TAKE IT EASY

Reality Bites... yun lang ang masasabi ko.. Yeah, lahat naman tayo yun ang sinasabi..

Bakit?

-Dahil kahit anong pilit mong makuha ang isang bagay, may mga hindi maiiwasang pangyayari na hindi mo talaga makukuha.. Gets nyo?

-Dahil sa tuwing may gusto kayo, hindi mapa sa inyo..

-Dahil lagi na lang tayong nasasaktan dahil sa mga bagay na katangahan lang..

-Dahil hindi natin matanggap ang katotohanan....

Kaya eto, nagpapaka senti na lang lage.. Hay. Medyo tanga lang siguro ako..

Ah! Baka sabihin masyado lang kasi akong nagmamadali.. Hindi kaya! .... Kala niyo lang yun..

Ayoko pa rin naman ng commitment mga peepz... Ang sa kin lang, masyado lang akong nagmahal.. Alam naman ng lahat yun eh. Kaso di ko lang talaga ma control ang sarili ko .. Kaya eto, sakit.. hehehe.. Pero ayus lang.. Basta stay tropa naman kame eh.. Diba?? Yung friendship lang naman ang habol ko eh.... sa ngayon.. at sa darating na mga araw pa..

Nagpapaka busy na lang ako sa OJT ko para walang hassle.. heheh.. Pero wala pa rin naman kasing masyadong ginagawa eh.. Kaya ayun.. Mamaya may shoot daw kame.. Goodluck sa kin.. dito ako matutulog. Di ko pa alam kung sino mga kasama ko.. May dalawang dumating dito pero di ko sila kilala...

Isang Segment Producer ng Its A Guy Thing at yung isa eh sa La Salle din nag aaral.. Hmmm.. Mukhang suplada eh. Pero wa pake.. Maganda ako.. hahaha!!!

Eto na si Mike, nasa MRT na.. tunog ng tunog ang cellphone ko... ayoko na magreply.. nakakawala ng gana mag post pag ganun eh. hehehe.. sensya na friend.. Bilisan mo na! Para yosi bonding na tayo. heheh.. Kasi naman bakla ayaw mo pa mag overnight dito eh. Tsk..

Balik tayo sa aking kwento ng buhay..

Hay.. Lapit na ako maka graduate. Nampucha, di ko alam kung pano na naman ako magttrabaho.. Parang pag naiisip ko yung mga training namen sa previous work ko, ayoko na! Tsk.. nakakatamad.. Plus, very tiring.. heheh..

Do you like my blog, guys!

Hahah!! THANKS GEORGE SA "complement" mo.. hehe.. TEACHER ka dyan. heheh.. ^_^

Till here! I love MIGGY!!!!!Woohooo!!!!

~out~

Its a Guy Thing

I had my first OJT schedule for Ideal Minds Corporations last Monday and its not that tiring.. Actually, we had nothing to do but to sit and watch TV in the office.. hehehe.. Pero we saw Ketchup, Borgie Manotoc and John Joe.. I didnt see Bubbles eh.. Ayun..

I met Rb, Tony was also there, si Lory and Jhay.. They are all Comm students.. good thing eh puro taga la salle dasma kame.. we often see each other sa corridor.. heheh.. ayun..

Anyways, for my second day, eto medyo haggard sa paghithit ng yosi.. heheh.. may nagawa na rin ako for the first time!!!! aaaahhhh!!!! inutusan ako makipag coordinate sa mga schools for schedules sa mga interviews for MTV Homecoming.. ayun...

i miss you

I am missing this guy so much right now... Whenever I see our pictures on my phone, for sure, a tear will fall.. I really miss this guy so much that I wanted to hug him so tight when I'll see him again.. Ugh!!!!!

I know that you are not into commiting for a relationship right now.. Yeah, me too... But for now, I just hope that nothing will change.. Nothing will fade....

I still love you and I will always do..

~out~

wahahahaha....

seeing myself alone

I'm here alone sa ICT shop.. wala lang.. Pyar just went home na. He left me na. heheh.. ayus lang.. Nagkasama naman kame ng mejo matagal kaya ayus lang. Ayun.. mmm..... Naisip ko, 21 na ko.. Single and happy.. Yup, I'm happy.. contented.. pero parang may kulang yung kasiyahan na yun.. Pero naisip ko rin na okay pa rin maging single. Bakit? Kasi like kagabi, I went out with Tonie, no one cares, no one dares to get mad or anything that I'll get worried na may magagalit sa kin dahil I went out with a guy. Si Pyar, tinanong lang kung sino kasama ko pero wala lang yun, he just asked me about it. Nothing more..

