

BIGLAAN NA PICTURE



KULIT NOH .. GANDA NG HAIR KO DYAN .. HEHE..

Anyways, makukulit talaga mga tao sa team ... kakatuwa .. yung sa MCDO, it happened lang kanina ... napilitan akong maghintay kay Andy at Presh ..

wala lang .. hehe ...
wala ko makakasabay eh .. ayun, tska gusto nila ko kasama .. hehe .

love them :)

si Lester, nagddrama, may beke dawe siya ..

hmmmmmm....

~out~

POOR DOGGIE

Galing ako sa work from Alabang, medyo pagod .. medyo wala sa wisyo ... lumilipad sa kawalan ang isip ... nang makarating na ko sa Sta. Rosa ...

Napalingon ako sa kabilang kalsada, may nakita akong aso, nakahilata ... payat ... mukhang may sakit... tapos may tali siya at yung panghuli sa mga nag dodog pound, yun ang nasa leeg niya .... may nakahawak na mama ...

hinang hina yung aso ....

hindi ko alam kung pano ko magrereact .. kasi sa tabi pa ng kalsada ..

alam niyo naman ako, mahilig ako sa hayop, lalo na sa dogs ..

parang .. gusto kong sumigaw that time, gusto awayin yung tayong nakahawak ng panghuli sa mga aso na nakakabit sa nag hihingalong aso sa kalsada ...

naisip ko pa kung ano ang kahihinatnan ng asong yun ..

kung baon sa lupa ...

o lubog sa kumukulong tubig ... para maging ASUZENA ....

naalala ko ang aso ko ...

BHEBI KO ang tawag ko sa kanya ....

i love him so much!! na parang anak ko na ...

since i was in college, nasamin na sya ..

puppy pa lang, ako na ang nag aalaga ..

ako na ang mommy niya ..

his true name is DAOMING -- coz DAOMING SUGAT ...

panahon pa un kasi ng METEOR GARDEN ... dami pa niyang sugat nung binigay sa min .. sugatin talaga siya ..

pero ngayon, peklat na lang ..

nakakatuwa lang kasi ang dami daming nakaka appreciate sa kagwapuhan ng aso ko ... heheh ... siyempre, alaga yun!

lagi ako nung sinasalubong kapag kakagaling ko dati sa school .. ngayon naman, nakikipag unahan siya sa pamangkin ko sa pagsalubong sa kin .. and to tell u honestly, parang mas gusto ko pa rin siyang lambingin .. kesa sa mga bata ...

ewan ko .. i remembered the time I told my parents

"I'D RATHER KEEP A DOG, THAN TO HAVE A BABY " ....

ewan ko ... siguro dahil sa hirap ng buhay ..

pero that time kasi asar ako sa mga bata ..

kasi nakakasakit sa ulo .. hindi madisiplina agad .. unlike my BHEBI, sumusunod agad .. ang lambing lambing pa .

ewan ko ba ...

hay ...

Swerte ng mga nagiging aso namen ...

there was even a time na mamamatay na aso, her name was PACEY, dahil natumba siya sa harapan ko, sa gitna ng kalsada, sobrang napasigaw ako at tinakbo ko siya sa bayan pa!!! ang hawak ko lang na pera eh 300 ata ... ang bill, umabot sa 1k!!!!! ayun, hinulug hulugan ko pa!!!! sobrang natakot ako nun .. ayun, luckily, nabuhay naman siya ..

second time, nanganak naman si JEPSEY -- from my tita ... yung bunso, nadaganan ng mga kapatid niya ... eh ang liit niya sobra .. ayun!! medyo nanghina ..

tapos nakakarecover na ..pero nauubusan lagi ng pwesto sa pagdede sa nanay niya..

kaya ginagawa namen, pagpapadede, siya muna uunahin, tapos yung 4 pa na mga puppies .. hay! hanggang hindi na nakayanan ng katawan niya, sinugod ko na siya sa beterenaryo ...

ayun! niresetahan ako ng vitamins ..

ayun, nag work siya .. nakarecover ulit ...

until sa time na bumigay talaga yung katawan niya ...

napaiyak ako nun .. kasi I tried to save the life of that pup .. pero it didnt work .. hindi man lang niya na experience maging part ng BARCELO FAMILY ... :(

I also had a dog, named BRITNEY --- may half breed siya eh .. sa sobrang katakawan, lahat kinakain!!!! ayun, na empacho! lumobo ang tyan!!! hirap dumumi ..

