my new favorite show every sunday morning at 2-245! heheheh.. nice show they got!

i wanna share with all of you guys my most favorite.. as in number 1 show ngayon! every sunday nga lang siya.. if you wanna watch this, sa JACK TV siya .. astig neto! as in! saya nga eh.. nasa baba na yung characters nang lahat.. si Matt bale yung na set up.. astig grabe! i lavet!

THE JOE SCHMO SHOW

upper part( matt, dr. patt, hutch, earl, kip, gina) lower part(molly, ashleigh, brian)

"The Joe Schmo Show" is one of television's biggest and riskiest experiments. Playing into men’s appetites for competition, humor and beautiful women, “The Joe Schmo Show” combines elements from many reality shows found on TV...except with one huge secret -- only one of the contestants is real. Everyone else on the show, from the host to the other 'players', are actors following a pre-determined outline. How would a naive reality contestant react to encountering a show filled with every outlandish element reality television has showcased? How far can producers push this 'reality,' and the ensuing ridiculous competitions? Will the actors be convincing enough? Will our unsuspecting “Joe” figure it all out? And if “Joe” does figure it out, how will “Joe” respond?

Matt Kennedy Gould is our unsuspecting “contestant” and the ultimate wildcard element that this entire show revolves around. Think middle. Middle class. Middle America and middle of the road. A native of Pittsburgh, PA, Matt recently dropped out of law school and is a pizza deliveryman until he figures out what he wants to do with his life. He is the only non-actor of the house. Matt Kennedy Gould is our “Joe Schmo.”

Gould thinks he’s a contestant on “Lap of Luxury,” a new reality show in which he would live the life of the super-rich, pampered beyond his wildest dreams in a gorgeous, sprawling mansion while vying with eight other contestants for a grand prize of one hundred thousand dollars. As on many reality programs, the show features reward challenges. On “Lap of Luxury,” these challenges are called “Pampering Competitions,” games in which contestants “compete” for high-priced luxury items including flat screen televisions, vacations or simply the use of the mansion’s master suite. The show also includes “Lord of the Manor Immunity Showdowns,” in which contestants compete for immunity to avoid being “evicted” from the house. Both the “Pampering Competitions” and the “Immunity Showdowns” are parodies of similar elements in ‘eviction style’ reality shows and are completely rigged by the writers and producers.

At the end of each typical episode, the “Lap of Luxury” pseudo-reality show holds a “Riches to Rags Eviction Ceremony,” a “ritual” where castmates vote to evict one of their own. The evicted contestant's “Lap of Luxury Collectors Plate” is tossed into the fireplace, and the host deadpans: “Ashes to ashes, dust to dust, (fill in name), you are dead to us!” This over-dramatic ritual pokes fun at the melodrama of every major reality show, using extreme close-ups, histrionic music, and ridiculous, gut-wrenching moments of tension.

In addition to surrounding Matt with stereotypical reality show contestants– The Buddy, The A**hole, The Grizzled Veteran, The Schemer, The Rich B*tch, The Gay Guy, The Virgin and The Quack -- series producers conspired to subject Matt nearly every over-the-top reality competition the networks have dared… along with a few too risky to have been tried before. Designed to test Matt’s moral fortitude, patience and sanity the competitions include: Hands on a High-Priced Hooker; A Meal Not Quite Fit for King; Battle of the Sexes and Money, Money, Money, Honey.

Cast of Characters & Actors Bios(in alphabetical order by character)
· The Rich B*tch – AshleighFor Ashleigh it’s always that time of the month for the entire month. A little too beautiful and a little too smart, Ashleigh is just a little too eager to grind your heart with the heel of her expensive, high-heeled shoes. Having a good day? Don’t worry, Ashleigh will fix that in no time flat.

The character Ashleigh is portrayed by Melissa Yvonne Lewis. Melissa’s experience includes roles in feature film, television and theater. She has been seen in theaters as Miss Buffalo in Drop Dead Gorgeous and as the recurring character Alicia on television’s “Beverly Hills 90210.”

· The Buddy – Brian He’s the guy that befriends Matt by becoming his buddy and sounding board. He’s always quick with a joke and a naturally funny guy.
Brian is portrayed by Brian Keith Etheridge. In addition to being a castmember, Brian is also a segment producer for this series. He was instrumental for making last minute, on-the-fly storyline changes that were necessary to keep this show going. Brian was a writer, performer and producer for Fox Sports Network’s comedy/variety show “The Best Damn Sports Show Period.” In addition, Brian recently completed Level 4 of the Groundlings Improv Program.
· The Grizzled Veteran – EarlEarl is a former Special-Ops veteran with more than 60 combat missions under his belt. Earl has seen it all, including a few things he’d probably rather forget. He’s the strong, silent and sinewy type, and as one might expect, a very intimidating presence. Like many of his generation, Earl doesn’t adjust well to modern technology changes and possesses a strong disdain for any “alternative” lifestyles.
Earl is portrayed by Franklin Dennis Jones. Jones is an experienced USMC sergeant and drill instructor and is a Vietnam veteran. Jones has been seen numerous acting roles including in the feature films Reindeer Games, 5 Seconds and Contact and the television movies TNT’s “George Wallace,” NBC’s “The 70s” and HBO’s “Path To War.” He’s also had featured roles on “The West Wing,” “Arli$$,” and “Knots Landing.”
· The Schemer – GinaGina is the sexy spitfire who wants to win the game at all costs. She has a tattoo reading “Girls Kick Ass” on the top of her foot – which explains it all. Gina thinks she’s a “reality show expert,” but her frantic alliance-building tactic may backfire.
Gina is portrayed by Nikki Davis. Davis’ acting resume includes film roles in Friday After Next and The Program, along with numerous television appearances.
· The A**hole –“The Hutch” “The Hutch” passes himself off as a cop, but he actually wasn’t able to pass the Houston PD psych test. So all he passes now the store-fronts on his beat as a security guard at the local mall. An authority-dispensing bully who has the ability to burrow under everyone’s skin. Though physically gifted, he’s definitely mentally challenged. The Hutch’s horrific hygiene and uncouth social habits make him the guy everyone loves to hate.

“The Hutch” is portrayed by David Hornsby. Hornsby has an extensive list of film, television and theater credits. Recent films he’s been featured in are Minority Report, Pearl Harbor and Born Loser. This fall, David will star in the UPN sitcom “The Mullet Brothers” and has had recurring roles on the HBO hit series “Six Feet Under,” CBS’s “Presido Med” and WB’s “The Jamie Kennedy Experiment.”

· The Gay Guy – Kip Kip is the loveable doormat with a huge heart. Kip wears his emotions on his sleeve…his collar…and his boa scarf. He’ll laugh. He’ll cry. He’ll keep right on crying. Kip is somewhere over the raninbow….flag that is. He’s the one guy who always wants a group hug.

The character Kip is portrayed by Lance Krall. Krall is a founding member of popular improvisational comedy group, The Whole World Theatre. He was a cast member on the NBC sitcom “The Downer Channel” and co-host of “The Cindy Margolis Show.” Krall also starred in the independent film Made Up with Brooke Adams and Tony Shaloub, in his directorial debut.

· The Quack – Dr. PatThough divorced three times with no children, Dr. Pat is a family and marriage counselor. Her theory on listening: “That’s why God gave us two ears and one mouth.” Unfortunately, Dr. Pat’s actions make her seem as though she has no ears and five mouths. If you think that the house is crowded with now, wait until Dr. Pat whips out her anatomically correct ‘therapy dolls.’