Naisip ko kagabi, I'm a bit confused. I don't know why. I am in love with a guy (you know who he is) ... Pero a bit confused .. Ewan ko ba kung bakit pa ko kelangan ma confuse eh alam ko naman kung hanggang san lang kame.. Hay! Pero ayun... sabi naman niya, masaya naman siya nang ganito kame... which ako rin, masaya.. Pero syempre, hindi mo pa rin maiiwasan na magtanim ng onting tampo, diba?? Kasi parang naka hang ang relationship namen. Pero I'm not saying that I want to be his girlfriend or what... Siyempre, hindi mo pa rin maiiwas sa kin na umasa.. which napaka mali nun..

Seeing myself alone..... no one loves me.... no one wants to be with me.. alam mo yung feeling nang ganon?? na parang ma fe feel mo na parang napaka panget ko ba?? para walang magkagusto??... ayun.. ganun ang nafe feel ko talaga minsan eh.. wala lang... ganito na talaga ako.. hehehe....

Right now, I'm alone here nga.. waiting for nobody... wala lang.. enjoy ko lang tong mag isa na nag co computer.. Listening to BURIED A LIE- Senses Fail... I am missing now my Pyar.. hay!

Umm... na miss ko si Joey... hehehe.. wala lang. ummm... sana nga na miss mo nga ako! HMP! Kagigil! hehehe..... miss ko na rin si Nay! waaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love you Nay!!!!!!

mwah! I love you Pyar!!!!

~out~

Time to move on

Dito ko sa office... just filed my immediate resignation.. hehehe... tigas ko nga kasi andito pa ko sa office eh wala naman akong pasok, off ko kasi eh.. hehehe.... umm.,. im just waiting for Tonie- my former soon to be boyfriend dapat way back 4 years ago. hehehe.. ayun.. kaso mamaya pa ata sya. pero hatid naman daw nya ko kaya ayus lang..

Time to move on dahil eto, tapos na ang madalas kong sabihin sa Pyar ko.. na naffrustrate na ko sa trabaho ko.. MOving on .. eheh.. matatapos na rin ang paghihirap ko sa kakaisip ko sa mga metrics ko.. nakakapagod din noh.. eh ayun..

masaya na rin ako dahil OJT na ko....

ITS A GUY THING

Please watch for it guys every Friday at Studio 23 - 9 pm. ^_^

Joey, sa Ideal Minds ako mag OOJT .. ayan na, sinagot ko na tanong mo kung saan ako mag OJT ah.. Hindi pa kasi sure yun eh kaya di ko pa masagot.. eto,surprise! sa IMC nga ako.. kala ko sa Homecoming ako. sayang nga eh.. pero ayus lang! ^_^ si John Joe ang kasama namin.. hay!

Oh sige! Till here! ^_^

~out~

Damn so tired of my life right now.

I have learned my lessons.. Never ever do anything that will make you more suffer.. Dealing with people whom cannot appreciate your efforts for them. Its so unfair that even if you wanted to help them, I just can't. Why do I have to suffer!?! I want to resign now. Its making me feel worst!

DAMN SO IN LOVE...

Krrr...... Hmm..... I just talked to Pyar sa phone when I got home.. Yep, I only had 4 hours sleep but its fine with me. Siyempre, I got time to talk to my Pyar.. He made me feel happy naman kanina.. Ayun.. I was texting this other guy, whom I have loved before.. Well, yes, he's my ex bf.. Ayun, we had an argument about my past.. That has to be erased! Pero he still brought it up just because of my damn question! Hay.. Why do these things have to happen?? Siguro God still have better plans for me.. I went out on a relationship that did not work and I have my Pyar right now whom really makes feel special.. And I am satisfied..

I'm happy he came into my life.. I love him so much.. Not to mention the things we have shared.. He's my man.. well, sort of.. dahil hindi pa kame.. hopefully in the future. We still have to know more about each other. We have a lot of things in common, but still, may mga difference pa rin. But the more I spend my time, my day with him really brings my life brighter wanting to spend my entire life with this guy.. hehehe.. drama..

He's now my reason for living.. One of my streghts.. It just happened na we both had a bad relationship before kaya parang we still have to move on with that. Kaya eto, still waiting for the right time. Pero I'm still not sure about it.. Dahil marami siyang makikilala for sure that is greater than me. Haha, great ba ko?? ^_^

I love you..
I have a lot of reasons why..
The way you dress,
They way you smile,
The way you stare....
Everything about you!

Reality bites...
I have to face the truth..
Nothing else can compare the great love youve had with her, I know that.
But I know, someday, somehow, I can give you the very best that I have.

