Its been 3 years since I last posted something on my blog,, now, im back.. I will start posting things I feel, things i wanna do... things I hate the most. things i plan to work on... everything in my life.

afrer 3 years, i think i never changed. its still me who always think of others... think how would they think over me.. like how I please people ...

more to come.. probably i will create another blog...

MASAYA NA MALUNGKOT



masaya ako kasi fulfilled ako .

masaya dahil ang mga gusto ko, napapanindigan ko, at nakukuha ko.

Malungkot lang sa huling part .. ndi ko alam eh .. parang may kulang..


namimiss ko rin siguro ang mga kasamahan ko sa dati kong trabaho. siyempre, sa araw araw ba naman diba? Alam ko na malayong magkita kameng lahat ulit. Pero masaya rin, dahil may mga bago akong mga kaibigan. na pinapahalagahan din ako.



Minsan lang sana maintindihan ng mga new friends ko, minsan tumatahimik ako. Hindi dahil sa ayaw ko sa kanila .. May iniisip lang ako. hehe. alam naman nila ang utak ko, magulo. Madami lang ako lagi iniisip. Minsan sa sobrang antok din. At sobrang gutom.


Hay sa monday, distributed na kame sa mga sarili nameng TL . Sana maging maayos ang lahat.

Mamiss ko ang bonding.

Lagi ko sila pupuntahan sa stations nila para kulitin lang sila. hehe .. ^_^

~out~

hapi bertdey



hay buhay nga naman .. minsan nasa taas ka, minsan naman sa baba ka.. at may pagkakataon din na nasa baba ka na lang forever.

Ang pagkakataon nga naman, hindi araw araw, birthday - my officemate told me ...

Ang hirap pag napaglaruan ka, alam mong ginagawa mo un trabaho mo, pero hindi pala. Akala mo tama mga ginagawa mo, hindi pala. Akala mo satisfied ang kausap mo, hindi pala.


KASI NGA HINDI LAGING BIRTHDAY!!!

na may regalong 100% score.

Inaamin ko naman na may pagkakamali rin ako, to tell you honestly, right after my coaching, nag iba na ako sa calls. That's what Im waiting for, sana may ma survey ulit dahil sa tingin ko mga calls ko naman eh ok..

Sabi ko nga last time, masarap mag coaching. Natututo ka sa mga dapat mong gawin at naitatama ang mga mali.

Para lang yan si NANAY, pag pinagsasabihan ka at hindi mo nasunod, pag sasabihan ka ulit.. yun ang coaching mo sa nanay mo . hahaha!



You might be thinking what's the bottom line of this post...

Well, I got another survey from a customer... which I helped on something, we resolved the concern but I got this accent sounded impatient. Matigas lang talaga ang pagkakasalita ko nun.

Well, kung ano mang kahahantungan ng usapan namen ng supervisor ko, papasalamat na lang ulit ako sa kanya dahil may coaching opportunities pa ko..

Hindi naman tayo perpektong tao.. pero pedeng itama. madaming nagkakamali.. pero naitatama..


Madaming tao sa paligid mo na pedeng maka impluwensya sayo, maganda man o masama, nasasayo pa rin ang kontrol..

Basta tandaan, dapat ihanda ang sarili sa kahit anong mangyari.

~out~

COACHING

everytime i have coaching schedule, hindi ko alam kung magiging excited ako o matatakot...

excited kasi gusto ko makarinig siyempre ng mga magagandang bagay from
my supervisor. natatakot kasi baka rin may marinig ako hindi maganda... pero thats part of the coaching session. sabi nga ni ate belle, "hindi araw araw, bday". meaning everyday eh maganda lage at blessing lage ang scores mo..

alam ko hindi ako magaling, sa navigation poor talaga ko, mabilis ako mainis at sabi nga NAG SNAP ako bigla from nice to impatient...
sorry pero ko yun ginusto .. hay. kaya nga msaya ako pag coaching, sige may masabi mang mali ko, mas maganda at least matutuwid ko.