The character Dr. Pat is portrayed by Kristen Wiig. Wiig is a comedy improv veteran and is a member of The Groundlings Sunday Company and Empty Stage, both located in Los Angeles.
· The Virgin – MollyShe’s pure as the driven snow and straight out of Sunday school. Molly is “miss goody two-shoes,” complete with teddy bear T-shirts, Creed posters and old-fashioned sayings like “Oh, my stars!”

The character Molly is portrayed Angela Dobson. This was only Dobson’s second television audition ever. A former model from Texas, her prior experience has included work in the theater.

· The Host – Ralph Garman A complete on-camera professional who isn't quite as smooth off-air. He's a bit of a prima donna - prickly and difficult. Our host lost out to his nemesis Ryan Seacrest for the "American Idol" job and can't quite get over the fact that he's slumming by doing this cable gig.

Series host Ralph Garman is portrayed by himself. Garman has an extensive career in both television and radio, and is currently the comedic part of Los Angeles' top radio station's morning show, KROQ. He's also provided various voices for the Fox animated comedy "Family Guy," had several appearances on NYPD Blue, and even had a recurring role on the soap opera, "Days of Our Lives."

ganda noh?? gusto kong maka witness ng ganto kagandang view... were i could relax.. no problems.. no stupid paper works, no kainis na mahigpit na profs... haaay!!! .... wala lang.. enjoy akong magpost ng pics ngayon eh! pag nakapag file pa ko ng pics, lagi akong maglalagay dito! i wish! wahahaha... ^_^

love you nieko!

the model of the month

my very good friend! please vote for her! ^_^ proud of you abbie! just log and register in http://www.seventeen.com.ph please do vote for her! hindi kayo magsisisi sa pagpili sa kanya.. coz she deserves to be the NEXT COVER GIRL OF SEVENTEEN! go abbie alodia alducente almasco!

abbie, a very cute girl whom i was with for almost 4 years of my entire college life. she's a part of me.. well, masasabi ko lang about her, IN BORN na talaga sa kanyang maging fashionista kung baga... heheheh.. siguro she really was born to be a model.. well, i dreamt to be one too pero as of now, parang dyahe na sa itsura ng mukha ko and also my BILBIL.. heheheh.. well, masaya na ko kasi at least one of my friends eh model na sa wakas! at least pagdating ng panahon, may maipapagmalaki ako sa mga anak ko at sa mga apo ko.. heheheh.. ^_^

the sisters forever

this is me with my sister.. tingnan mo naman ang muka ko.. damaged na! waaaahhh!!! pero ang sister ko.. my very best friend! langya, ganda pa rin!

i was so blessed with very beautiful friends! ^_^ well, hoping na kahit papano, isa na rin ako sa kanila (maganda).. wahahaha!!! ^_^

till death do us part

this is me with my boyfriend.. i mean MY ASAWA!! my nieko! my life.. siguro lagi niyo na nakikita tong picture na to.. nasa friendster namin tong dalawa eh.. heheheh.. ^_^ i love this guy so much! i miss you na nieko! mwahmwah! happy 1 year po! and ... um.. 6 days??.. tama ba??.. ah basta naka 1 year na tayo! heheheh.. im proud of it! and also, im proud of you!!

you will always be my dadibabynieko!! love you nieko!!!!

wahah! i just met jem and gela! wahah! i didnt go with my friends at SM SHOVEL SHOVEL to watch Charley and the Chocolate Factory coz i was so tired and im running out of money.. well, sky said FRIDAY IS A VERY MAGASTOS DAY!CORRECT sky! weheh! thats oh so true! pero i dont want to stick with that ek-ek.. i miss my friends so much.. i wanna spend one day with all the PAZI GURLS.. you know who am talking about.. theyre Jem, SKy and Gela.. heheheh.. i called our so called SORRORITY as PAZI because of the term PASAWAY! wala lang.. it just came up in my mind.. pinaarte ko lang yung term.. heheheh.. leche! galing ko sa VIDEO POST PROD! taena! pasado ko.. yun nga lang, saktong grade sa exam na passing grade ang nakuha ko.. well at least nakaabot ako! heheheh.. i wonder what jem and gela doing this time sa labas.. shit.. ano kayang himalang ginawa ni jem dun! tagal na kasi naming hindi nagkitakita. kami ni jem, ngayon lang nagtagal uli ang time na nagkasama.. well, kulang kami.. heheheh.. nasan na kaya yung dalawang yun?.. mmm... gela! jem! yoohoo!!! abbie! thanks din ha! for still being here for me.. i love you! mwah! love you too nieko! mwahmwah! youre my EBRITING! gurrrrkk... ^_^ love yah!

~Out~

WHAT A DAY!

i woke up so early in the morning to meet the 3rd year broad journ to make a survey.. i wish i can get the results by tomorrow..

after that, i just watched nieko playing DOTA again! damn that DOTA! i wanna kill the founder of that CRAP! shit! heheheh.. coz it makes all boys go crazy! they have a lot of time spending with that stupid game and yet they spend a bit of time for us, girls.. haay.. just like what happened yesterday, chloewie was sick.. her fever was kinda high.. and when i asked her wheres her boyfriend, she answered, ayon, naglalaro nang DOTA!

FUCK that DOTA! but someone just let me realize that at least, my nieko gets go crazy over that game rather than playing OTHER GIRLS around.. of course, i would rather want to have a KARIBAL which is a stupid game than girls.. thats too much!

then around 230pm, me, nieko and jeff went to muntinlupa.. we visited the PEPSI company.. they needed it for their company study.. well, as i was expecting, we had petty fights.. haaay.. it cant be avoided! umm.. should i still say that its normal? .. .. .. heheheh.. well, i think, normal pa rin naman sa min yun eh.. heheheh...

chemistry and statistics again! my gawd! i wish this term will end! i wanna face 2nd sem! well, i know itll be more harder for me coz i have 2 minor classes and 1 major that i should take.. umm.. GOOD LUCK SA KIN!

i was suppose to attend our volleyball practice but i wasnt able to make it! they were done when i got here... i think around 8pm or 830pm... but peepo told me i am still gonna play sa sportsfest! ^_^

i read abbie's blog.. so nice of her that she appreciates each and everyone's texts, call and posts everywhere.. how i wish she would achieve the success she wants! keep up the good work abbie! god will bless you and will take you to the right path... love you bezy!

to my sister maggie, i will stay beside you no matter what! if you need help, text ka lang.. or tawag ka.. love you sis! mwahmwahmwah! i hope okay ka na.. mwah!

to my nieko, sorry if was so maldita kanina.. kinda sleepy.. so tired.. y body's aching! haaay.. thanks din sa pag answer mo sa elem stat ko.. i wish correct lahat yun! well, sana talaga.. kaw ang nagsagot nun eh! kaw pa! talino mo sa math eh! ENGINEER MARK ANTHONY A. TESALONA! ^_^

i miss the old me.. mmmmm...............

good luck to all of us sa midterm!

love you nieko! mahal na mahal kita sobra! miss you asawa ko!