Thanks for being there for me. I am so in love! With you..
My life will never be like this if you're not here. I would just like to thank you for accepting me for who I am, and who I was.. Love you! mwah!

Salamat din kasi andyan ka to support me.. mwah!

~out~

Blooming!!!!

heheh.. Eto ang sabi ng mga kasama ko sa work.. mmmm... I just told them .. "wala eh.. in love".. Hehehe.. Ewan ko ba.. Iba talaga nagagawa ng Ponds.. heheh.. Nag endorse daw ba..

Umm... Ano ba masasabi ko..

Yun! Medyo nagkaron ng gap again sa bahay.. I was about to cry when that happened. Ewan ko if i should tell it here pero sawang sawa na talaga ako.. Gusto ko na umalis dito.. Dito sa bahay, sa trabaho.. Everywhere na makikita ko ang tatay ko.. I don't really hate him.. Pero he's one of my "fear" na parang everytime na may nagagawa ako, lalo pa niyang pinapalaki.. lalo pa niya ko dino down.. kaya eto, ganto na ko lumaki.. Kaya masanay na kayo na ganto ang ugali ko na masyado kong negative sa sarili ko kung mag isip..Hay! Sabi ko nga, si Pyar lang ang nakakapag palakas ngayon sa kin.. Hay!

Yeah.. I am in love! heheh... Is this love, is this love, is this love, is this love that I'm feeling!!! hehehe...... Eto yung kanta ko sa kanya nung Summer Class pa.. hehehe.. I heard this song sa shop when I was thinking of him.. Eto yung song na na-i play dun.. mmmmmm.. I was with Gela then... Hay! Miss ko na rin yung bruha na yun!

Speaking of friendship.. Hay, miss ko na rin ang besftriend ko! Maggie!!!! waaaa!!!!!! hindi na natin na icontinue yung November Routine natin na manood nang Scary shows!!! I hate it!!! mmmm..... Pero ayus lang.. Bawi na lang tayo some other time.. hehehe..

You can say that I am addicted to love with Pyar right now....

I am so happy being with this guy. Although just spent the whole friendship for like 6 months.. But knowing that I have him.. I have a friend like him beside me will never gonna make me ask for more !

I love you Pyar! mwah!

I was with Joey here.. Having our first picture for the day! heheh.. He picked me up at work.. And to tell you the truth, it's so kilig on my side! My gawd! hehehe...

Things bothered us alot...

Yeah, I like him...

I love him...

Not knowing what is the status of our relationship for now.

Well, yeah.. I still don't want to have a commitment.

Just like what he's telling me always.

I still want to enjoy my 4 months being Single! ^_^

hay.. bakit ba ganito?? I am so happy whenever I see him, whenever I 'm hugging him... whenever I'm kissing him.. Hay! He's now my REASON to survive! hahah!! I know.. I have said this before to my ex that he's my strenght.. everything.. ow mah gawd! that was before..

and now, this is my present love story.. and I hope that it would be my forever love story.. I wish this will never end.

Hay! I was so happy talaga nung thursday! hahah... kakakilig! kahit sobrang hindi na ko nakatulog that day, dahil I was with him, ayun, okay lang.. mmm..... Tapos ayun, nainggit ata yun lalake na yun, gusto rin magka shirt ng BJ shirt.. ayun, eh dalawa yung ganun ko, binigay ko yung isa.. yung akin talaga.. mmmm.... tapos tumawad pa! gusto may pabango pa yung shirt! heheh.. astig! uuuuyy! gusto niya ko lagi maamoy! heheh...

pyar! may bago na kong amoy! mmm... sana magustuhan mo!^_^ heheh..

I miss you po! I love you Pyar!

~out~

Just got done with my shift.. hay. dito pa rin ako sa room.. wala lang.. maya pa ko uwi sa dasma.. kasi baka masyado ko mapa aga... ayun..

