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YOU!!!YEAH YOU!!!!!!

Do I have to write this all over again?? like writing the pain I feel for everything that had happened??... I just read almost all the blog entries I had before.. And I was dissapointed that its happening again.. Yeah.. like Lala said, the never ending dramatic entries...

I'm so full of this shit! I tried to be nice, cool and making myself strong.... pero this guy, texted me saying fucking shit and accusing me that i'm fooling him daw... hell you! i never did anything bad to you! you were mad because I sent you a blank page?? what the! I pitty you so much..

you know what, thanks for making me feel that FEELING again... sayang, wala na si PYAR.. haha!!! gusto mong magkasakitan tayo ha! sige, sakitan na to...

sayang! dahil minahal pa rin kita.. kahit magkasama kame ni joey, ikaw pa rin ang iniisip ko! dahil may feelings pa rin ako sayo... alam mo, siguro kung hindi ko hinayaang mahalin pa rin kita, malamang masaya pa rin ako.. hindi na ko nasaktan ulit. sabi nga niya, bakit pa ko bumalik sa past ko.. alam ko ganun din ang mga sinasabi nila sayo na bakit mo pa ko binalikan.. sana pinakinggan na lang natin sila noh.. pero wala eh.. nagpakatanga pa rin tayo.. hinayaan nating magsama na naman tayo knowing na magssuffer na naman tayo...

I hate the feeling of hating you, you know that?????..... but youre forcing me to....

after 3 years, still we ended badly.. I thought I can make friends with you.. I thought were okay.. but yeah, were not...

i dont know what will happen next...

thanks for ruining my day.. you just accused me without seeing the time when you received the text... mas nauna akong magtext sayo! we had a 10minute break non then nagyoyosi ako... nagpapansin lang ako sayo.. kaya I sent you a blankpage... and so what if you texted me a blank page then i replied you the same??.... does it matter?? huh?? wala namang masama dun ah! you know what, gumawa ka lang nang ikagagalit mo eh.. tama bang sabihin mo sa kin na tinatarantado lang kita dahil akala mo gumanti ako ng pagsend ko ng blank page?? eh mas nauna nga ako eh!!!! naintindihan mo ba yon????!!!!!!!!!!!!!ako ang naunang magtext! at wala ka namang dahilan para magalit eh! dahil walang kwentang issue if I texted you a blank page!

nakakurat ka! tangina talaga.. muntik na nga ako mamatay twice yesterday! first was the jeepney we were riding had a flat tire..... buti na lang nasa gilid kame ng road... kung hindi, malamang nabangga na kame.. at siguro nasa hospital na ko ngayon... suffering.... siguro if nangyari yun, hindi mo ko magaganto... hindi mo ko masasaktan.. wala ka sigurong magagawang dahilan para awayin ako ng walang kakwenta kwentang text! second was i was about to get off the jeepney then nasa gilid din kame ng road non dahil bababa nga ako... then this freakin fx, nakabuntot pa rin sa likod ng jeepney....pagkababa ko, as in ilang metro na lang ang natitira....eh mabilis pa naman ang pagpatakbo niya.. oh diba, what a day!!???!!!!!!!! shit happens... muntik na ko mamatay noh?? haha!!! 7 lives left.. (ano ko, pusa?) ^_^

geeezzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!what a nice day....

well.. to end this shit, i just wanna thank Lala, my bestfriend Maggie, Louie and Rey-my officemates, Jen, Kevin-my bestfriend's bf.... and to those people who cares about me...

I miss my old life... in IBM.. Jarvey was right.. what we have in eBay was the easiest job in all call centers........shit! I regret that I resigned there... But hopefully, i can still be with that company.. and I miss my previous wavemates....

~out~