~out~

IM A SOCIAL ANIMAL

heheheh.. nice title eigh? well, just got it from our seminar yesterday on CAPS(Conference in Appearance, Personality and Speech).. just like before, the SPA seminar. anywayz, yesterday, we learned a lot! especially on the SPEECH lecture.. the speaker was a batchmate of a new prof here, Sir Gagalac.. and he was so good and fluent in english. he taught us how to pronounce the numbers, letters, days and months in english. he taught us how to identify the stress in each word we deliver.

so funny that he told us he wasnt good in english before, he only strived hard to learn coz he know he will often use that linggo.

umm.. he wad dinner at sky's "house" in windward.. nice dorm kaso its quiet magulo pa kasi their not yet done fixing their stuff. we cooked food.. had a little chat.. heheh.. maybe later, we'll go there again to make tambay lang.. heheh.. ^_^

im so oh proud of abbie talaga and sky! wala lang.. parang all of a sudden! naging BOOM na lahat ng dreams niyo! BOOM means, nangyari na! naks! keep up the good work guys! GOD SPEED! i love you all!!

dadibabynieko, love you so much! wag ka na nga kumebot jan, ma chuva pa kita eh! hmp! heheheheh... love you! mwah!

~Out~

haaay.. buhay nga naman ng tao noh? minsan nasa magandang kalagayan ka.. minsan naman, halos gusto mo ng pakamatay dahil sa sobrang problemado! hay.. dami ko problema ngayon but hopefully, lahat ma solve ko naman.. dagdag pa ng problems ng friends ko, siyempre, pati ako apektado dun!

hay! eto ang pinaka sobrang problema ko.. actually, problema naming lahat! hindi kami makakapag OJT ngayong 2nd sem namin dahil may mga naiwan kaming minor subjects! pero alam ko, parang ico consider na kapag isa lang na minor! eh pano ko? eh may Economics pa ko tska computer 110! tangna talaga! pagka nga naman sinuswerte ka! haay!!! bakit naman ganun? eh yung previous batch naman, kahit may mga deficiencies sila eh nakapag OJT pa rin sila! bakit ganun? unfair naman sa side namin yun diba? kami tuloy ang kawawa! kasalanan ba namin na hindi agad ma accomplish yung mga natira naming subjects? eh nag shift nga kasi kami! yan tuloy.. ang mga FOCAL POINT MEDIA PEOPLE, namo mroblema kung pano namin reresolbahan ang OJT issue na yan! pero ako.. wala na eh.. nawalan na ko ng pag asa.. parang okay na rin sa kin na hindi ako muna mag OJT kasi kahit anong gawin ko, summer graduate pa rin ako.. kahit san ko isingit eh.. may matitira pa ring isang subject .. which is minor! the heck! fuck that minor! weheh! heheheh. ^_^ haaay.. laki nga ng problema ko! hay talaga! naisip ko naman, okay rin kung sa summer na ko mag OJT kasi para maluwag pa rin ang sked ko for 2nd sem.. pero sana payagan na kong maging 24 units! sana lahat kami payagan! sana talaga! hay! magpapa misa ko sa quiapo para lang magka milagro! wahah! sana magkasama sama kami nila abbie, sky, juno, peepo, franco, anton, pepet.. sila may, jem, peter, josh.. at kung sino sino pang may problema sa mga naiwang subjects! waaaaaaaaaaaah!

nga pala, i wanna congratulate sky, franco and peepo dahil dean's lister sila! hay! kung ang ayos lang kaming natitira, malamang nakasama rin kami. i mean nag ayos, umm.. hindi kami nale late.. heheh.. sakit na namin nila juno at abbie yung late eh.. heheh.. sarap matulog eh! baet? heheh.. ^_^ lalo na pag mahaba ang oras para matulog, nakakalimot na kami na may class pala.. heheh.. ako, inaamin ko na mejo tinatamad akong pumasok kung minsan! eh masarap nga matulog eh! heheheh....

congrats din kay abbie! were so proud of you! sana matupad pa mga dreams mo.. sabi mo nga, stepping stone yang pagiging candidate mo bilang isa sa mga candidates ng seventeen mag! i know magkakaron pa ng maraming offers!

ako.. medyo may mga na a achieve na rin naman akong mga dreams ko.. isa na yung maging masaya lahat ang tropa ko(focal point).. kung masaya sila, masaya na rin ako.. bihira man akong makasama sa kanila, hindi ko pa rin nakakalimutang isipin sila.. siyempre, tagal na rin nang pinagsamahan namin eh! saludo ako sa mga FOCAL POINT! grabe! ang tatag natin! sana may gumawa ng friendster account for us noh? hehehe. sana talaga!

to my sister maggie, basta alam mo na wala kang pagkukulang, wag kang susuko. marami pa jang iba.. nandyan pa naman si randy na todo suporta sayo.. nandito lang rin kami nila ate daist at jimboy para sayo.. daming nagmamahal sayo! dont feel na na dumped ka or what! theres more to life sabi nga ni abbie at eyah.. pati ikaw..pag pinagsasabihan mo ko. heheh..

to nieko.. mahal na mahal kita! alam mo yan! tatak mo sa isipan mo na hindi mawawala ang love ko para sayo! ikaw lang ang buhay ko.. wala ng iba.. ikaw lahat lahat sa kin! mahal na mahal kita dadibabynieko! happy 1 year and 4 days nieko! heheh.. sana tumagal pa tayo! alam ko, maraming hadlang pero kaya naman nating tiisin diba? basta alam natin na wala tayong ginagawang masama.. basta malinis konsensya natin.. na wala tayong natatapakang iba.. NAKO, BAKA MADUROG SILA PAG NATAPAKAN MO....wakekek!! ^_^ love you dadibabynieko! sobrang sobra!im so proud na nakalagpas tayo sa maraming trials na naharap natin! at pasalamat din ako sa mga napagdaanan natin, naging mas strong pa tayo.. salamat kasi nandyan ka pa rin lagi sa tabi ko.. kahit minsan, nasisingit pa rin yang break breakan kembot na yan! heheheh.. pero para sakin, kinakalimutan ko na lang yang mga chuva na break na yan! basta mahal kita! hindi kita iiwan! kembotin kita dyan eh! ^_^

mmmmmm..............

though sometimes, LIFE SUCKS.... hindi ko lang kasi tinitingnan yung mga good sides in my life.. my parents na kahit laging galit sakin, nandyan pa rin sila para alalayan ako at suportahan to achieve my dreams... salamat din sa mga friends ko na pilit iniintindi yung mga flaws ko.. lalo na kay abbie, eya, jem at sky na laging nandyan, laging nakikinig sa mga problema ko kahit minsan walang kwenta.. heheheh...

pasalamat din ako sa mahal kong bestfriend na si maggie.... were almost 14 years! hay! sarap isipin na magkasama pa rin tayo mula pagkabata hanggang ngayon! im so proud! hehehe.. grabe!

haay...

buhay... buhay nga naman!

salamat sa mga insipirasyon ko, nandito pa rin ako.... trying to be strong....

salamat ng marami!

~out~

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY NIEKO!

Baby! happy anniversary po! :) im so happy.. sana ganun ka din.. haay.. kakatamad ngayon.. nanlalambot pa rin ako.. kasi puyat kaming lahat .. umaga na ko natulog.. wala lang, kuwentuhan lang kami nung ka dorm mates ni billy(tropa ni mark).. ayon.. kasi nagkayayaan silang mag inom, nakisali ako, ayon, bagsak ako sa higaan.. heheheh.. buti na lang, hindi ako agad bumangon ng maaga kasi supposedly may class kami at 730am.. eh wala naman pa lang klase, buti hindi agad ako bumangon! heheheh.. yun, naka attend naman ako ng 2nd class namin.. :)

baby! miss na kita! you dont know how much i love you! ill do anything just to prove how much i love you! sana hindi na tayo magaway kahit imposibleng mangyari yun.. heheheh.. mahal na mahal kita nieko! ingat ka parati! mwahmwah!

paka buti na tayo sa class ha.. :) mahal kita!

mwah!

happy anniversary!