Nagtext nga pala si Mark sa kin.. wala lang. Basta.. hindi ko na alam kung pano pa dapat magreact sa mga nangyayari sa buhay namen.. pero I think the best way for us is to stay as friends... kelangan ko pa mag move on.. kelangan rin niyang magpahinga sa mga pananakit na nagawa ko sa kanya... hay! eto kelangan kong pasayahin ang sarili ko para lang hindi ko maisip na nag iisa ako..

i didnt know that I was hurting you....
kala ko masaya na ang lahat dahil wala ng giyera sa mundo natin.....
ang sa kin lang, hindi naman sa umiiwas.. kailangan ko lang ng panahon para makapag isip isip.
hindi kita iniwan dahil sa hindi na talaga kita mahal..
at hindi ako ang mismong nangiwan, diba?
sumunod lang ako sa gusto mo.. pero iba ang inisip mo, inaway mo pa ko.. inisip mo na pinagpalit kita. eh ikaw? hindi mo ba naisip na PURO SARILI MO LANG INIISIP MO nang iwan mo ko? diba? pero ayus lang.. at least pareho na tayong malaya..

lahat nang tao natutuwa dahil pareho nila tayong nakikitang masaya.. pero kala lang nila yun. may mga panahon na naiisip din naman kita eh.. kaso pinipigilan ko yung feelings ko dahil ayoko muna dahil baka masaktan na naman kita. At ayoko na naman mangyari yun dahil baka mag away na naman tayo.. sana naiintindihan mo ko.. sana alam mo mga pinagsasabi ko.. salamat sa lahat ah.

alam mo naman na hindi pa rin naman kita kayang kalimutan eh.. weve been together for almost 2 years. mahirap kalimutan yun.. lalo na kung madaming nangyari. kaya ngayon, para pareho natin malimutan ang past, please understand na kelangan kong gawin to.. naiintindihan mo naman ako, diba?

alam mo naman na hindi maaalis yung nandito eh.. alam mo yun.. pero hindi lahat ng bagay eh kailangang naka stick sa isat isa... kung hindi talaga magkasundo kahit onting bagay lang, dapat lang na maghiwalay na diba? pero hindi ko sinasabi na forever magkakalimutan na.. hindi naman ako ganun eh. I still make it a point na parte pa rin ng buhay ko yung past ko. naging masaya man o malungkot..

it does not mean that when I say I HAVE MOVED ON, taken for granted ka na.. hindi yun.. ikaw pa... sa masasaya na nangyari sa labas ng Mama Maria Dorm ko.. yung habbulan every night hanggang madaling araw. Yung maghihintay tayo ng 12 am sa labas ng dorm pag monthsary natin.. yung pag alaga mo sa kin pag may sakit ako.. lalo na nung may bulutong ako.. tska yung pag tyaga mo sa kin at sa kalat ko nung nalasing ako at sobrang suka ko... you know what, naging maswerte ako dahil naging part ka nang buhay ko..

sino ba naman ang hindi sasaya sa pagkakaroon ng bf na tulad mo na kahit pagalitan na sa bahay ng mga magulang, nandyan pa rin sa tabi ko, nagpupuyat sa editing house para sa project ko.. Nagttyaga sa mga kagagahan ko.. hay..

teka.. tama na muna ang kadramahan.. nagaalburuto na si Jyx... hehehe... mya na lang..

~out~

hi there people.. I am having my break now.. last break actually. Listening to Ghost OF You.. So cold in here! S***.. Hay. I was able to chat with Pyar kanina. Then kay kuya Lance din but I think he was doing something kanina.. away from computer daw eh.. mmm. what were you doing KUYA???... :D

Then si Pyar, he was disconnected. Thats so weird that after I texted him that he's still on line (status), it changed suddenly.. Naging Off line.. mmmmmm.....

(Stars- Callalilly) I am listening to this right now.

Today is Sunday na!!!! waaa!!!!! Sobrang bilis ng araw. Hay.. Ano kaya gagawin ko sa off ko?? mmmm... Gusto ko bumili ng stuff ko kaso I have to keep my money.. I just gave my mother P600.00 to buy sack of rice and I also have to give another 600bucks for my phone bill. Gawd! Im so stress sa work.. what more if I am thinking with all of these payments I have to pay! Shoot!!!!! (&&*%$%$ #&)

Nga pala, I almost forgot to tell you guys that I saw my ex bf. He's Joy. Of course he's a HE... He was my boyfriend when I was a bit immature.. hahaha!! that's right! I was only 3rd year high back then.. He was his girlfriend when I saw them going in the van at the terminal. Sakto pa naman that the van they will ride eh same van ko din! Kunwari I was not aware that they were there.. I was just texting Pyar and Maggie when I got in the van.. Tapos konting paeklat na "Oi, ano ginagawa mo dito?" Then he answered "Oi, san ka nagtatrabaho?".. Then I answered it.. Then pinakilala niya ko sa GF niya.. Her name is Rica. .. DONT CARE.. HAHA.. Kidz...

Then ayun, nanlalambot ako that I felt I was melting. Wala lang.. Though they werent doing anything from me pero the fact that you saw your ex with his new one! I do know that you will also feel what I felt, right? Though I dont love anymore... You can still feel that numb feeling running through your veins right? Especially when you see them both happy..