ayun! dinala ko na naman sa beterenaryo for free checkup ...

tinurukan siya ...

naawa nga ko sa kanya eh .. kung hawakan yung tyan niya nung tumingin, ang diin diin.. tapos yung puupy ko, nakatingin lang sa kanila tska sa kin .. huhuhu ...

hay ... tapos kung dalhin ko sila dati sa doktor, naka balot pa . parang baby .. nagtataka yung mga tao, sisilip pa sa hawak ko, makikita nila, aso pala . wahaha!!!

hay ... i missed those times na sobrang natataranta ko sa mga alaga kong pets ..

and it so happened na etong si Abbie, namatayan ng pinaka mamahal niyang si JAYSON, her cat .... na bata pa lang siya eh pet na niya ...

I would feel the same way kung mawala sa kin si BHEBI ..

I used to yell at my parents pag napapabayaan nila alaga ko .. lalo na yung pinaka matagal sa min, si Beethoven ... sabi ko sa kanila, wag nila ilibing o ipamigay kapag hindi pa ko nakakauwe ...

pag dating ko sa bahay, di ko agad siya naisip hanapin, kasi nakasiksik lang yun ...

pero narealized ko na wala siya sa bahay, sumigaw na ko ..

ayun, nag explain parents ko sa kin ..

napaiyak talaga ko.. kasi mahal na mahal ko yun eh ..

SI BEETHOVEN ata yung aso na nung bata pa ko eh kinakausap ko kapag may kaaway ako, kapag malungkot ako .. at kapag pinagalitan ako ng parents ko ..

hay .. I missed that doggie ...

SO MUCH TO LEARN .....

today, I got the chance to talk to one of the HR people .. she listened to 2 of my calls ... what the heck!!!! kung ano pa yung mahirap na concern, eto pa yung tumama sa paglisten niya sa kin .. hay! ayun, at least I learned now how to activate one subscription as a family sharing minutes ..

You know what guys, I dont know why I would still rather to stay with this account .. kahit minsan pumapalpak na talaga pamamalakad ng company ..

laging late ang pag bigay commission, minsan pa eh kulang kulang ang sweldo .. dont get me wrong, im not making blabs towards the company, this is my blog so I can write whatever I want to ...

in fact, gusto ko pa rin magwork dito ... un ang sabi ko sa HR ...
siguro i ayos nila palakad nila in terms of payroll, walang aalis na employee nila ...

lets talk about the CAMPAIGN itself ...

SPRINT ....



If you will ask a lot of americans, if they know SPRINT ..... OF COURSE!!!! sino ba ang di nakakakilala sa SPRINT ...

eto lang naman ang isa sa pinaka mahitap na account sa lahat ng network provider ...

at eto pa ang isa sa leading cellphone network provider!! promise ...
mayayaman, may mahihirap din na subscribers ...
pero may mga policies na hindi dapat labagin ng customers .. kasi masususpend ang account nila ..
speaking of suspension ... madami sa account na to ang suspended ang account ..
YOU WILL SEE THEIR PAYMENT HISTORY --- OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ang dami nilang broken payment promises ...
ni hindi sila marunong magbayad on time ..
they will tell you that they didnt get any paper bills ...
pero madami kameng ways or options to see the said bill ....
they can check it online naman ..
then they will say they dont have a computer ..
kaya nga may computer or internet cafe eh ..
diba ...
hay!! mga gumagawa lang sila ng way and reasons para di sila makapag bayad ..
at maghahanap ng credit ... for the "inconvenience" ....
WHAT THE!!!

kame pa ba ang may gawa kung hindi sila marunong magbayad??? hay nako!!! kaya nga they have the option to change their plans eh ..
para malaman nila kung hanggang magkano lang ang budget nila for the phone bill .
sisisihin pa kame dahil sabi nila nag payment arrangement na sila eh yung last arrangement nila eh broken promise naman ... hay nako ..

kanina may kasabay ako ...taga DIRECT TV naman siya...
isa rin sa account ng convergys ..
TOP CABLE PROVIDER naman ...
hay nako ...
nasabi ko sa kanya, kahit anong gawin natin, bakit ganun, alila pa rin tayo ng mga KANO!?!?!
customer service is pag aassist sa mga taong kailangan ng tulong ....