~out~

im fading...

hindi ko alam kung pano ko sisimulan ang mga nangyari sa kin ngayon.. sobrang nahirapan ako sa chemistry namin.. pero naipasa na naman namin kahit papano.. tapos sa elem stat naman, ayon, nagkaron din kami ng seatwork.. shit nga eh.. hindi pa ko tapos sa chem dahil time na namin eh nasa library kami and we have to go to JFH505! hello, umuulan pa nun at kailangang umakyat pa kami sa napakataas na building! tapos bubungad sayo may quiz pa! grabe!

tapos may kaibigan ako na hindi ko alam na may galit pa sa kin or should i say na nagtatampo na pala dahil nasasaktan daw siya sa kin kapag naaalala niya ang boyfriend niya which was my exbf.. hello, to think na 3 years na kaming wala and im happy with my life right now with my boyfriend, MARK TESALONA, there's nothing to make tampo with diba? kung sila, eh di sila.. wala akong paki alam sa relationship nila.. basta ako, mahal na mahal ko si nieko.. alam ng lahat yon.. alam din ni mark yon..

at dun sa mga taong may concern at aware sa mga nangyayari, please tell me agad kung merong problema.. mahirap manghula.. hindi ko alam na napapag usapan na pala ko ng hindi ko alam.. baka ako na pala ang lumalabas na mali, na kung ano ano na napapagusapan niyo tungkol sa kin kahit hindi niyo pa rin nalalaman ang side ko. sa kin kayo magtanong.. sa kin kayo makipag usap.. hindi yung kayo kayo lang.. pano naman ako? kaya yon, lumabas na resulta, may tampo na pala yung taong iniingatan kong hindi mainis o magalit sa kin..

madaming problema ang mundo na mas mabigat pa sa pino problema ko ngayon, ang sabi nga ni sky.. para kasi akong tanga kagabi.. nagalit si mark sa kin.. ayon, nagkulong ako sa kwarto ni billy(dorm ni billy), nag iiiyak ako dun. sinasampal ko sarili ko hanggang sa mamanhid ng wala silang kaalam alam dahil nagkakasayahan sila sa may lobby ng dorm.. nagdecide akong lumabas.. lumabas nga ako para bumili ng red horse.. walang sumama sa kin.. pinigilan ako ni sky pero wala naman siyang magagawa.. gusto kong ilabas ang sama ng loob ko.. sa pamamagitan lang ng paginom, may makakamasa ako.. sarili ko..

nung tinapon ko na yung natitira sa beer, lumabas ako.. sinubukan kong makipag ayos kay mark pero walang nangyari.. nilayuan lang niya ko. sinundan ko siya sa pinuntahan niya , pumasok siya sa dorm ni billy, niyakap ko siya pero inalis niya mga kamay ko.. lumabas ako tapos naiwan sa loob si sky at mark.Napapatawa na naman ni sky ang boyfriend ko kaya ang sabi ko, buti pa si sky napapatawa ka.. tapos umupo ako kasama si billy habang nag gi gitara siya.. pagka tapak ni mark sa lobby, sabay patak naman ng luha ko sa kanang mata.. hindi ko mapigilan..

si sky, nalilito kung bakit ako naging ganun nung gabing yon. kung ako ang tatanugin, hindi ko rin alam.. ang alam ko lang, mahal ko si mark kaya hindi ako gagawa ng paraan para hiwalayan niya ko..

kinausap ako ni sky nung nasa banyo ako.. dun kami nag usap sa loob ng banyo. nakaupo ako dun.. nakatulala.. iniisip ko na bakit ganun, naghihinala siya sa taong nag text sa kin na kilala ko eh kahit hindi ko alam talaga kung sino yon! nilagay ko lang na name TAE TO! yun lang.. kasi parang tae yung taong nag tetext na yun sa kin dahil istorbo! tapos sasabihin niya na ang dali dali lang magpalit ng name sa phonebook! hello mark.. hindi ko talaga kilala yun! sabi ko nga kay sky, kahit patayin ako, wala silang makukuhang sagot kung sino yon..

ayon.. nahilo ako... pinag ayos na kami ni sky .. magkakasama kaming natulog nila sky at mark with the owner of the room billy.. okay na kami.. mahal na mahal ko si nieko..

kaya for those people who thinks na iiwan ko si mark, hindi mangyayari yun.. ngayon pa nga lang na boyfriend ko pa lang siya ganito na, diba? obvious na mahal ko talaga siya!

~out~

for this day, na late na naman ako for investigative journalism class ko.. haay.. wala lang, sarap matulog eh! ikaw ba naman, matulog ka na ng 5am na na nung sunday kakahintay sa tawag ng boyfriend mo na hindi naman tatawag. kasi nung saturday, nagpahatid ako sa kanya tapos sabi ko tumawag siya dito sa bahay.. ayon... hindi naman siya tumawag.. siyempre, hindi ko alam kung nakauwi ba siya ng maayos or what.. ayon, naglaro na naman pala ng DOTA sa shop!

ayon.. i tried to go sa bio dept para sa proctor, pero naka leave pa rin siya..

nakapag bayad na nga rin pala ko ng tuition fee ko! heheheh.. grabe, sangkatutak na salita pa ang nakuha ko galing parents ko na parang sinasabi nila na hindi ako responsible sa lahat.. hay, etong nanay ko naman, gatungera sa tatay ko kaya lalong nagalit tatay ko! eh aba, ang alam ko kasi pedeng sa midterm na lang rin bayaran yung pang prelims.. eh sa nabigyan nako, eh di binayad ko na rin.. kasama ko nga pala si mark kanina nung nagbayad ako.. at nag away na naman kami. nainis kasi ako kasi bigla na lang nangiwan.. eh niyaya raw niya ko.. ewan ko ba dun! tapos ayon, hinampas ko na siya ng hinampas ng bag ko! eh naiinis ako kanina eh! thats all i can do para malaman niya na naiinis ako.. eh nilayasan pa rin ako.. wala akong magagawa .. pero okaw na kami ngayon.. naglalaro lang siya ng DOTA na naman.. hay.. nalimutan na nga niyang maglaro ng ROSE, DOTA na naman inaatupag..

nanood nga pala kami ni nieko kahapon sa sm pala pala ng FANTASTIC 4 and we call it F4.. nice huh! heheh.. ayon, maganda yung kwento, effects and everything... kaso nung inulit namin sa umpisa kasi na late ang dating namin, yung middle na ng movie, nakatulog ako.. heheh.. napuyat pa kasi ako dahil nga kulang sa tulog..

hay.. eto si sky, namo moroblema sa dorm niya.. saka sa isang admirer na ayaw siyang tigilan.. heheheh... ewan ko ba, lakas tama sa kanya eh! kahit anong gawin niya, ayaw siya tigilan.. naks! ganda ng friend ko! ^_^

hay.. sa dorm, wala pa si mary, hopefully umuwi siya ngayon.. wala lang.. hirap matulog pag ako lang eh.. wala lang.. hindi ako sanay ng may mabigat sa taas.. i mean, nasa taas kasi siya natutulog(double deck kasi)... ayon...

lapit na anniversary namin ni nieko!! yehey! sana tagal pa kami.. hay..