Pero not to mention how happy they were that they didnt care about us inside the van, like they were the only people inside! They were hugging and kssing and..... talking.. hahaha!!! Pero its irritating my ears!!! They talk so loud that I was having the like to kick her big mouth.. hahah.. I am so mean.. what the!

Then ayun, I was texting Maggie.. yah, were sisters talaga.. Kadiri daw sabi niya.. hahah!!!
Then I heard the girl that he was inviting Joy to spend the whole night in their house. Woah! Lakas ah! hahah..... Well, since its been 6 years since we broke up, of course he had meet a lotta gurls, right? He encountered diff. gurls..... And I can say that he had changed.. OH SO CHANGED!

When we were still together, well, I can see to him that he was so conservative.. Never ever said any bad words, too. But from what Ive heard kanina sa usapan nila and the way they treat each other.. Its like........... EEEUUUUUUUUUWWWWWWWWWWWW............ Hahaha!!!!!!!!!!

2 minutes more....

Anyway, change topic...

I miss myself... hahah!! the young LEN..... mmmmmm........ But I never changed naman eh.. ako pa rin si Sweet, baby, bunso LENNY...... heheheh.

1 minute left...

Miss you pyar!

Kuya Lance! Thanks for chatting.. kahit papano.. hehehe.. Miss you so much kuya! When I have a chance to go there, I will search for you!! haha.. makikitira ako! just kidding.. :D

mwah!

~out~

Dito ko sa ICT ngayon.. ayon.. magkatext kame ni pyar ngayon.. nasa labas siya ngayon.. haay..... mmmm.... andito sa may likod ko ang napaka "loving" ex bf ko.. naglalaro ng Flyff...

hay.. la lang. gusto ko magkuwento ng tungkol sa bday ko..

medyo okay lang yung mismong day ng araw ko. medyo badtrip kasi nag away kame ni christian.. pero naging okay na rin naman dahil kinausap kame and okay na nga... ayon.. tapos okay din kasi maganda ang CSAT ko.. naka 100 ako!!! :) after ng napaka tagal kong walang survey, naka 100 na rin ako sa wakas!! wahahaha!!!!

Wednesday, kahapon, ayun, sinundo ako ni Pyar sa IBM.. :) ang saya ko nga eh. :) hehehe.. tapos ayun. ang cute cute mo talaga!!! hehehe.. ang bango pa! i wore the one that he likes me to wear.. oh diba para maging crush na rin niya ko. hehehe.. tapos ayun nung nakadating na kame sa bahay eh tamang kwentuhan lang. hintay ng pagkain.. tapos kain na rin.. pareho kameng inaantok pa.. pero ayun, nakayanan pa rin namen. tamang kwentuhan.. asaran.. heheh.. tukso niya ko ng JOPAY dahil napakalaki ng hita ko. ah wawa.. :( ayun.. mag da diet na talaga ako...

haaaaaayyyy...... kiss niya ko!! heheheh.. pero sa cheek lang.. :) heheheh.. dami tao sa bahay eh, di pede.. :) heheheh....

he gave me a present!!!! CD ng taking back sunday! sweet... pati si Pedro binigyan din ako.. aaaah, you guys are so sweet!!! :) love you all!!! :)

sobrang antok ko at pagkauwi ni Pyar, tulog ako sa room... ayun.. mayamaya ang dami ng tao sa bahay.. etong bestfriend ko, ginulo ako bigla sa room!! kinikiliti ako sobra!!!! haaay.. ayun pagka kain nilang lahat, bili na kame sa 7 11 ng Matador (requested by my sis) .. ayun, 2 ang binili namen.. tapos si Oto, bumili ng kanya , 2 san mig.

grabe! nahilo ako sobra at nalasing!! haaaaaaayyy.... ayun... pagkauwi nilang lahat eh nakatulog na ko sa sala.. ang aga ko nga nagising eh! 6:30.. haaay!!! sakit sa ulo.. at wala na ko matandaan kung ano na ang nangyari kagabi pagkatapos ng inuman. o diba??... ganun pala talaga feeling nun noh.. ayun.. sakit pa rin ng ulo ko grabe.. nasusuka na nga ako eh..

sana dumating si pyar dito. sabi niya kasi uuwi na siya.. :( hay ang sad ko.. haaaaayyy!!!!!!!

nasusuka na talaga ako.. goodluck sa kin mya pag uwi ko. nag text na rin si ate ko eh, sabay kame uwi.. hay nako...

im still waiting for Pyar.. sana dumating pa rin siya.. :(

ang sweet naman netong nasa likod ko.. kainis!

haay.. gusto ko pa mag type dito.. wala lang tumatakbo sa utak ko.. nasakit pa sikmura ko. ang sakit din ng ulo ko. hang over.. good luck din sa kin sa trabaho ko bukas potek!!!!!

haaay.. buti nagustuhan nila nay at ninang yung dala ko na food. :) hehehe..

mukhang hindi na makakadating si pyar ah.. nahihilo na ko. nasusuka pa. hay nako!

kinig lang ako ng MAKEDAMNSURE sa youtube.. hay....