KATULONG!?!?!
hay! kung magaling ba naman ang PRESIDENTE NATIN!!! EH DI SANA MALAGO NA ANG WORK NATIN DITO!!!! pero madami pa ring unemployed .. and hindi pa qualified ang mga graduates!!! nakakahiya!! tapos na mention ko pa pala sa friend ko na sabi ng MALACANANG na mag add daw ng kaalaman .. mag aral pa raw ng dagdag course .. PARA SAAN , SIYEMPRE, PARA KUMITA PA RIN ANG EDUCATION .... oo nandun na ko sa pag lago ng kaalaman, pero ... DIBA DAPAT KASAMA NA YUNG DAGDAG KAALAMAN SA COLLEGE!?!?!?! ibig sabihin ....

HINDI PA TALAGA GANUN KA COMPETENT ANG EDUKASYON SA BANSA NATIN!!!!!!!!

NAKAKAHIYA!!!!!!

GANTO KO MAG EMOTE

frustrated photographer ako .....kaya kung ano na lang na maisip kong pose, yun na lang! hahah!!!

gagawin ko eh magpipicture lang ng madaming madame, at pipiliin ko lang ung tama sa panlasa ko .. wahaha ... parang pagkain lang ah ..

mas okay sana kung may photoshop ako noh .. para ma edit ko ung nasa mukha ko na un ... ung butas .. huhuhu!!!! kasi nagka chickenpox ako ..... huuhuhu ....

tingnan mo oh, siguro kung may photoshop, na edit ko eyebags ko.. wahaha!!!!! pero ngayon, meron na kong VITAMIN E from bodyshop ... just bought it the other day ...

la lang ... nakakasawa kasi na tumingin lang sa camera parati .. haha ....

un oh, what is eyebags!!! @_@

WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i never thought i'd post this mess ... hahaha!!!!! wala naman mahalay diba? wala naman kasing makita.. haha!!! pero, its cute diba? i love my MOLE!!!! :)

Look what I am right now .....

hay.. la lang .. i just remembered the old days ..

daming nangyari sa buhay ko ..
sobrang hindi ko talaga kakayanin kung iisipin ko ulit kung mangyayari pa yun sa buhay ko ..
Ive been through a lot of things in my life .. and thank you LORD that I survived ..
Started when I was a kid, lagi akong na lleft out, lagi akong na bubully ...
Pero alam niyo, things really turned out to be right..
It might be a curse to those people who made me feel shit, dahil most of them suffer right now..
Some of them eh walang work, some of them eh nabuntis ng maaga .... some of them eh walang kuwenta na ang buhay..
wala lang..
at least ako, eto, I am still here, maayos ang buhay ..
wala ng problema ..
I finished my college na sobrang tiniis ko rin kung ano ano ang nangyari sa loob ng 4 and a half years of studying in La Salle ..
im not saying that Lasallians are bad people ..
pero siyempre, iba iba ang tao..
swerte ko na nga at naka survive pa ko ... kasi nandun si Mark .. :)
buti na lang eh nakilala ko un! nako! kung hinde, ewan ko na lang ..



~out~

at last!!!!!!!!!!!!!! here are my pictures in ANILAO....

hay at last naman... eto lang ang maiipost ko ..

kulang pa to .. la lang , kakatamad mag post eh ..hehe ..

NEW TEAM .....


MAY 4th -- I'll be with a new team ...

TEAM BETH

comments about the new team???
umm ... quite okay as of right now ..
they are so friendly .... and TL Beth is so nice pala ...
to be honest with you, before, I thought sobrang mataray, suplada, and not so accomodating .. pero when she coached me around 4am in the morning, she discussed with me the goals of the team, how she handles the team and everything ...
then I realized, she's not that bad naman pala ...
I was scared being with her team and being handled by her coz I was traumatized sa nangyari sa friend ko na hinandle niya ..
si Jayson..
eh pasaway naman talaga siguro siya kaya ayun, na kicked out .. at nachugi ...
ayun ...
We also had a team meeting kanina ..
sobrang kulit at maingay ...
puro asaran and all that ...
at si TL Beth, napaka ingay din!!
so nice of her seeing na parang isa siya sa mga agents lang kung umasta ..

YEAH... FIRST IMPRESSION ------- NEVER LAST ..... HAHA!!!!!!!!! yun ang nakita ko ....

