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hello guys!!!!!grabe that week was!!!!!!super aral ako grabe........ mahirap na baka bumagsak...kahiya ako.........
guys, alam niyo, i think abbie is right......la lang....... kasi we just called TROPA because we eat dinner together, then after that wala na..... pero last week, i understand why we weren't able to see the tropa kasi nga were all busy "studying" our lessons..... but seeing the other side of it, im still happy calling all you guys my tropa............. kasi the tropa makes me happy, makes me smile........since were all students, we really can't enjoy it that much kasi were still kidz.................
guys, i just wish on my birthday, my 18th bday, that all of us could spend more time having fun, showing no worries.............. tska sana sa birthday ko, kumpleto tayo......... since im the first girl on the tropa to celebrate debut, sana matupad yung wish ko............ im not into gifts, im not into things that you guys will gonna give me........ i just want you all to be there...right beside me, celebrating my birthday...... kasi guys, last year, my birthday wasn't good, nor bad...... wala lang............ i just invited my friends to come on our house to have a salo-salo and then my nanay tried to prepare different foods para hindi naman kahiya hiya sa dadating na friends ko.... tapos, uuwi ako............ with nobody................. NO ONE came............. kaya sana sa birthday ko even if napakalayo pa nun, sana you'll be there.... that's the only way i can prove to myself that i have the BEST TROPA IN THE WHOLE WORLD.........

abbie, sana hindi ka na sad unlike last week... sana makita kitang naka smile ngayon...........about naman sa sinabi mong malicious thing on their minds, hayaan mo na yun, haka-haka lang nila yun.... they even don't knowthe truth... sinong mahihirapan, hindi ikaw...sila, kasi they think na "kayo" ni alex kahit hindi........ love you...

aldrich, dude, youre not like that the way you think to yourself.....basta anything you need, the tropa is always here.........love you...

alex......oh, ayan na po, nakita niyo na name niyo po sa blog ko......................... tska i wanna thank you, abbie, lance and george eating out with me last, last week..... love you....

basil, yoh dude!!!!! hows your day????? ope you passed all your exams!!!!!i know you can....... just concentrate........... love you....

brian, i still haven't see you................... love you...

ben, thanks for the call last weekend.... lam mo, i already watched the movie SHALLOW HAL, hindi pala siya palabas sa sine...sa cable lang pala.....hehehe...anywayz, i saw Hal as you........ the way he move, the way he express his feelings to the girl he loves..................... alam mo, habang pinapanood ko yun, im really stopping myself to think of you but i can't...........hindi ko alam kung bakit......... siguro, i miss my =mahal= and my =Ga= ....... wala akong gustong palabasin but im only saying what i feel right now.............. at ngayon, na realize ko..... youre a big loss sa tropa...........tska nakita ko last wednesday when you went here, nakita ko sa tropa na masigla sila being with you......... i wish you're still here..... with me........este, with the tropa.....hehehe...sorry sa mga nagawa ko sayo................. i love you ben..............

george, miss na kita..... im sorry if im always biting you....does it hurt????hehe...why am i asking this(stupid) of course masakit!!!!!!! sorry po........... love you...

karl, wala lang......... sana ganun pa rin tayo like we use to be before.... close......super close......love you...

lance, lam mo, hindi naman solution ang pag alis sa dorm mo para iwasan yung mga JERKS na yun.......... umalis na nga si ben, aalis ka pa....... mas magiging sad ang dorm niyo and of course affected din ang tropa pag wala ka na sa dorm................



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i love you guys...........................................