~out~

Hi there! :) bday ko na bukas! hahah!!!! ang tanda ko na.. isip bata pa rin.. hahaha.... :)

mwah!

haay.. kinakabahan ako sa chat ngayon.. kainis.. sana wala akong maging irrate member.. have to go! 8pm na! :)

hi there guys! hahah!!! malapit na bday ko! wahahah!!! ang tanda ko na! hay nako.. ang baba na naman ng Month to date ko na score badtrip! mya i a attach ko yung mga chats ko dito .. :) mwah!

kakakausap ko pa lang kay Pyar kanina.. wala lang. kulitan lang dahil sa weird na email address niya. ang kulit kasi eh, pinapabasa sa kin eh hindi ko naman talaga kayang basahin kasi nakakatuwa! hahahah... :) gagawa rin ako ng weird email address! hmp! :)

hay nako.. sana maging okay ang bday ko.. hay! miss ko na si Maggie, si Nil, si Michelle.. mga bestfriends ko.. Syempre miss ko rin si Jem at Gela... :)

hay......

o xa, gagawa pa ko ng template netong blog! :)

~out~

just get done with my computer set up... I was texting Pyar kanina but he's not replying. Kinda frustrated.. ewan.. well, mark did text me.. hay! maybe when he read this post again, he'll say na PINAGSISIKSIKAN MO NA NAMAN SARILI MO SA KANYA.. what the hell! i aint pushing myself to Joey! I hate it! Is there a law saying that you cannot tell or express your feelings to your special one??

Come on! Just tell me.. youre just jealous!

you know what, I was about to "love" you again.. but then.... you were pushing me too to Joey! Then Joey pushing me to you! THE FUCK! Why are you people like that! Do you have any problems with me? If you dont love me, just tell it to my face then I'll stop bugging you guys!

My birthday is getting nearer... Gawd! Days gone so fast!

I am too old for this kind of stuff! I want to be more mature! You know MORE .. MORE MATURE!!!!!!

Well, all I can say is...... Yah, I am still in love with Pyar..yah! right!!!! I am ......But not hoping he'll love me back. Yeah, I know..... I'tll never happen.. It'll never be... (BITTER)

Shit! One minute left..

Love yah pyar!

mwah!

~out~

you know what, I am so tired of this life! why should I get this feeling that really irritates me!?! i did nothing to all of you! why do I have to be this way?!!!!

all i know is I have loved and loving you guys in different time!! pero bakit ako nahihirapan ng ganto!

i really hate this! i hate the fact the hindi ko alam if i should feel guilty about this! pero hindi! dahil hindi ko na kayo gusto!

ayoko na ng ganto! nahihirapan na talaga ako! kung bakit pa kasi naimbento ang LOVE na yan! punyeta! nasira ang araw ko tuloy ng dahil jan! pati trabaho ko naapektuhan! kaya nga iniwan ko na yung isa dahil nung una palang, sirang sira na ang trabaho ko... ngayon naman, yunng isa na inaasahan kong makakatulong na ma inspire ako, bigla na lang naglalaho.. hindi na bigla nagpaparamdam! hindi ko alam... kailangan ko bang masaktan eh hindi ko naman alam if he feels the same?? .. nagmumukha na kong tanga! PUTANG INA!!!! bakit ba ko ganito?? ang hirap ng nararamdaman ko! bakit ako kailangan mag suffer eh wala naman akong ginagawa sa inyo kundi ang mahalin lang kayo!!!!!!!!

bwisit!

out!

Hi there!!! I just want to share my chat with you guys!!! :)


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cfh1064
{CUS TEXT} Yes, the item has been listed and there are bids on the item already.

8/20/2006 1:27:26 PM
cfh1064
{CUS TEXT} #170020225237

8/20/2006 1:27:34 PM
Linda B.
{CSR TEXT} [Linda B.] May I ask you if you have tried to look on the item page?

8/20/2006 1:27:48 PM
cfh1064
{CUS TEXT} I am there now

8/20/2006 1:27:49 PM
Linda B.
{CSR TEXT} [Linda B.] Thank you for providing me your item number. One moment please as I check the item for you.