I just wished na pag tungtong ng MAY 4--- all of my metrics would be high ....
I wish all of them would be good ... para hindi ako kahiya hiya ....
may kawave mate kasi ako dun .. in terms of selling, well, ayus naman ako ..

kaso ngayon, lalo nila pinataas ang goal .. KUNG DATI-- AS OF MARCH--- ANG GOAL EH $3.50 .... AS OF APRIL-- THEY MADE IT $4.20 .... THEN THIS MAY....

GOOD LUCK!!!

$4.50 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOODBYE COMMISSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HUHUHUHUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....
Sana naman eh makapag accomplished pa ulit ako ng magandang sales stats ....
buti nalang ang mga evals ko from QA, 2 failed and 4 passed naman ....

cool ....

sa ngayon, Im enjoying my shift at 12am, kasi ang bilis ng time ...
sana lang nakakapag pahinga pa ko ng ayus ...
kasi ang hirap makakuha ng tulog ..
nanonood pa kasi ako ng dvds.. hahaha!!
sa ngayon, 4 hours lang ang naitulog ko ...
hay!! pero ayus na yun!! 12am, hagip ng mejo malaking sweldo dahil sa NIGHT DIFF .. haha!!!

~out~

HI BITCHES!!!!!!!!

im back!!!


shoot!!!!

i cant save my pictures in Anilao here sa office .. badtrip .. hay!

well, next time na lang ..

anyways, im here ngayon sa office ..

im just having a rest ..

coz at 12mn, ill start working again!

yep! my new shift is at 12mn, till 9 in the morning ..

hmm .....

LOVE ....
how do you heal a broken heart?
wala lang..
drama ba ..
wala ko magawa eh ..
nakakatamad naman na mag kwento .. kasi magppc pa ko mmya para ipost yung pictures ng OUTRIGGER RESORT in Batangas .. on april 20- 21 .. coolness!! nag kayak kame at nag pedal boat ..
OOOPPPPS .... hehe .. i said nakakatamad eh . but id probabaly post pictures na later ... :)
anyways, getting back ...
how do you heal a broken heart ..
wala lang ..
its not actually my broken heart .. its not broken naman eh .. hehe.. im happy with my love life ...
and im more loving it now... hehe .. I LOVE YOU MARK!! :)

hay ... broken heart ... so painful ....
pano ka magpapa heal ng nasaktan ka na ... i mean, para sa problem ko .. pano pa babalik yung trust sa taong yun ... kung at first eh hindi pala niya sigurado sino ang pipiliin niya ... kame ba na pamilya nya o ibang tao .. even if may utang na loob sya sa ibang tao, he should still choose family right?
well, ako naman, eto, hindi naman na ko masyadong galit galitan sa bf ko .. hay .. namimiss ko na siya sobra ..
monthsary na namen next week :)
hay ...
o sige, till here .. later na ..
~out~

WHY IS IT SO HARD TO DEAL WITH PARENTS?????

I dont know why my parents dont want Mark to be with me .. Weve been together for 4yrs now .. still, they dont like him ...

They talked to me bout us ...

not a word came out of my mouth .. >br>

no tears fell

my mind was focusing on how i can fight for our relationship ..

THIS IS A VERY BIG DEAL FOR ME !

Why would they stop me from loving a person and to be loved by a person whom I kept so long in my heart ..

I understand perfectly why they dont want me to have a relationship pa, its not because of MARK .. NOT JUST MARK .. maybe they really dont want me to be committed yet ..

But FOR THE SAKE OF LOVE!!!

PLEASE LET ME BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hated them for not giving me the happiness ...

yung ba jan, approved na lahat ang mga member sa family, kaso yung lovers na ang ayaw sa isa't isa ...

why is it so unfair ...

LIFE IS UNFAIR ...

so as LOVE ...

why dont they just let me risk my heart, eh hindi naman sila ang masasaktan diba?

I understand that they just want the best for me.. but this is something different .

they shouldnt stop me for being happy .. right??

sabihin nila na lagi nalang kame nag aaway ng bf ko ...

and its like, buong buhay ko, nakatuon na sa bf ko ...

its part of the relationship .. of course, you need to be serious noh .. this isnt a game na kapag ayaw na ng iba, susunod ka ..

Im too old for them to control my feelings ..

its just so unfair ..