tomorrow, shit.. chem at stat ko na naman.. badtrip! haay.. napapamura na naman kami pag naaalala ang chem na yan lalo na yung test namin! shit talaga! kahit ba multiple choice lahat! ang hirap pare! sobra! ewan ko lang sa iba ha.. pero masasabi ko lang SHIT TALAGA! haaay...

may problem nga din pala si maggie, my bestfriend forever.. tungkol sa bf niya..

ewan ko ba, may curse ba tong pag po post ko dito? nung una diba sinabi ko lahat yung mga friends ko na happy sila with their love life. si sky, si jem at si maggie... tapos nalaman ko, wala na pala si sky at karlo.. sumunod naman si jem! ngumangawa pa nga eh! tapos ngayong sunday nalaman ko naman na nag break na rin si maggie at kevin! ano ba yan!! may curse ba mga sinulat ko dito?! hay nako! sana naman kami ni mark, hindi apektado dito.. heheh.. ayoko nga.. hay..

sana sis, magawang mong maayos na yang problem mo kay kevin! kung mahal mo pa siya, ikaw na bahala mag decide.. kung saan ka magiging masaya, dun ka na lang. hindi ko naman pedeng ipagpilitan pa kayo kung medyo may gap pa diba? ikaw na bahala .. mag decide ka na... yung tama... kaya mo yan, kaw pa.. lahat kaya mong lagpasan, bakit yang si kevin, hindi mo malusutan?.. kung mahal niyo isat isa, bakit pa kayo maghihiwalay??.. eh kung atensiyon lang naman ang demand niya, bakit, marami ka rin namang ibabato sa kanya diba? hindi naman sa naggagatong ako ha, siyempre, may mga mali rin siya pero pinapalagpas mo lang diba? may narinig ba siyang complain galing sayo? wala naman diba? oh, eh di i explain mo na lang sa kanya ang dapat gawin para walang problema.. ang babaw kasi ng reason nang break up niyo.. ang babaw niya! totoo lang! basta sis, nandito lang ako para sa yo.. ingat ka! sana makapag chat tayo ngayon! mwah! love you! sa number ko na ikaw mag text! mwah!

~out~

GO B-A-N-A-N-A-S

were practicing hollaback girl for CLA G.A. well, nung una nahirapan ako kasi i still feel guilty for what happened yesterday. anywayz, good luck na lang sa kin kung masasa ulo ko pa rin yun till wednesday! heheheh.. i wish..

miss ko na si nieko.. kahit malapit lang siya sa kin ngayon.. he's watching computer games right now... dapat maglalaro sila ng absketball ngayon kaso walang mahanap na place.. hanggang ngayon, naghihintay pa rin kami sa mga kasama nila kasi naghahanap pa ng available court.

i love you nieko!

good luck sa kin sa prelim grades ko... *sigh*

~out~

i wanna apologize to all Jou42 because of me, nagka problema pa lahat. alam ko, may mali rin ako.. pero sana mapatawad niyo ko. para sa lahat, yes, ako ang salarin.. pero sana tapusin na natin kung ano ang nangyari. kung pede lang sana, lets all forget it. sana wag nang gawing big issue yung nangyrai.. its now my problem... ako na bahala dun. leave it to me.. lahat haharapin ko just to clear what happened.

to those people who kept saying their side about the proctor, thank you very much for fighting for our rights. pero alam ko, nagkamali talaga ako ron. kaya sana po wag na natin ulit mababanggit.

thank you peepo kasi kahit papano, ayaw mo na rin masyadong mapag usapan pa ulit yon. okay lang kung nasabi mo yun kay sky.. at least kapag na bi bring up pa ulit mula sa ibang tao, parang nararamdaman ko na pinipigil mong mapag usapan. salamat. youre a true friend.

kay nieko, sorry sa nangyari... actually, dapat kanina ko pa nasabi sayo kaso walang time nga dahil madami akong ginagawa tska may nilakad ka rin na iba diba? pasensiya na kung last person kang nasabihan ko kasi gusto ko, tayo lang ang makakapag usap.. kasi para maging clear lahat.. ayokong may gagatong or what ever... chuvaness.. ^_^ basta.. stay with me.. i love you very much nieko.. kung alam mo lang... sana kahit alam mong napakasama ko na, sana nandyan ka pa rin... kaya mo ba?*he kissed me!*

sana hindi na lang ako nag test kanina.. kaya pala may feeling ako na parang ayokong mag exam .. yun pala, may mangyayari.. hay .. now i know, kapag may pangitain na, hindi na ako tutuloy.. okay lang kung special exam.. basta maiwasan ko lang ang any kind of DISASTER.. heheh..

thank you abbie nga pala kanina kasi when you realized na ako lang ang nahuhuling walang kasabay pababa na tayo nun nang PCH building papuntang JFH, hinintay mo pa rin ako.. and sana hindi magbago ang tingin mo sa kin dahil sa nangyari.. i love you abbie..

kay sky! .. thank you sa lahat.. tska, sorry sa nangyari sa dorm.. heheh.. ^_^ umm, good luck sa exams mo .. ingat!

love you nieko!!!!

~out~

i hate her.. really!! i wanna outta my dorm!!!! YEAH!

i dont know why i feel this way towards that bullshit gurl! i really wanna transfer to other dorms. why should i encounter another kind of person like her! i cant move freely inside! ewan ko! parang nalimutan ko lang yung pag hubad ko ng sapatos coz he reminded me kagabi na kakalinis lang nila ng dorm so kailangan i maintain yung cleanliness.. pero i dont know why she reacts like that every time na may kinaiinisan siya sa loob! tangina! bullshit! leche! gago siya! sarap niyang idikdik sa suka para mamuti naman siya kahit papano! leche! kainis! feeling napakaganda niya eh hello! buti you have the brains! my GAWD! im so good to you that i never said any comments about you sa mga dorm mates natin! tangna! nauurat na ko sayo!!!!!! kung alam lang ni (gurl na nainis ka one tym) na kinainisan mo rin siya! leche! ewan ko ba na onting bagay lang eh ginagawang mong big deal! eh ang dali lang naman linisin yung tiles na yun! like hello!!!!!! kainis ka na talaga! i wanna go out of that dorm thats why i havent slept in my dorm for like 3 days!!! kainis kasi! i dont want to see her face! hindi ko siya makapa eh! i mean hindi ko sure kung pano ko siya i a approach kasi minsan okay siya minsan naman hindi! tangna naman talaga oh! kainis na siya! yeah, im beginning to hate people again! especially HER!! i really hate her! dati pa naman eh! actually, hindi ko naman talaga siya feel nung una pa lang.. kaya nga nag sisisi ako kung bakit dun pa ko naka isip na lumipat after that MAMA MARIA DORMITORY SHIT!

why do i have to experience this!!??!! ive been good to her! i never comment anything kahit may sama ako ng loob sa kanya! yah, im giving up.. ako na ang aalis! ako na ang lalayo...

sabi nga kanina ni momi rosa, sna daw ako tutulog.. sabi ko, "ewan ko..lalayo muna ko.. bahala na."

ang hirap kasing mag adjust sa ugali nang isang tao lalo na pag paiba iba nang ugali.. am i correct?!!! kainis lang talaga kasi im being so plastic to myself na nga eh! i mean kahit urat na urat na ko sa ugali niya, im still thinking of good days we had!

narinig ko kasi sa kanya kanina while i was changing clothes.. the door was still open and she was saying something.. when i locked the door, i heard "naiinis ako.."

sabi nung isang dorm mate ko, "bakit?"