8/20/2006 1:28:08 PM
cfh1064
{CUS TEXT} I am on the item page now

8/20/2006 1:28:13 PM
Linda B.
{CSR TEXT} [Linda B.] May I ask you if you have the same problems your buyers are asking you?

8/20/2006 1:29:16 PM
cfh1064
{CUS TEXT} I have received e-mails asking....the auction ends at 11 pm but the show is at 7:30......or if I can end auction early so they can know for sure they have won the ticket

8/20/2006 1:29:43 PM
Linda B.
{CSR TEXT} [Linda B.] I have seen the item already and yes, there are still item description that you should apply. One moment please as I check for a way for you.

8/20/2006 1:30:14 PM
cfh1064
{CUS TEXT} I have it listed as ending at 2pm, but I think they aren't reading the payment instruction part where it says auction ends at 2pm

8/20/2006 1:30:37 PM
cfh1064
{CUS TEXT} thanks

8/20/2006 1:31:44 PM
Linda B.
{CSR TEXT} [Linda B.] You are most welcome.

8/20/2006 1:31:59 PM
Linda B.
{CSR TEXT} [Linda B.] So you want to revise your listing, is that right?

8/20/2006 1:32:18 PM
Linda B.
{CSR TEXT} [Linda B.] I have here the link of a page where you can read information about revising your listing.

8/20/2006 1:32:29 PM
Linda B.
{CSR TEXT} [Linda B.] Here it is:http://pages.ebay.com/help/sell/questions/revise-item.html. Please click the link to load the page.

8/20/2006 1:33:08 PM
cfh1064
{CUS TEXT} yes. no changes in the item itself, I just want to end the auction at 2 pm. I think I have rad htis link before, doesn't it only give instrcutions for making changes prior to any bids?

8/20/2006 1:33:46 PM
cfh1064
{CUS TEXT} or is there a way I can add "buy it now" optio to the listing?

8/20/2006 1:34:07 PM
Linda B.
{CSR TEXT} [Linda B.] If you want to revise your listing and it has bids on it, you may try to contact your bidders and tell them that you will need to revise it so you have to end it and re list it again.

8/20/2006 1:34:50 PM
Linda B.
{CSR TEXT} [Linda B.] May I know if you know already how to end a listing?

8/20/2006 1:35:39 PM
cfh1064
{CUS TEXT} Yeah, and pay more fees I guess. If the bidding gets to an amount that is ok with me, I can end the auction?

8/20/2006 1:36:11 PM
cfh1064
{CUS TEXT} Not sure on how to end an auction. I'll have to figure that out

8/20/2006 1:36:37 PM
Linda B.
{CSR TEXT} [Linda B.] I have here the link of a page where you can read information about ending a listing. Here it is:http://pages.ebay.com/help/sell/end_early.html

8/20/2006 1:36:44 PM
Linda B.
{CSR TEXT} [Linda B.] Please click the link to load the page.

8/20/2006 1:36:58 PM
cfh1064
{CUS TEXT} ok thanks

8/20/2006 1:37:04 PM
Linda B.
{CSR TEXT} [Linda B.] You are most welcome.

8/20/2006 1:37:15 PM
Linda B.
{CSR TEXT} [Linda B.] Is there anything else I can help you?

8/20/2006 1:37:28 PM
cfh1064
{CUS TEXT} nope, thanks

8/20/2006 1:37:37 PM
Linda B.
{CSR TEXT} [Linda B.] is everything okay now?

8/20/2006 1:38:43 PM
cfh1064
{CUS TEXT} if there is no way to change the description, I'll e-mail the bidders and let them know it's ending early and tell them a "buy it now" price.

8/20/2006 1:38:58 PM
Linda B.
{CSR TEXT} [Linda B.] Yes, please.

8/20/2006 1:39:05 PM
Linda B.
{CSR TEXT} [Linda B.] Is everything else I can assist you?

8/20/2006 1:39:14 PM
cfh1064
{CUS TEXT} all set, thanks

8/20/2006 1:39:24 PM
Linda B.
{CSR TEXT} [Linda B.] I’m glad that I was able to help you. Thank you for your time and for using Live Chat. Feel welcome to come back to Live Chat if you have any questions or concerns. It's been a pleasure speaking with you today. Thank you for coming to eBay Live Chat, have

8/20/2006 1:39:24 PM
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Astig ba???? Hehehehe... :)
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Hay.. nakakahiya.. ako na naman ang nauna! hehehe.. ayun.. mm.. katext ko si Pyar kanina.

sorry nga pala Joey ah.. masama lang ang gising ko nun.. ayun! kasi na late ako ng gising. dapat kasi mga 4:30 naliligo na ko nun eh mga 4:25 na ko bumangon. Sakit pa leeg ko. hay! tapos ayun, tinamad na ko pumasok! mmm.. pero ngayon okay na.