I never take it against me. and never magdamdam dahil hindi lang para sa akin to kundi para sa buong team at para sa company na tinatrabaho ko.

A VERY RELAXING DAY FOR ALL OF US...




Hay mabuti naman at hindi masyadong madaming calls today. Ndi gaanong queueing at hindi rin naman masyadong idle.


We all had time to chill .. hahah!

sarap pag ganto lage.
pero sa BGI team, nako nag 400 ang queue. well, nasa TID naman kasi yun eh.

mag cafe world muna ko . tah tah !
~out~

WORK




All of us may say "ayoko pa pumasok.. nakaktamad".... which is true. But for some reasons, why cant we afford of not going to work??... Thats because we have our reasons why we have the job, and why we need money to save for our family.


Honestly there's some point that I dont want to go to work... But what happens if I stay with my kid at home but no food, what's the deal, right?

So better go to work, 8 hours of talking to customers,not bad at all.


And also, I am encouraged to work because of friends, and metrics that needs to be improved.

AHT, POSE and QA..

I just saw my lates EBILL AHT, passing is 500. and Im at 484 I think ... good enough.. but my BGI AHT, woah, is bloody high! passing is 350 and Im at 878 .. from 1663 . hahaha!!! well, theres a big improvement atleast. hahaha!

These are challenges I have now.


Reasons why I love going to work ,.....
~out~

BACK FROM BLOGGING ....




its nice to have internet at home. net is kinda slow but its fine. no more noisy brats inside the cafe shop.



Anyways, to start ... Hello Philippines and Hello WORLD!
Im back again .. my online diary will be updated once again. haha....


pretty sure no one is interested but its not my problem anymore. this is my blog and I can write what ever I want.

LIFE NEEDS TO CHANGE

Nag Vacation Leave ako from Jan 28-30. at sun mon off ako...

I was able to losen up.

i was able to relax.

I was able to get out from all bad thoughts

FRIDAY
, Mark and I celebrated our 1st year wedding anniversary and we went to EK together with my baby Aled, pamangkin Krishna and my nanay.

We enjoyed every minute we were there.

Never thought we would enjoy that much ...

SATURDAY

Mark and I went out for a foot spa.. relaxing .. oooooohhhh!!!!!

Got a magazine WOMAN TODAY, and I read something about CHANGING your LIFE.

It says that we cant move up if we hold onto something.


HERE ARE SOME GREAT LINES IVE READ :
"When we hold on to anger and cant forgive, we cant be happy. When we fail at something, we cant consider ourselved to be failures. When we forgive ourselves for our past defeats, we can rise to the next level to improve all our intimate relationships. When we are at war with others emotionally, we cant be at peace with ourselves" ...



We need to forgive ourselves first before forgiving other people.




~out~

Im back people! hahah.. ive been busy playing facebook .. pls add me up! hahah . linda_tesalona@yahoo.com

SOMEDAY ...



Theres nothing really important to post here. I just want to release something inside...
I dont know bakit may feeling ako na ganto na alam ko kung pina plastik ako o hindi..

Or paranoid lang ako.. dahil lagi ko na lang napapansin sila mas close, ako hindi ..

kasi masyado daw ako maingay sa chat room, ngayon, hindi na ko masyado maingay, lalo napalayo ang loob ko ..

Buti pa yung hindi ko kasama sa grupo, sila ang marunong makisama at walang kaplastikan sa katawan.. lahat sila totoo.
lahat sila love ako at love ko rin sila..

Pero minsan nakakamiss din siyempre ang sarili kong grupo, pero parang pag sumama ako sa kanila, parang ma oout of place lang ako.

Gusto ko man sumama sa kanila, wala na ko update sa mga nangyayari so hindi rin ako makakarelate sa mga pag uusapan nila.

Someday, makakasama ko rin sila .. Someday, makakausap at makaka enjoy din ako na kasama sila.

I miss them so much.

i super duper love animals ..


i was able to enjoy watching cute and funny animals like Christian ..
check this out:
http://animal.discovery.com/videos/a-lion-called-christian-cutest-moments/

BORED


Bored as of now ..
Good thing we have internet access today. hahah!!