~out~

FINALLY


sorry if i cant edit the size of the pic.. no time.. haha!! well, i just wanna tell you all that my MARKITO will be graduating this MARCH 25, tomorrow ... :) astig!! i am so proud of you mahal ko!!!! mwah!!


i wish you all the success in life ..

naks drama..


sana maging okay na ang lahat sa buhay natin .. sana makahanap ka agad ng work ..


lahat na ng magagandang wish sana makuha mo.. i know you deserve all the best things in life ..

you are stepping the second half of your life so sana po eh maging more responsible kana ..


at tandaan,ndi na P6.00 ang pamasahe .. P7.50 na!! :) haha!!!


wahaha.. mahal na mahal kita! whatever happens hindi kita iiwan ..

YEHEY!! This is our last day!! woohoo!!!! but tomorrow, maybe ill render 4 hours of OT .. haha .. i need money ..

hey LALA! thanks for the advice.. yeah, that made me think .. but hey, i wish they can feel what i am feeling right now ..

But i appreciate your thoughts .. also please see my friendster :) just search EMO MALDITA .. haha!! thats me .. have 3 accounts there .. :)

Good news about my family, well, we already eat together dinner last night .. we ate pancit :) yummy!!!

made by my nanay ..

well, even if were already okay, i still think of living my life independently ..

to make me learn to stand on my own .. (NAKS)

i wish i can be like other people ... successful ..

i will be..

dont worry LENNY ..:)

:)

:)

^_^ ^_^ ^_^

hey time to log out now!

im in the office btw .. haha! :)~out~

HOLDING MY TEARS BACK

i dont know where should i start with my story .. I havent posted anything yet for the last couple of weeks ..

I dont know why should i have this kind of cruel life ..

i know parents knows best .

but hey, i also have my own life.. my own decision.

why cant they just let me step out my shell and have my own life!?!

they think im so stubborn.. they think im so hard headed ..

well, guess what, ill be getting married soon..

so they dont need to worry about me, sleeping in my bf's house ..

they always stop us with all of our decisions .. im talking about my sister and i .. and probably thats why my sister decided to runaway from home way back 15years ago to enjoy her life... independently ..

but me .. i stayed with them for 23 years .. i know that they have given me the most ..

im not saying that they have forgotten me ..

but my point is, im 23 years old now, and let me decide on my own ..

dont treat me like im a kid!

coz im not!

and im not betraying them!

excuse me!

i just want them to feel that im not a 5 year old kid who would cuddle them everytime i see them ..

its not me anymore ..

and i hope that they will not think that im being MAYABANG or NAGMAMALAKI if ever i will live independent ...

coz i cant live with them forever ..

its not because i dont want to..

because i hate it whenever someone tells me what to do..

i hate it whenever someone controls me

i hate it when they think that i dont respect them anymore even if i always do .. that's so SHT ...


i guess i need to think now .. of what to do with my own life ..

DAILY BREAD



our prayer everyday: "THANK YOU FOR CALLING SPRINT, THIS IS LENNY, AND TO BETTER ASSIST YOU MAY I PLEASE HAVE YOUR MOBILE NUMBER BEGINNING WITH THE AREA CODE?"



GEES!!!!!!!! everyday, forever in my life , we need to have this spiel .. every call, you need to ask them the same questions , the same resolution the their stupid quiries ...


I am so sick and tired of this ..

but since this is my job, and im earning money from it, i cannot just sacrifice this because my family also needs me.. and my money ...


and also im planning to settle down na .. im so tired na eh.. ewan ko kung itutuloy ko na ba to , coz im still thinking what will happen to us ni Mark if we will get married .. its not that im resisting .. pero siyempre, im thinking of our future, my soon to be son/daughter .. hirap ng buhay eh .. mapa mabuhay o mamatay, nakakapiga ng bulsa ... DIBA???



buti ngayon, idle na .. ang kapal ng face ko mag bukas dito ng website katabi ang station ng isang TL .. wahaha!!


eh sa wala akong magawa dito eh .. at saka naiinis ako sa sarili ko .. ang dami kong iniisip ..its so unfair kasi bakit parang bakit ako lang ang ganito sa mundo .. lam mo yun .. why other people enjoys their everyday life ...

maybe because they can hide their problems inside ..

which hindi ko ugali ..


parang Ate ko .. yung kapatid ko .. parang wala siyang problema .. kahit wala na siyang pera, kahit ang payat payat na nya, as long as nakaka kain siya buong araw, masaya na siya at may trabaho pa rin siya ..


just the same as my bf, Mark .. ang daming problema sa family niya pero ayun, laging nakangiti .. parang walang dumadaang unos sa buhay .. well, thats the thing that I really loved about him.. he knows how to stay cool ...

haay .. miss ko na si Mark ..


our prayer after ending the shift:" THANK YOU FOR CALLING SPRINT, AND WE DO APPRECIATE YOUR BUSINESS WITH US .. YOU DO HAVE A WONDERFUL AND BLESSED DAY".