she replied and the only words i heard were "maglalagay nga ako ng kasing laki ng pinto".. the heck of her! tangna! like what i said, nalimutan ko!!! at nag sorry naman ako eh kasi nabigla ako! at least naging aware pa rin ako na nagkamali na ko! like hello!!! kapag naiinis naman ako sa kanya, hindi ako nagsasabi sa mga dorm mates namin! and i really dont have plans to tell them! i dont want them to think na against ako sa mga kasama ko sa dorm..BUT I REALLY WANNA SHOUT KANINA WHEN I HEARD HER NA "TANGNA MO! YABANG MO! FEELING KA! PRANG WALA TAYONG PINAGSAMAHAN AH! GANDA NANG PAKIKITUNGO KO SAYO TAPOS GANUN LANG! SINISIRA MO KO SA MGA KASAMA NATIN TAPOS IKAW, NEVER AKONG NAGBITAW NG MASAMANG WORDS SAYO SA MGA KASAMA NATIN!"

ewan ko.. kaya siguro wala nang pumatol dun eh! ang arte kasi... ang babaw niya kasi.. onting bagay lang! leche! siguro pinagtya tyagaan na lang siya nung ex niya or hindi ko lang alam kung sila parin.. ewan! the hell i care right!!!! pucha!

good luck na lang sa career niya! yabang niya! or ewan ko.. baka talagang hindi lang namin feel ang isat isa!

i hate .. really!!!!! lalo na yung isang baboy na lagi niyang kasama! buti nga hindi namin kasama sa kwarto yun eh! isa pa yung paki alamera eh! naiinis ako dun everytime na makikita niya kong paalis tapos tatanungin ako nun or pupunahin na "san ka na naman pupunta?" parang hello! paki mo ba sa buhay ko!?! siya lang kaya ang nang iintriga sa kin ng ganun! di bale na lang kung close kami noh! tangna! i hate them! gusto ko na talagang umalis sa dorm na yun! i wanna dorm in windrward with sky!shit!!!! i hate them!! i hate them!!

mga paki alamera, mga pinanganak sa sama ng loob kaya kumukulot ang buhok! magsama sama kayo! i hate you!!!

~out~

krrr...

grabe ang hirap ko ngayon huh! as in nangangarag na ko sa chemistry! ewan ko ba kung bakit pa kasi namin kailangang i take ang minor subject na yun eh ang layo naman sa Journalism nun.. yeh we need to take that kasi nga nasa curriculum! pero the heck, the fact that its minor, pinapahirapan kami masyado na parang mas mataas pa ang standard nun kesa sa majors namin! buti nga hindi na naalala nung prof namin yung tungkol sa project namin na advertisement nang mga products eh! aba, prelims pa lang yun gusto na niya kami mag produce ng ganun! eh sa major nga namin eh finals na pinapasa yun! swerte siya! grabe nga ang exams namin eh! though multiple choice lahat halos eh nakakawindang naman1 parang lilituhin talaga kami dun sa mga choices! as in! kakaiba talaga mga exams ng physical science! leche! nakakaurat!

buti na lang nakapag aral ako ng around 9am sa comm research naminkaya medyo may nasagutan naman ako. sa dulo kasi essay kaya ayos na rin.. pero hindi ko pa rin sure kung tama ang pinag lalalagay ko run! hay nako! late pa nga ako. pano si mark, tagal maligo.. pero naka habol pa nga ako kaya ayos lang rin.. ayon, wala pa rin akong permit exam.. hay .. hirap talaga pag mahirap ka pinanganak noh! pero at least ako, tanggap kong mahirap talaga kami.. hindi na ko umaasa na magkaron nang magagarang kagamitan.. -- naks, lalim! .. heheh.. pero siyempre, minsan naiisip ko, lalo na pag dating sa pagbabayad. shit talaga! ang hirap pag hindi na ko naka connect sa CAP! ang hirap tuloy maghagilap ng pera! hay nako.. ayon, baka mindterms nako magbayad.. nako.... hirap talaga ng buhay ngayon.. kasi naman si tatay, ang aga niya mag retired(pero totoo lang, kelangan na niya kasi matanda na siya).. heheheh... :)

hay.. naiisip ko na naman tuloy ang thesis ko.. gastos na naman dahil sa mga kailangang materyales.. sambot ko lahat dahil wala nga akong partner.. pero kung papasa naman, at least parang nabayaran na rin yung hirap ko diba? haaay...

nagkita kita kami nila jem at sky sa green cab.. ayon, i gave them letters.. hehehe.. lam niyo naman ako, hilig magsulat.. umm... problemado pa rin si jem dahil depressed sa nangyari sa kanila ni bon.. eh siya naman kasi ang nakipag break eh.. pero mas maganda na yun para medyo mawalan naman siya nang problema... pareho rin kasi kami nun na paranoid eh.. haaay..

grabe, parang kelan lang, nakasama ko pa sila jem at sky sa communication theory namin nung 2nd yr 2nd sem. heheh.. pinagti tripan ko pa nga nun si jem (hindi pa kami close nung time na yun) kasi habang nag re report siya, lagi niya nasasabi "PARANG".... nakakadami nga siya kaya kada sabi niya nun eh nililista ko!! hehehe.. kinuwento ko nga sa kanya yun eh, natawa lang siya sa sarili niya.. heheheh.. at etong si sky eh naiilang pa ko sa kanya dati dahil parang ang sungit... pero take note, yung mga hindi ko aakalain na magiging ka close ko eh sila pala tong makakasama ko parati! heheheh... nga naman, birds with the same feathers flock together! wahahah!! yosi, inom, chikahan ang trip namin! lalo na last summer 2004-2005, astig kami kasi lagikaming nag bi billiards kasama ng isa pang pasaway na si gela! hehehe.. isa pa nga pala sa tropa ko si gela, nakilala ko lang siya sa dati kong room mate.. kaso wala nun ngayon dito.. tapos bigla na lang kaming naging close.. lagi na kami nagkakasama.. at dun nagsimula yung tropa namin! hehehe.. trip talaga namin nung mga yun, bilyaran, yosi... tambay sa harap ng skul! astig! heheheh.. walang kwenta.. heheheh.. nakakamiss ang bonding naming apat! shit!

tapos ngayon, 4th year na kami.. magkakasama pa rin kami.. kaso hindi na namin nagiging kaklase si jem.. si gela malayo course sa min kaya never namin magiging kaklase yun.. wag na lang iwish na maging magkakaklase kami, patay na! asahan mo, swithching na naman sa pag aabsent! heheh.. naalala ko tuloy yung REED105 namin.. minsan lang kami magkakasabay nila sky at jem! pag absent ang isa, dalawa kaming nasa room.. ganun parati.. wala lang, nagkakataon lang.. pero kakamiss yun! i mean kakamiss yung magkakaklase kami! si jem kasi hindi kinuha yung commres namin eh! sayang... hay.. ang tanda na namin! tapos makikita ko na lang bigla ang sarili ko na naka graduate na ko.. hay.. magkakasama pa kaya kami?? malamang bihira na.. lakas ng mga trip nila eh.. lagi sila sa gimikan.. alam mo naman ako, malayo sa syudad.. eh yung mga yun, laking manila.. or night life.. bihira lang ako maka gimik eh! last 1st yr lang to 2nd yr lang ako nakatikim ng eastwood nights eh! heheh.. kakahiya man ishare pero thats the truth! wala rin kasi akong pera.. nagpapaka totoo lang.. heheh.. ^_^

hay.. bukas exams na namin ng IJ at post prod ata yun! 12 noon ang simula tapos sumunod eh 4pm - 5:30pm.. lupit noh?? layo ng agwat! buti nag dodorm ako para hindi hassle.. haaay...

guys! inom tayo sa friday! coolness!! sama ko si mark ha! mwah!

love you mark! mwah! advance happy 1st year anniversary! mwahmwah!!! i love you so much! sorry nga pala kagabi! mwahmwah! love you!!!! mwahmwah!!!!!ingat po ikaw lagi! love you!!!.. heheh.. ulit ko...