Well, what can we talk about for today? ... Hmmm... people around me .. customers buggin me while im winding up .. hehe ..

kiddin' ....



BTW GUYS im so excited for my baby's christening ..

Oooooooohhh so excited! Pero natatakot ako .. You all know why? .. sa GASTOS! hahaha!!! Grabe kasi eh, yung reception, food and everything .. I have to buy my dress pa para sa binyag ng baby ko .. di pede yung pa LOSYANG LOSYANG lang! hahah!!!

anyways, it will held in St. Peter Parish Church - Balibago Complex Sta. Rosa City, Laguna at 11am . Reception will be in BAHAY KAWAYAN sa Terrytown Sta.Rosa Laguna ..


O ayan full details na ha.. yung mga IMBAYTED sana magpunta sa tamang lugar at sa tamang oras. hahahahaha!!!!

Hi people!

Im back .. haha! ALways ganun ang welcome sa blog eh noh .. I was too busy with my married life.. hahaha!!

Well, kamusta na kayo? ako eto.. may sarili na kameng pod ni mark .. so if you wanna visit us guys, just text me. pero tell me first para makapag handa ako . haha .. we have stayed there 2wks na siguro from now. One big room, liit ng sala area namen, pero sosyal ang aming CR! Pink ang tiles. Girl na Girl! ... haha!!
And I bought from OUR HOME -- 3 scented candles and a holder .. SOSYAL diba . kaya ayun, adik ako maligo twing gabi!

We have our kalan na, may LPG na rin .. mga kawali at kaldero ..

Pede na magbatuhan pag nagaway kame ni Mark .. hahaha! JOKE!

Its so nice lang na lagi kang excited to go home, maaabutan mo si nanay, niece ko na 5years old, tska baby ko sa apt ko .. "MINI CONDO" ang tawag ko dun . haha! I'll buy another lampshade para sa sala pagnaka sweldo ulet .. =)


The flooring- its all made of tiles. astig noh . kaya malamig .. at nasa 2nd flr kame. Lakas hangin lage. Kaya laging ang sarap maglinis. Sa off ko, maglilinis ako ulet. Wala pa kame cabinet for our clothes eh .. hay, yun pa problema ko.. gulo gulo pa rin yung OROCAN namen na lalagyan ng damit. huhuh .. =(




Anyway, lets change topic naman ..

Syempre, its gonna be the HOTTEsT TOPic naman ..

DR.HAYDEN KHO ..

Ofcourse, alam na ng sambayanang PILIPINAS kung sino ang mga nabiktima nitong skandalo na ito. Wala akong papanigan .. wala akong karapatan .. Pero ang aking lang, bakit kailangang isa PUBLIKO pa? Siguro naman hindi kagustuhan ni HAYDEN na maging SIZZLING HOT ang pangalan niya sa NEWS diba tuwing gabi..
Sino rin naman ang papayag na gagawa ka ng video habang nakikipag sex ka sa babae, na kita ang muka mo kahit alam mo naman na kilala kang tao diba?


At bakit etong isang babae na isang modelo at doktor, nakita na niya yung CAMERA eh!!! NAKITA MO NA!!! Binilang namen ilang seconds ka nakatitig sa camera!!! 6 seconds yun!!!! Bakit hindi mo pinuntahan!!!!

Nahiya ka siguro kaya tinakpan mo yung muka mo hbang nag bbj ka kay Hayden . Pero sa huli, siguro di mo na napigil, wala na sa isip mo na baka may camera nga diba.

Pero kasalanan din ba ng mga babaeng ito ang gantong klase ng pagtrato sa kanila ng publiko??


Ang akin, mind your own life.. THATS IT.. eh ano kung may sex video sila? GET IT? Parang kayo naman walang sex life.

Kawawa naman yung mga taong naaapakan dito eh ..

Well, I can say that pareho akong papanig sa kanila . Pareho silang nabiktima ..