FAMILY LOCATOR .........

Hey guys! Im here in Dasma ... im with my Nieko :) hehehe ... FINALLY! ngayon lang ulit kame nagkita for so long!!!! hay! kakamiss na siya ....



You might be wondering why my post titled FAMILY LOCATOR .....
well, I was in a long call na naman kanina .. its not that i dont know how to resolve the issue of the customer ... Its just that I cannot access the tool to be used to help him ...

kasi ganito yun .. Wesley Davis-- name of my last customer called in to locate his wife's phone ... it was stolen by a man while they were in the bar. ... so he called in para manghingi ng tulong .. I even tried calling his wife's phone number .. no one's answering .. nakaka depress kasi wala pala yugn family locator namen, di gumagana ... nagawa ko na lahat .. na register ko na yung customer sa web .. and everything ... kaso pagkatawag ko sa escalation, ayun, sinabi nga na wala yun tool namen .. hay! kakainis .. at sa haba haba ng discussion namen ng customer, nag hugn up siya! GRRRR!!!!!!!!!
sana lang pina suspend na lang niya yun phone .. sabi niya kelangan niya daw makuha yung phone .. siguro may mga pics dun na kung ano at iniingatan.. at katangahan naman na nawala ... at sana hindi niya inaksaya ang time at AHT ko! huhuh ... nag cal back ako .. and lef a VM message na lang .. hay! badtrip .. eh may insurance naman yung phone sana lang eh pina replace nalang nila... hay nako! kainis .. tapos pag may ibang usages, sasabihin naman niya eh nawala ang phone at hindi nya babayaran yung mga usages na yun! aba e umayos siya! grr!!!


~out~

"happy valentine's day people!!!"

Hi guys!! this is my second post for this day .. Its idle, that's why im writing my chikas here on the notepad first then transfer it to my blog....

Anyways, I just wanna greet everybody a VERY VERY HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!!

I know not all of us will not celebrate our valentine's day tomorrow...

LOVELESS???

No need to worry about it guys ..

It doesnt mean that no one loves you or you are not special if you dont have a gf or bf ...

Its just that ..

Its not your time yet to have the special guy/girl in your life.. coz he/she still searches for you.. NAKS!

Well as for me, I am so great that I will be seeing MARK on the 15th ... weird huh.. We'll celebrate our HEART's DAY on Saturday.. Coz its the end of my shift .. SUNDAY-MONDAY off ...

I asked him to fetch me at work then we'll both go home in Sta.Rosa ...

No plans yet if we will watch a movie .. or maybe I will buy a DVD player so we can buy CDs (the new ones!) haha! pirated???

NO COMMENT...

hmm.. I'll be posting later in the computer shop some of our pictures when i get home..

Hey guys.. any suggestions of what I will give Nieko as a valentine present? :)



hmm... well, the last gift he had from me was a purple pillow (from heartstrings, and he was so happy when he got it!) andalso a picture frame with my picture on it!

haha!

And I cannot think of anything sweet now. :(

its like i have given him all na ... huhuhuh!!!! :(

Maybe I'll just figure it out later.. haha! I'll go to SM later .. hihihi!





"my bestfriend is planning to get married"

LORENA -- my bestfriend in my elementary to highschool life (CSRL) .... has a 31 year old boyfriend .. they've been together for almost 2 months .. Of course every relationship has its own ups and downs, right?

But settling down when you only knew the guy for a short span of time? NAH-UH!!

Well, probably it depends on the situation .. but if both of you have a difficult time understanding each other's needs ... well, think of it first before saying "YES I WILL MARRY" you to the guy, am i right?

Like my other bestfriend (Maggie) .. Maggie and Randy is on their 6th or 7th year .. yeah they have plans of settling down .. but not now .. not this year .. not next year .. they plan it like what Nieko and I do .. :)

YUN YUN EH! haha!

But you know what guys .. not all long relationship lasts ... IM NOT TALKING ABOUT MINE HA!