Did you like my new template?? hehehe.. kakatawa noh? sorry kung nilagay ko pa picture mo.. wala lang.. para astig! bagay sa template ko, black! heheheh.. mwah!

hay! sana maayos ang chat ko ulit ngayon. sana rin wala ng mag supe call! waaa!!!!

nakakatawa nga pala na nakaka flater nangyari sa kin kanina.
bale may isang guy na sumakay sa jeep, sa unahan siya sumakay, actually di dapat siya sasakay pero kakilala siya ng driver kaya pinilit siya.. ayun, tapos nakilala ko siya bigla, ka school mate ko siya sa Colegio.. ayun.. bale 1 year ahead ata ako or two. tapos ayun, napansin ko tingin ng tingin.. heheh. eh naka one side ako! hehehe.. just like what Pyar loves. heheh.. sorry siya di niya pa ko nakikita in person na as in one side na maayos.. hahahah! kapal ko.. tapos ayun, pansin ko tingin ng tingin sa kin yung batang un (bata talaga eh noh?) .... tapos nung bumaba na yung guy, tingin pa rin siya sa kin, yung lumingon na talaga. kasi nung una sa mirror lang siya nasilip.. tapos nung bumaba na siya, habol tingin pa rin eh! hehehe... okay, what's the point of this thingy.. wala lang.. share ko lang! hehehe....

may napapa tingin pa rin pala sa kin. or siguro namukhaan lang niya ko kaya niya ko tiningnan.. heheh.. ang kapal ko! tama na nga to!

ummm... nung isang araw, may nasuntok pala ko na lalake .. actually hindi naman talaga suntok, tamang dinali ko lang ng kamay ko yung ulo niya. pano kasi mag lalanding yung ulo niya sa kin eh naka ilang bagsak na siya .. pano natutulog! langya! ayun, may binulong bulong pa siya! tapos pinaringgan ko! kala ko uupakan ako pero di pala.. inabangan ko pa nga na bumaba pero di siya bumaba eh.. hehehe.. papa upakan ko pa sana sa mga tropa kong driver sa terminal papuntang Pala pala eh. heheheh...

umm.... ano pa ba sasabihin ko??... umm.. masaya sana ako mamaya! yes! makikita ko ulit si Martin! hehehe.. ano ba yan, crush na naman.. hehehe.. papa cute lang ako, kayo naman.. pagbigyan. minsan lang mangarap! di naman ako lalapit eh.. tamang pa cute lang.. kung mapapansin, eh di masaya lalo! diba? :)

although may love talaga ako.. eh di ko naman alam kung matutuloy yun kasi may crush din siyang iba. malay ko rin kung crush din niya ko noh! ... mahirap umasa eh. pero di pa rin ako mag hahanap ng iba.. i mean siya pa rin ang love ko... iba eh crush na lang yun! heheheh... maghihintay pa rin.. mmm.. kung may dapat bang ipaghintay eh diba??why not.. mmm... sana di maaksaya ang panahon ko nun.. mmmm. pero masaya din naman ako ng single kasi yung mahal ko, pinapakita niya rin naman na special ako.. mmmm....

miss you po Pyar! ingat ka lagi ah! mwah! mmmm.... miss ko na kayo ni Nay at ni ninang.. hay!

mmmm...

o siya, ang haba ng neto! tama na.. :) mwah!

~out~

I am now on my 3rd break.. I am still waiting till it end.. Hay.. kaka antok. I really need to get some sleep..

Medyo okay na ang chat ko.. Medyo yung iba hindi pa rin na satisfied. dahil wala na talaga ako magagawa eh.. Yung binigay kong solution eh ayun lang talaga. sana maging maayos pa rin ang csat ko.. hay!

mmm.. Miss ko na si Joey..mmmm... Naka amoy ako ng katulad ng pabango niya. lalo ko lang siya na miss.hay!

Joey!

mmmm....

la lang..

:)

miss lang kita.. :(

hay....

sana makita na kita.. mmm.....

mwah!

sana matapos mo na ang thesis mo para okay na ang time mo. kaso sa second sem, patayan na yan lalo sa pag gawa niyan.. hay! good luck po ah. mwah! Basta lagi mo tandaan, dito lang ako to support you..

mwah!

~out~