Masama na bang bumigay ang isang babae sa isang lalake ??

Masama na bang bumigay ang isang lalake sa isang babae??



Gets niyo? Bakit tayo maghuhusga agad sa pare parehong nabiktima dito ..


at pede ba! ANG DAMING PROBLEMA NG PILIPINAS!! ANG SENADO, WAG NA MAKI SAW SAW SA ALITAN NG MGA CELEBRITY!


ANG HIRAP KASI, PAG SA SENADO KA, SA SENADO KA LANG! .... PAG ARTISTA KA, ARTISTA KA LANG! ...


DAMING PROBLEMA NG BAYAN! WAG MUNA PURO SEX SCANDALS UNAHIN MO!




AKIN TONG BLOG NA TO ... SO I CAN SAY WHATEVER I WANT TO SAY ..


~out~

IM BACK


Halloooooo....

Hi guys . Sorry no time for blogging.. havent been here for almost 5months now.

Well, aside from being so busy with my hubby and my baby, I am still busy with my work .. I'll be with the company na for 2 years.


Well, working with the campaign is now more relaxing coz we are online support, We discuss website. We help people who wants to reset pw and email online. So easy ha?

BTW, let me tell you what I did to help myself how to manage time ...

Being a mother isnt easy.. So to help myself, I bought alot of magazines and books!


I have read CRAYONS in the DRYER --- a story of a mother who have triplets.. with multiple characteristics .. that helped me to deal with my only child. I have learned to be patient, understanding ... and mmmm.... more loving .. haha!

I bought as well Psychological and behavior of an infant up to 2years -- This is actually not the real title of the book, haha ... well, its all about babies, types of babies and how to handle situations like for example, if you have a COLICY BABY...


And of course I also bought something to strengthen my relationship with my husband. I bought HAPPILY MARRIED FOR LIFE--- its all about teaching you both how to deal with your everyday lives... And I learned a lot. I learned how to be nice, patient and understanding ..




Of course, i dont just have to focus on my relationship with my baby, I also bought

IM BACK


Hey guys ... ^_^ I just want to thank you all for the prayers.. ^_^

I gave birth na on Jan.15 2:12 am ..

Everything will be posted here in details by Friday .. I swear I really want to tell you guys what I went through ... C-section pa ko .. hmmmm... Please also check my Multiply .... click niyo lang yung "my multiply" link dito sa kanan ... ^_^


Love you all ...


~out~

EXCITED NA KO!!!!!!!


Grabe na to .. I'm so excited for our wedding, so excited also to see my baby boy.. hay!
Later we'll go home na sa Sta. Rosa .. Mark and I will drop by first at SM Dasma to check slippers/sandals that I will be wearing on my wedding day.

So cute to imagine, my bf Mark is there to help me out to buy what to wear on our special day. CUTE!

weeeee.. **kilig**

I LOVE YOU NIEKO ..
Parang kelan lang oh, sa dorm .. we always stay outside till midnight. Parang ayaw na namen maghiwalay .. Until mag decide na pumasok na ko sa loob ng dorm .. or maybe we can sleep together sa house nila.

Parang kelan lang yung gyera sa aming dalawa way back on 2006 .. Thats the time that we broke up. Grabeng hirap namen.. sobrang nagkasakitan.. Ang daming nangyari ..

But to be honest with you guys, kahit 7months kameng nag break before, hindi ko pa rin siya nalilimutan.. Yung guy na lagi kong kasama, lagi pa rin akong tinutukso kay Mark, kasi lagi ko pa rin siyang nakkuwento at naaalala.. Maybe thats the reason why he left me .. haha! :))

Sabi nga nila .. "Sa haba haba man ng prusisyon, sa simbahan din ang tuloy" ....

Kahit hindi man kame sa simbahan magpakasal, there's something to bind us together .. and can prove to all the people that were FOREVER na .. diba? hehe ..

