ganyan ang buhay.... kanina nagkaron kami ng symposium about journalist/ broadcaster .. at may mga speaker pa kami na nasa propesyon... well, i love hearing stuff about media and everything.. medyo naging makulit nga lang ako sa huli sa open forum.. heheheh.. kasi nga medyo nagustuhan ko yung mga speech nila..
anywayz.. buhay.. daming trials... dami kong nakikilalang ibat ibang tao na may ibat ibang problema... naisip ko, HABANG SINASABI NIYO ANG PROBLEMA NIYO SA KIN, feeling ko nadadala ko rin yung mga pains niyo.. heheheh... but thats okay..
sobrang dami ng iniisip ko that i even cant concentrate with my studies! i cant read, study well! this is shit! mga subjects na complicated, lalo pang ginagawang komplikado ng mga professors! mga minors na nakaka bore, lalo pa nilang ginagawang walang kwenta! saan pa kami sisipagin niyan?!
sobrang nakakatamad na... dami ko pang kailangang gawin..
gusto kong maiayos ang buhay ko....
im starting to fade...
my boyfriend is becoming aloof on me.. hes not sweet anymore.. parang bumabalik na naman yung dati na dapat kong sabihin yung dapat niyang gawin... he doesnt hug me unless i say so. how i miss those nights when mark and i spent the whole time in front of mama maria waiting for the time to strike at 12am.. heheheh.. monthsary kasi namin yun.. we were always running around playing TAG... we were like children hungry for games and attention.. i just dont know why this happens right now.. i wanna make him fall in love with me THAT MUCH again..
but how?
i cannot measure that feelings in his heart right now..
i dont know if he's just waiting for the time for me to leave him.. but sorry for him, i wont leave! ^_^ coz i love that guy so much!
i gave him the whole me! i aint gonna let him leave that fast.....
but im hoping that one time he will realize that i am worth loving for... coz i loved him so much! and i promise every breath i take is only for him.. (sniff, drama)....
with this situation, other feels different... i mean others right now cannot find their love... i pitty those people who has been left behind by their loved ones.. alam niyo, marami pa niyang iba.. alam ko naging martir din kayo gaya ko at gaya ng boyfriend ko.. stay strong.. God loves you.. hold on..
mahal na mahal kita mark anthony arieta tesalona!
~out~
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