Coz I have another bestfriend .. (its better not to say the name for security purposes) ... they had their relationhip for 3years and 11months ....

On the last 1 month remaining for them to have their 4 years together, they broke up ..

WHY??

Well, let's just say that things happened... and it SUCKS!



"happy valentine's day people!!!"

Hi guys!! this is my second post for this day .. Its idle, that's why im writing my chikas here on the notepad first then transfer it to my blog....

Anyways, I just wanna greet everybody a VERY VERY HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!!

I know not all of us will not celebrate our valentine's day tomorrow...

LOVELESS???

No need to worry about it guys ..

It doesnt mean that no one loves you or you are not special if you dont have a gf or bf ...

Its just that ..

Its not your time yet to have the special guy/girl in your life.. coz he/she still searches for you.. NAKS!

Well as for me, I am so great that I will be seeing MARK on the 15th ... weird huh.. We'll celebrate our HEART's DAY on Saturday.. Coz its the end of my shift .. SUNDAY-MONDAY off ...

I asked him to fetch me at work then we'll both go home in Sta.Rosa ...

No plans yet if we will watch a movie .. or maybe I will buy a DVD player so we can buy CDs (the new ones!) haha! pirated???

NO COMMENT...

hmm.. I'll be posting later in the computer shop some of our pictures when i get home..

Hey guys.. any suggestions of what I will give Nieko as a valentine present? :)



hmm... well, the last gift he had from me was a purple pillow (from heartstrings, and he was so happy when he got it!) andalso a picture frame with my picture on it!

haha!

And I cannot think of anything sweet now. :(

its like i have given him all na ... huhuhuh!!!! :(

Maybe I'll just figure it out later.. haha! I'll go to SM later .. hihihi!





"my bestfriend is planning to get married"

LORENA -- my bestfriend in my elementary to highschool life (CSRL) .... has a 31 year old boyfriend .. they've been together for almost 2 months .. Of course every relationship has its own ups and downs, right?

"F**K U MARIA !!!"

This is what I had from a customer in our account while im actually trying to explain what should be done for us to help him restoring the services.. Upon opening the call, he was laughing and very cheerful .. but then it turned out to be so annoying hearing him YELLING AT ME coz i wont be able to help him to restore the service ...
WAS IT ACTUALLY MY FAULT IF HE EXCEEDED HIS ACCOUNT SPENDING LIMIT?!?!?!
WAS I WHO MADE HIM REACHED AND USED MORE OF THE MINUTES?!?!?!
This job sucks when you have customers who's so dumb asking you a favor and when it was answered straight they will get mad coz they are not satisfied with the answer you gave them????

WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You know what, I would really love to stay in this company .... REALLY!!!! But if you have this kind of job(oh yeah you have to be that so called "manhid") and giving you the stress every single call you get, OH GAWD!!! i rather make my own business and shout at my own employees rather than i being shouted by someone whom I even dont know!
Yeah, they are the reason why Im having my salary .. But what the heck!!!

This customer im talking about is a spanish old man ...

He only have 1000minutes on the plan and reached over to 1764 minutes... see !! I CAN EVEN REMEMBER SOMETHING ABOUT THIS STUPID OLD GUY!!!I swear if ever i will encounter again this old man, im gonna fuck his account out of this account and would make nasty things on it!!!

I have told him nicely that since he had reached the maximum spending limit on his account, he would be needed to pay partial .. and he said he can only pay that onthe 14th of FEB .. okay, that's fine .. as long as he paid the bill, considered as past due balance plus other accumulated charges (TOP TIER CHARGES) because he had reached his minutes in the plan, that's the time that he can restore the services ...

Well, of course I am concerning on how I,myself can help him to have his services back, right? Because that is my job .. But ofcourse, its not that because they are the customers and they will qoute it always:"CUSTOMERS ARE ALWAYS RIGHT"

Then, why are we still here?!?!

As a customer service representative, we are here to support the customers need and give better information to help them understand the situation ...

But if customers insist to do something that is beyond the capabilities of your job, then::::"DO MY JOB, THEN I WILL BE YOUR CUSTOMER, LETS SEE WHAT YOU CAN DO FOR ME!!!"

freak!

Geesssss!!!!!!!!

If ever someone there could feel what I am feelign right now, you are always free to leave your comments on my CBOX ...

PUTANGINA.. DUMEDERECHO INGLES KO PAG GALIT!!!!

And here are the pictures of our never ending love story ..