MY WEDDING DRESS inspired by MARK and MAGGIE


Hi guys! We just went to SM Dasmariñas to watch BEDTIME STORIES of ADAM SANDLER .. So cool .. Next movie to watch will be HARRY POTTER, UP, WOLVERINE, THE PROPOSAL .. Nieko, I want to watch all of these ... ^_^

Anyway, after the movie, we went straight ahead to OCCASSIONS boutique .. Grabe, the perfect dress that I want was there! We were about to buy it but on the second thought, baka may mas maganda pa sa ibang store ..

So we checked other boutiques .. And guess where we bought the wedding dress that I will be wearing .. Y.R.Y.S. ....

Check them out....










Astig ba? Well, all in all, it costed only Php 802.75 I believe ..

Cheap but beautiful ..

Thanks Nieko for helping me check every single store to see this perfect and wonderful dress. And thanks to Maggie, my bestfriend, helping me get inspired and gave ideas how to look sexy though I'm pregnant .. ^_^

Do I look lovely?

~out~

1 YEAR DEATH ANNIVERSARY OF OUR DEAR FRIEND HEP ...


ARCHIVE ABOUT MY LAST YEAR'S POST: http://www.bluemaldita.blogspot.com/2008_01_01_archive.html


To our loving hep, we all pray for your soul. I pray that you have already accepted that you are on a different world now. We pray for your parents as well, your friends and loved ones..

Nakakamiss ang batang to . Nakakagulat ang nangyari sa kanya. Parang kelan ko lang siya dati nakita before sila maaksidente .. Lagi lang kayosihan.. Laging niloloko si Ate na nagtitinda ng french fries at burger sa labas.

Bakit ganun.. masasabi kong unfair ng mundo.

Bakit kelangan ang mamatay at mawala sa buhay natin ay yung may mga magagandang loob? Yung may pangarap sa buhay? Mga taong nagpapasaya sa atin..

Bakit yung mga masasamang tao, hindi namamatay? Bakit hindi sila maparusahan?

Gaya ng GAZA crisis..

Not to mention the kids that suffered from bombings.

Life is so cruel to people.

But we shouldnt lose hope. God will always be there for us .. JUST PRAY ...

In memory of HEP .... WE LOVE YOU FRIEND ...

~out~

EXCITED TO BE A MOM

Woah! In two weeks time, I'll give birth to a cute baby boy.. You can tell that I am excited! We already bought everything for the baby .. well.. except for the crib and his stroller. Haha, I think Mark will buy it for us.

My neice is so excited to see my baby. She always go with me to the doctor whenever I have my prenatal checkups. And when we both saw the baby's face on the ultrasound.. GEE ... She's wanting him to go out .. hahah!

She dreams they play, she craddles the baby, they go out together...

Isnt it nice ..

WEDDING

Waaaa!! We went kanina to Binan to buy our wedding ring .. Astig mga rings .. kaso mura muna binili namen kasi bibili pa ng mas maganda si Mark after I gave birth..

WEDDING RING

Suggested wedding dress from my bestfriend:

Hmmm... Im excited na for my civil wedding .. We will be scheduling it on Jan.21 .. Let's just all cross our fingers that my baby wont come out before the 21st. GRRRR ....

We will also attend the mass this Sunday so that we can have the rings be blessed by the priest. Cool ei? .. hahaha ..

Whether its a civil or a church wedding, as long as you love each other and exchanged vows that can make your relationship more tight, it'll be okay..

ANG IMPORTANTE, MAHAL NIYO ANG ISA'T ISA.. DIBA?

Hay, grabe.. Ang bilis talaga ng panahon.. Huhuhu... Hindi na ko MISS ... MRS. TESALONA na ko .. Hindi na ko bata ... MOMMY na ko ..

Parang kelan lang noh .. yung silver na ring namen, binigay ko yan sa kanya for our month anniversary eh .. ngayon, its for our wedding day naman .. COOL!!!!!!!!

Ang bilis talaga ng panahon .. Pero sana sa mga panahon pa na magdadaan, maging maayos ang lahat.. maging masaya pa rin kame, parang tulad ng dati ..

MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA NIEKO ....