^_^

good luck sa exams po!

~out~

i just read and been amazed to what i saw.. its about interview with God.. ewan ko kung sino yung nag se send sa kin parati ng mga quotes sa email ko.. pero this one is so good and so touching. sana magustuhan niyo..


THE INTERVIEW WITH GOD

I dreamed I had an interview with God. “So you would like to interview me?” God asked.“If you

have the time” I said. God smiled. “My time is eternity.”“What questions do you have in mind

for me?”“What surprises you most about humankind?”God answered...“That they get bored

with childhood,they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again.”“That they lose their

health to make money...and then lose their money to restore their health.”“That by thinking

anxiously about the future, they forget the present, such that they live in neither the present

nor the future.”"That they live as if they will never die, and die as though they had never

lived.”God’s hand took mineand we were silent for a while.And then I asked...“As a parent, what

are some of life’s lessons you want your children to learn?”“To learn they cannot make anyone

love them. All they can do is let themselves be loved.”“To learn that it is not good to compare

themselves to others.”“To learn to forgiveby practicing forgiveness.”“To learn that it only takes

a few seconds to open profound wounds in those they love, and it can take many years to heal

them.” “To learn that a rich person is not one who has the most,but is one who needs the

least.”“To learn that there are people who love them dearly, but simply have not yet learned

how to express or show their feelings.”“To learn that two people can look at the same thing and

see it differently.”“To learn that it is not enough that they forgive one another, but they must

also forgive themselves.”"Thank you for your time," I said humbly. "Is there anything else you

would like your children to know?"God smiled and said, “Just know that I am here... always.” -

author unknown

hay nako... eto na naman.. problemang pam pinansyal na naman ang iniisip ko hanggang ngayon. shit naman kasi! hanggang ngayon kasi hindi pa ko nakakapag bayad nang tuition fee ko. shit nga eh. ewan ko ba kung bakit kasi kailangang magbayad ng malaki parati! kawawa tuloy ang mga taong hindi makapag produce agad ng malaking pera! like me.. so sad kasi na hindi ko agad na inform ang tatay ko para makapag withdraw siya ng pera.. eh gabi na kasi kami nagkita then halos onti lang ang nasingil niya sa mga drivers. tapos sunday aalis na rin agad ako kaya ayon, hindi rin niya ko mabibigyan ng pang bayad.

grabe, exam week na naman.. bakbakan na naman ang pag aaral namin! kainis! ang bilis nang panahon. later on makikita ko na sarili ko with my batchmates na nag ma march na sa stage.. shit!!! tanda ko na! leche.. pero i still look young.. bweheh..

i went to windward with sky kaninang past 4pm.. ayon, akala ko makakapasok na ko sa mismong dorm niya pero wala pa raw sa kanila yung susi.. ewan .. may problema pa sa dorm nila kasi may nakatira pang dormer.. ang tanga ng may ari noh? tumanggap siya ng uupa pa ulit pero may nakatira pa.. inuubos lang raw nung nag re rent pa yung contract daw nun.. so we stayed sa dorm pa ni ryan.. nandun si denden, si yeosuf, si rajah, si ryan at clowie.. tapos nood lang kami ng TV.. astig nga eh may cable! nakapanood pa tuloy ako ng TOTALLY SPICE! favorite ko kaya yun! astig nun eh! call me "isip bata" pero mas maganda naman yung cartoons na yun with those ANIME noh.. heheh.. tapos biglang umulan ng malakas eh saktong niyayaya ko na nun sila sky na umuwi kasi nga papalabas na nang class si nieko.. ayon, inabot kami ng malakas na ulan sa daan.. eh hindi pa kami kasya sa payong. sumukob kasi si denden eh dapat sa min lang ni sky dapat yun. eh etong lalakeng to, mapa impress lang si sky, ayon kahit may sipon, sige pa rin, sumama pa rin sa pag hatid sa min. buti na lang may dumaan na tryc! ayon.. haay.. sa sobrang lakas ng ulan, nabasa masyado ang nieko.. wawa nga eh.. ayon, kasalukuyang natutulog dito sa loob ng shop.. heheh.. napagod siguro sa pagtakbo sa gitna nang ulan.. heheheh.. nilagyan ko nga ng panyo sa likod kasi baka malamigan ang likod, magkasakit pa siya.. wawa naman siya.. wawa rin ako kasi hindi kami magkakasama.. waaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehe...

hay. shit, naalala ko na naman ang exams ko tomorrow! my god! chemistry sabay comm research namin! GOOD LUCK sa kin! goodness!!! ang hirap na kaya ng chem tapos sabay memorization pa sa commres! goodness!!!

teka.. nakakaramdam na ko ng gutom... ano kaya makain??...

ei nga pala, grabe kagabi! nandun kami nila mark at billy sa dorm ni billy.. eh mag iinom kami nun.. wala lang.. tamang pampa antok lang. nabuksan na ni mark yung dalawang redhorse na maliit. tapos naglabas ng cassette si billy.. tapos nainitan siya kaya hiniram muna niya yung fan sa kabilang kwarto na iniwan lang muna nung bagong lilipat na dormer.. tapos habang umaandar yung cassette, ayon, sinaksak ni billy yung fan then BOOM! sumabog! takot namin ni billy kaya takbo agad kami sa may pinto! si mark, ewan ko, wirdo niya pinanood pa yung sunog! heheh.. tapos si billy nagsisisigaw na "TESA, TANGGALIN MO! TANGGALIN MO!" heheh. iisa lang kasi yung nasa isip namin ni billy na baka sumabog yung cassette or yung fan.. syempre, sunog yun! ayon.. nadali tuloy ni billy yung mesa , natapon din yung beer.. kalahati nga naubos eh.. sayang.. ayon.. tinanggal na nga ni mark yung saksak tapos lumiyab pa lalo! sunog nga yung kurtina eh! tapos ang daming sumigaw nung time na yun kasi dun daw sa may poste eh may lumiyab bigla dun sa mga wire.. tapos ang daming naglabasan.. yung iba, usisero, ung iba natatakot.. lalo na kaya yung mga dorm mate ni billy na babae! kahit nga ako natakot eh! pero buti si billy ang nakaranas nun kesa sa mga babae dun.. baka lalong magkasunog dun.. siyempre, duwag ang mga babae eh.. haaay.. accident prone nga daw tong si billy eh! nako, ayoko na sumama dun! heheh...tapos natatakot pa yung mga ibang dorm mate niya kasi siya lang ang lalake dun sa dorm.. siya lang ang unang lalakeng napag dorm dun.. eh yun nga, ang sabi, natatakot nga raw yung mga babae kasi lagi raw nagiinom si billy.. eh kasi sabi ni billy, yung inom niya na yun, pampa antok lang kasi hindi pa raw siya sanay sa room niya.. ayon.. eh no smoking, no drinking pala dun! sabi ko na nga ba eh pero sabi naman ni billy eh ayos lang raw dun sa pwesto namin kasi sa may labas naman.. sa lobby.. tapos nakita namin yung nanay ni ara na kapatid nung may ari nang dorm.. ayon, sabi nga na patanggalin kay billy yung mga bote ng beer sa CR kasi pupunta na raw yung may ari ng dorm.. hay nako si billy talaga!!!

wakekek!!

miss ko na si mahal ko.. dadiko! gising na! wag ka matulog! antukin! sige, puyat pa kasi eh! hay.. mahal kita nieko! mahal na mahal! mwahmwah!! lapit na tayong mag 1 year!!! so excited na talaga! everytime na nag po post ako rito, lagi kong nababanggit yun! hehehe.. sana july 28 na!! waaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!hehehe...

mahal kita nieko!!!

~out~

im here sa baba ng dorm ko.. my boyfriend is sleeping inside my room so i didnt wake him up.. baka masuntok ako nun.. heheh.. anywayz, ayon.. nakakainis nga dahil nagpa umaga na naman siya sa computer shop. bday kasi nng friend namin na nagbabantay nun.. well.. mejo inis pero wala akong magagawa, tapos na eh. ei guys.. lapit na kami mag 1 year.. yehey! im so happy! sana mas matagal pa kami.. sana forever na..

my cousin ate rose forwarded a picture to me na kinuhanan ni tito rico when he came here sa house from australia. he was telling us how my ate roana(his daughter) does sa country nila.. she's quiet busy .. and i miss her.. as i was saying, nabigla ako dun sa pic kasi sobrang wasted ako nun! hindi pa ko naliligo.. palakad na rin ako nun papuntang dorm ko eh.. i was so damn fat on that picture! eeeuuw... yayks! i cant imagine myself fatter than i am right now. eeuuw..

hay.. this week, exam days na.. the whole week would make me so busy.. a lot of things running in my mind.. exams, tuition fee worth P11,400.00! shit! and i cannot pay that fee this month coz my father hasnt earn that big amount. how i wish i can help them ... sana pagka graduate ko, kunin ako nila ate rose papuntang australia.. but first, i to tour ko sila muna dito sa tin siyempre! haay... sana bumuti na ang isip ko.. mahirap mag aral pag marming iniisip eh.. haaay...

nieko! gising na! kanina ka pa natutulog!!! wahahahahaha!!!!

~out~

so sad...

this day.. umm... kakalungkot kasi kala ko magiging maganda ang lahat.. hindi pala.. bigla kong nakita si jem sa may tambayan and then i gave her a hug tapos nakita ko namumula yung eyes niya.. i asked her why she's crying.. umm.. so sad to know na break na raw sila ni bon.. bakit ganun?.. kakalagay ko pa lang naman dito sa last post ko na in love pa rin siya sa boyfriend niya tapos malalaman ko lang na wala na sila! ewan ko how will i help her .. siya lang naman ang makakapag pa calm sa sarili niya. all i can giver her is support.. tapos kanina.. i took the exam kay sir geslani.. dapat kasama ko si leah but i didnt saw her agad.. hinanap ko siya sa may kubo pero nasa may clinic pala siya.. ayon.. hindi siya nabigyan.. sorry leah for that.. im really sorry.. pero buti na lang pumayag si sir na bigyan kayo nila aye ng chance.. sorry talaga! love you! :)

mamaya magkikita kami ni jem at 3 pm.. wala lang.. gusto ko lang siya makitang okay na siya.. sana maging okay agad siya. i really wanted to help my friend.. but how??... hindi ko naman pedeng awayin si bon.. talagang mabibigay ko lang yung support and hugs and kisses.. sana nandito si sky .. nakita ko rin pala si gela.. langya, yung gamit niyang damit, meron din ako nun! hehehe... pero okay lang.. pag natyempong sabay namin ginamit yun eh para lang naman kaming sasayaw.. heheheh... :)

i love nieko! heheh..

miss ko na si maggie.. :) see you sister! mwah!

hi to abbie and leah! mwah! love you gurls! :)

~out~

im so excited!

im so excited .. our 1st year anniversary is getting near! YIPEEEE!!! hehehe.. wala lang.. saya ko lang.. umm.. this past few days, medyo nagkaroon kami ng onting misunderstanding pero naging okay na rin naman agad. and im happy for that. i love you nieko! love you so much! lam mo naman yun eh! kahit ano mangyari love kita! OO... heheh... umm.. happy anniversary! sana magtagal pa tayo!

this month, sobrang dami kong nakikitang in love.. wala lang.. si abbie, she's fine with andrew.. si eyah, kay pon.. :) si sky.. umm.. basta in love yan! si jem, alam ko love pa rin niya si bon.. ang sister ko, in love palagi kay kevin.. heheh..

i wanna say thank you t eyah, kasi pinakain niya ko nang dinner sa dorm niya. balak ko lang sana ihatid yung food na yun tapos pinakain na din niya ko.. heheh.. tapos onting tambay dun.. sana dun na rin ako nag do dorm kaso for sure hindi ako papayagan ng parents ko.. siyempre, layo kasi sa school tapos laki pa ng pamasahe diba?

sister! miss na kita! kamusta na kayo jan?! grabe, saya na naman tayo! wala nang kakampi si manyak at baboy! hehehe.. bwahahah! sana umalis na rin yung baboy na yun jan! ayoko pa rin lumabas pag nanjan pa rin siya! eeuww.. baka gusto niyang tuhugin ko siya ng bamboo! bwahaha! ay teka, baka maging kapalit naman ni demonyo si ARVIN.. euuwness.. extra?? nakikisali rin?? tapos sasabihin niya na nakikisawsaw ako sa away niyo eh si arvin na kakampi rin nila kaya! diba? eeuww.. i hate thinking about those trashy people, wait, are they people??.... hehehe..

miss ko na bahay namin! miss ko na si bhebiko, si jepsey!si krishna, si krizelle... si nanay at tatay.. si moymoy..

people... im getting ready to start a new life.. i love you mark tesalona! love you so much!

~out~

nagsisisi na ko

i sont know what went in my mind to skip my tuesday classes.. and now, my mind's so full of things i have to do by tomorrow.. i have to take my special quiz in chemsitry tomorrow at 2pm right after my class in COMMRES.. shit! i havent texted mr. geslani to re sked my quiz in comelec. this is also shit! nagsisisi na ko that i skipped again kanina that's why i dont i have any idea what will i study fior tom in chem..... many says thats its hard.. well, what can you expect on a chem class??.....


i hate everything

i dont know why i feel so mad everytime i see that big fat guy in our section! ewan ko.. marami na rin ang naiinis dun and one of them is MOI! ....

i had a very tiring day today.. after i went to my elem stat class, i went to from JFH505 down to JFH102 to attend my next class.... we just discussed the film we watched.. then after that i went outside with Abbie to surf for my assignment in chem(again).. then after that i went ahead at the physical science department to pass it. then my org(24FPS) had set an interview for new applicants.. good thing i only interviewed 3 people (1 of them was Abbie :) ).. then the next location, meeting of Crossbars on the same floor...

hay.... dami ko na iniisip.. overloaded na! hindi ko pa nga nababayaran ang tuition fee ko.. for sure, pipila na naman ako nang napaka haba niyan!

im gonna miss my nieko

nieko.. mamimiss na naman kita.. hindi na naman tayo magkakasama ngayon.. hay... kakalungkot naman.. anywayz, mahal na mahal kita! sobra! ingat ka lagi! wag ka maxadong paka addict! tingnan mo ko.. mya pa lang ako maglalaro... heheh.. love you!

~out~